when coping from the knowledge of being a csa survivor, how does one even begin to make peace with the idea that the original version of you, when you were still eager and energetic and authentically you was taken from you?
i still regularly think about the little girl who never got to live because now i’m here.
quieter than she was. shyer. more reserved. less innocent. far more afraid. far more paranoid. less trusting. less brave. less sure of myself.
less, in general.
she’s gone and that makes me sad that i can never be her again.
If shadow started living with the Wachowski fam. Maddie’s still a little wary of him.
You deserve a love that doesn't confuse your nervous system.
I think that banning porn has made this website more sexual over time, actually. When people had that porn outlet you could mostly just post in peace but now can’t mention any random thing without people relating it back to their horniness. It’s gotten worse, I tell you. I was here before the porn ban. Occasionally accidentally coming across a sex gif was the price we paid for mostly keeping on topic.
if it's good enough for you, then it deserves to be made. don't let anyone else decide if your story is worth it or not.
I don't get why I don't see any of this.. IT'S SO JAX CENTRIC/BUNNYDOLL
Music <33
Omg same!
What's your favorite music genre/song? :3
Whatever $&)?!! Off people the most- indie weirdcore country! That’s one genre by the way