Latest Posts by devilqueen1 - Page 2

Mum: go make friends with those kids:

Me:

me: *chilling*

my hellbrain: trigger yourself and also hyperfixate on the triggering thing and also fuck you *sirens*

ur twenties are weird. i have the priorities of a kindergartener again. i don’t know what in the hell is going on EVER. i like colors. i like soup. i want to take a nap

being held is actually the most healing thing in the world

Checking the kitten crop

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“Ich wollt’ direkt Eis essen, als sich unsre Blicke trafen. Warum sag ich Eis essen? Ich wollte nicht ficken sagen.”

— GReeeN, Eis essen

@doit-doit-doit :D our friendship

Der Blick ist der beste :D

the trauma moods

i wonder why my life is in shambles that's weird

i'm going to redesign my room and paint a portrait and binge watch six shows and dye my hair and start a makeup brand and write a novel and read poetry and clean my whole house and

i Can't Get Out Of Bed

uh oh sisters! *showers with the lights off*

cries in the car and almost crashes accidentally

tv static noises

*wakes up* [redacted] *goes to sleep*

i haven't slept in 72 hours and i'm talking a lot about ophelia and reciting hamlet's soliloquies and everyone around me is worried

trying to sleep but there's Something In My Room

*texts abuser(s)* oh this is a fantastic idea

i'm horny and angry about it

i'm horny and sad about it

masturbates and then cries

If You Touch Me I Will Kill You

*thinks about trauma* oh that sucks for whoever that was

oh, wait, that actually happened?????

Shame

i'm going to starve myself until i'm so small no one will want me

i'm going to overeat until i'm so big no one will want me

*throws up for unknown reason*

talk about trauma, but make it funny

I CAN'T DO SOMETHING REALLY SIMPLE AND INSTEAD OF WORKING THROUGH IT I'M GONNA YELL AND HURT MYSELF UNTIL I GET TIRED

i have forgotten every single coping skill i've ever learned

hnnnnnnng

*listens to music from That Time and gets weirdly nostalgic*

i Want To Be Abused

i will never love again! ever!

confuses platonic and romantic emotions because anything that feels Good is confusing

When you parked too far away and left your phone in the car.

are you sure you wanna know

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HEY!! If you take any antidepressants make sure to check for possible interactions with other drugs!!!!

No one told me that common things like cough syrup can cause serotonin syndrome which is generally awful, but can also be fatal. If you don't want to end up hooked to a heart monitor please research all drugs/supplements before you take them ❤

Würde mich bitte jemand in den Arm nehmen... jetzt.

me: goodnight moon :)

moon: should’ve been saying goodnight 5 hours ago its 4am asshole get your life together

This is probably the only thing I wouldn’t wish on anyone, it completely destroys your childhood and in turn; Ends adulthood before it’s even started😢

i still get so angry that i have to live with what you did to me and you live like nothing ever happened

i just to put all these feelings inside you

Always here to talk if anyone needs it as I’ve had many nights like these ❤️

Asking for help.

Curl up.

“The best advice I’ve ever received: ‘no one else knows what they are doing either.’”

— Charles Bukowski (via quotemadness)