two souls are sometimes created together and in love before they're born.
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darry was always overprotective of his baby brothers in school. he’d play with them at recess all the time and would tell everyone to go a bit easier on pony because he was littler than everyone else (and in my headcanon was born prematurely and had muscle issues and problems walking as a kid), he’d sit down with soda at lunch and help him with his homework so they could play when they got home. the both of them were really upset when he went to high school cause they were stuck in middle/elementary school but he’d still walk with them to school, even if it made him late for class.
big brother darry we love you
thinking about how if darry hadn’t turned on soda, ponyboy might justve went to his room and cried. bc the thing is he thinks darry is being irrational but he knows how stupid he sounded he sounded saying he forgot (“It sounded dumb, even to me, when I stammered […]”)
up until this point, it’s a one sided argument all most. like in the musical i could argue (not very well) that pony eggs darry on the entire argument but in the book i think i’d say he’s more docile (?) meek (?? neither the right word but alas).
for example
“I ran home, trembling at the thought of facing Darry.”
“He was on his feet in a second. I stood there, chewing on my fingernail.”
““Where the heck have you been? Do you know what time it is?" He was madder than I'd seen him in a long time. I shook my head wordlessly.”
“It sounded dumb, even to me, when I stammered, "I... I went to sleep in the lot...”
“I didn't mean to." I pleaded with Darry.”
and then the most important part to this whole point i’m trying to make
“I felt hot tears of anger and frustration rising. "I said I didn't mean to...”
darry’s been hollering at him the entire time and it took this long for pony to finally get frustrated and angry too and even still. even still pony doesn’t yell back. even still pony bites his tongue and lets his words fizzle out. bc it would’ve been real easy to shout it but he doesn’t.
he’s likely mostly frustrated with himself. because yeah ok darrel maybe he hasn’t been using his head as much lately, but he doesn’t know why. all he knows is that he’s been forgetting things more and more and he does things like fall asleep in the lot with nothing but a sleeveless sweatshirt and here’s darry yelling like pony did it on purpose. but he didn’t do it on purpose he didn’t mean to.
and pony gets it, he has been saying that a lot lately. he gets why darry is starting to get upset at the repetitiveness of it; pony’s probably tired of saying it himself.
despite all this pony wasn’t going to engage in the argument until soda spoke up. until soda spoke up and darry shot him down. bc for all intent and purposes, in pony’s mind that is, soda is one connection to this family. soda is the only hint that the family he knows and love didn’t completely leave him eight months ago. bc he hardly recognizes darry and he’s half convinced himself that if not for soda darry would throw him in a home.
so no “no one should ever holler at my brother” bc in his mind, in his puberty stricken mind that’s still grieving his father and older brother, sodas the only real family he’s got left.
Horses!
He and Darry are in a pie-eating contest but the pies turn into chocolate cake and Darry turns into a goat
A wall full of blue ribbons
Ponyboy’s drawings come to life like a television cartoon—they dance and sing and everything!
He’s alone in the house, walking from room to room in search of Darry—he can hear his big brother’s voice, always just behind the next door, but can’t find him.
He owns a horse!
Drag racing with Steve, except the race never ends, and they just keep going and going, windows down, wind in their hair, hearts alive.
Mickey Mouse bites him. He laughs, and bites back.
Ponyboy is blazing, burning up like a 4th of July bonfire. Funny thing is, Soda can’t see it happening—he smells it though, ash so thick it clogs his mouth, choking him. He wants to yell, but there’s too much smoke in his throat.
Soda is alone in the house, walking from room to room in search of Darry. He can’t find his big brother. His big brother is gone.
The room is dark, he’s five years old, and his mother sings while stroking his hair.
Dallas Winston crumples beneath a streetlight. Over and over again, on repeat, but each time the puddle of blood gets bigger, until Soda drowns in it.
He doesn’t have a mouth, it’s gone right off his face. It feels so real that when he wakes, he spends an hour in silence, until he remembers he still has a tongue.
The high school principal and his big, shiny belt-buckle.
Ponyboy and Darry are going at each other with switchblades. Soda tries to intervene. He can’t move. He tries to shout. He has no mouth.
Ponyboy and Darry kill each other in front of him; their bodies laid out, still and cold, on crimson train tracks.
The house is empty. He’s alone in the house. He hears their voices, but he can’t get to them. He’s alone in the house.
He’s alone.
Horses!!
hiii!! i LOVE your writing and was wondering if you’d write for steve randle (the outsiders)? if so, could you do general headcannons? thank you!
୨ৎ steve has an incredibly high spice tolerance and willingly seeks out those “spiciest burger in all of tulsa” promotions just for the spiciness.
୨ৎ both him and soda hate horror films because they genuinely get scared—they’re the type to scream and flinch their popcorn up in the air when there’s a jumpscare in a theater.
୨ৎ steve loves true crime documentaries (no, i don’t think they existed during the 1960s, and if they did, they weren’t popular at all, but i don’t care).
୨ৎ he finds it hilarious to randomly shove and kick the back of people’s knees, but when they do it back to him, he flips.
୨ৎ he loves and has a collection of hawaiian shirts but would never admit that to anyone except for soda after one too many cases of beer.
hey. hey. when Pony starts actin like a brat n Darry starts bickerin with him n they slowly escalate into a full out argument the rest of the gang refer to it solely n exclusively as "the horse n Pony show". Just so u know.
leonard wayne kennedy jr.
first son, first grandson, first child. he was born with all the pressure of succeeding.
and he did.
straight A+s (100% or higher)
QB of the school's football team, got into varsity in freshman year
4.0 GPA
36 on the ACT
5s on all AP exams
Valedictorian
1600 SAT
Graduated at 16, got into Harvard.
He's basically the "burnt out gifted kid" who never really had the chance to burn out. he didn't let himself. he just kept going and going and going until he got where he was expected and beyond.
He doesn't really care for fictional things such as movies or stories or even fictional books. Even when he was in elementary school, he would always check out books from the non-fiction section.
The only fictional books that interest him are the classics.
Not very much of a smiler.
He was always an older brother/authority figure to his younger siblings. As the years went by he just kept losing his inner child and was basically forced to mature by the time he got to 5th grade.
He gets frustrated at people who don't use common sense.
He is a very "you have to see it to believe it" type of person. So in his mind Santa Claus isn't real. Neither are unicorns or fairies. :(
He won't tell anyone but he LOVES American folklore. It's probably the only story he could listen to again and again without pointing out how unrealistic it is. (examples: Paul Bunyan, John Henry, Johnny Appleseed)
He doesn't really tolerate crying. It makes him uncomfortable and he doesn't know what to do or how to comfort the person crying. So he just walks away.
He's never really free to do anything.
He's hardest on Nate & Marion but in different ways.
In high school he was actually quite popular.
He's always in a rush. He gets an assignment, it's completed before class ends. He's always packing up fast, walking fast, he studies for tests fast. Hr has never had a problem with procrastination.
He drinks his coffee black.
He hates sugar, hates anything sweet. Dark chocolate is the way to go for him.
He's one of those people that texts with punctuation and proper grammar.
andrew robert “drew” kennedy
3 (almost 4) years later drew was born!!
don't ever call him andrew.
he hates full names. he will call you a nickname even if you don't have one.
he only really calls people by their full names when he's upset at them.
he believes that everyone has one soulmate whether that be romantic or platonic.
life of the party.
reading is his no.1 opp. he physically can't sit still long enough to get past 3 words. same with movies. he has to be strapped down.
he's a people person, he might not be the smartest person but he always knows what to say to make someone feel better.
he has purple-ish eyes (think elizabeth taylor)
his inner child is also his exterior child.
he loves drag races & speeding. (monthly speeding tickets...)
he doesn't really drink but he acts drunks.
he plays baseball :>
he loves horses! he has a horse named Dippy Dawg.
he ignored his problems, and bottles up his feelings.
he needs to be positive 25/8. serious situations make him super uncomfortable.
d1 yapper. nothing can get him to stfu.
sundays are his least favorite day of the week because he tweaks out trying to sit still during the sermons.
he doesn't understand why school is so important. he believes in learning basic math & english and dipping.
he also tells everyone about how young people should party and have fun and start going to school when they get older.
he cant spell to save his life. txting him is like having to decode ancient ruins.
michael thomas “mike” kennedy
another 3 years later mike was born !!
he is the star quarterback of his high school football team, and is also the captain.
he enjoys teasing and pranking Marion but is more cautious with leo and drew.
he has a small scar on his chin from a football accident in middle school.
his favorite foods are hamburgers and steaks.
he has a bad habit of cracking his knuckles and neck.
when he goes to the gym he always makes sure to do 600 curl ups, 300 push ups, 200 pull ups, a trunk lift and back saver sit & reach that are at least 12 inches, and a flexed arm hang for about five minutes
gym bro lmao
kisses the homies gn
he's been banned from two pizza places for starting “accidental” food fights
he pretends not to care about school but always crams the night before a big test and somehow aces the test.
he refuses to take no for an answer when it comes to convincing his friends to join pickup games after school
he text replies are either lightning-fast or hours late, depending on how distracted he is by football or flirting.
he's one of those people that takes PE games seriously
he has a habit of “borrowing” snacks from his siblings without asking and acting surprised when they notice
his idea of dressing up is swapping his hoodie for a polo shirt and calling it fancy
He always insists on driving during family outings—even if everyone else is nervous about his lead foot.
he secretly has a soft spot for family movie nights (as long as it’s an action movie).
he will never say no to a dare, it doesn't matter what it is, he will be doing it
marion aurora evangeline “mari” kennedy
two years later a girl was finally born.
she's literally babied by all her brothers even if they all show it in different ways.
she LOVES the color pink
screenager
she's either the bitchiest or sweetest person there's kind of no in between
she knows everything about everyone. all the tea. all the secrets.
probably most popular girl at her school
she's learning not to hate greasers so much
sweetest tooth ever.
she gets scared easily
don't piss her off she'll be a bitch to u
she's friends with like everyone
knows everyone's birthdays
heh i'll keep hers short n' sweet (yes that's a sabrina ref) bc ill make more posts on her in the future
I HOPE YOU LIKED THIS YAYAYAYAY
ty for the tag vinnie!!! i cried ilysm <3
Last Song: Runs in the Family (Reprise)
Last Book: Night (elie wiesel !!)
Last Movie: Freaky Friday (2003)
Last Show: Friends
Last thing I looked up: voldemort's daughter oc... erm.
Favorite Color: pink >.<
Sweet/spicy/savory: SWEET I LOVE SWEET FOODS :D
Relationship status: single pringle
Beautiful relationship in my life: me and all my online friends :D
Looking forward to: the weekend <3
Current obsession: OUTSIDERS AND MY OCS LORE....
@beetlebro77 MWAH MWAH BIG FAT KISS :D
tagged by @lostseadreamer thank you for tagging me!! 💙
last song: Golden Years by David Bowie
last book: Contact by Carl Sagan
last movie: Rear Window (1954)
last show: Star Trek TOS
last thing i looked up: my address (for directions)
favorite color: green!
sweet/savory/spicy: savory
relationship status: single
beautiful relationship in my life: hi Benny I love you
looking forward to: SPRING please this winter needs to end
current obsession: Star Trek save me. Save me Star Trek.
Tagging @stuckasmain @beyondtheconjuring @hoppkorv @brokebackbadger (if you want no pressure etc)
“The kind of nasal congestion Ponyboy gets.” - @vickypersch
Omg wow that man on your pfp is the sweetest looking!!
that man is matt dillon hes my baby daddy
Dallas Valentine's day drawing. I don't really ship him with anyone so he doesn't get a Valentine lol
Anyways, happy Valentine's Day everyone! 💘
pony, johnny and dally have dined and dashed before. in fact, i think the whole gang has at least once, even darry.
RIP Steve Randle I know that man would have hated modern cars
does anyone get that feeling when they have this oc/character theyre obsessing about and they want to yap abt them to their friends ahhashskhhjaak
(yes this is me asking for permission to yap to you abt my oc.)
IM CRYINF SOBBING /POS WE NEED TO TALK ABT THEM MORE MY BABIES AHHH I LVOE THEM I LCOE U SOOS MUCH THANK H FOR MAKKNG FBIS IKYTLILY MWAHHHH
Stevepop Drag Racing Au OCs!
Jimmy Gray (L) & Ray Baker (R)
Ahem… @broareweabouttoviberightnow …
Jimmy Gray (Made by @dolliemarionette)
basic info
name: James Gray
nickname(s): Jimmy, known as Jimmy by most.
age: 17
bday: September 17
pronouns: He/him
identity: Bisexual (closeted)
class: greaser
personality
descriptives: bitchy, lowk a brat, rude, conceited, “im better than you” syndrome.
appearance
height: 5’10
eye color: green
hair color: light brown
skin tone: white
Backstory:
James’s parents are out of the picture. Yes, they’re there but they aren’t there. His older brother was though. His older brother was his hero, and also a drag racer. He was a reckless driver when James wasn’t in the car though, and that’s how he lost his life. That’s when James lost everything, and gained such a controlling nature. that didn’t stop him from racing every day either, he raced as soon as he could get his hands on a car so he could try to live up to his brother.
Ray Baker:
basic info
name: Ray Baker
nickname(s): None
age: 17
bday: July 24th
pronouns: He/him
identity: Pansexual
class: greaser
personality
descriptives: Follower, golden-retriever, yes-man, hype man, ‘sidekick’, pushover
appearance
height: 6’
eye color: blue
hair color: black, ‘light’ black
skin tone: white
Backstory:
Always one upped by his younger sister, Ray has never lived in a world where he’s good enough. Not for his parents, his friends, his teachers, anyone. You know how they say it’s better to be third place than second? Well, Ray is proof of that. Always runner up, never winning, someone’s always better than him at something. That’s why when he met Jimmy and he started to win, he stayed. Despite how mean Jimmy may be, Ray knows he’s a good person. Why else would he let such dead weight race with him?
I made these ocs for fun bc every good story needs antagonists amiright 😼, they probably won’t show up in the fic im writing, maybe mentioned, but they’re supposed to be rival racers who always are the ones to either beat Soda & Steve or come right behind them in the race. You can see what kinda dynamic I was going for with them.
Drawings I made of them:
Thinking about Darrel a couple years post canon. How he’s doing his nightly stuff, he’s cleaning up dishes and then doing laundry and then, right before he’s about to go to his room to get some sleep, he turns. He turns and he’s met with the sight of Ponyboy. He turns around and he looks at his little brother and he realizes something. He’s no longer looking at the toddler and little kid who used to follow him like a shadow. He’s no longer looking at the twelve year old who was suddenly really attached to Soda. He’s not even looking at the fourteen year old who’s been to hell and back. Instead, he’s looking at this kid who’s almost seventeen. He’s looking as his brother stands in the hallway and rubs the back of his neck awkwardly. He looks at his tall, lanky, and more grown up little brother. He actually has to stop himself from tearing up a bit when he sees him. Because looking at him reminds Darrel that his baby brother really is growing up, he’s growing up and Darrel is so damn proud of him for it. He’s so proud and so grateful that his baby brother was capable of continuing to move forward even when the world seemed to take everything from him. So when Pony opens his mouth to say something, he can’t even get a word out before he’s suddenly crushed in a strong embrace from his oldest brother. Pony’s confused because he was just coming in to get some water then go back to bed and now his brother is crushing him in a hug. But then Darrel pulls back and puts a firm hand on Pony’s shoulder and just says “shit, you’re really growing up on me, huh” and once again, before Pony can even respond, Darrel is moving to continue to his room, before he turns and says one more thing “I’m proud of you kid. And hey, don’t forget to turn that light off when you’re done”
okay i am reading rob lowe's autobiography and taking notes on anything the outsiders related! this first part is some personal background as well as the casting for the outsiders.
i know some of this is already common knowledge about their audition process but i thought rob had some interesting insights/ways of describing it so thought i would share. 😁 also i am recording every word he says about matt dillon because that's my man
at 15 rob gets a role in a tv sitcom, "a new kind of family” - this is when he first starts being seen as a teen idol, he's only 15 and getting fan mail from men in jail asking to see him shirtless :( and girls chase him around and basically jump him, they steal his shoelaces (?) he writes a lot about how he hates this ear piercing scream of teenage girls
he moves to santa monica and becomes friends with the LA actors crowd, mostly through his high school - he’s friends with the sheens and penns, robert downey jr, emilio estevez
charlie sheen is a freak and sometimes wears a bulletproof vest to school and is a huge conspiracy theorist but we knew he was a weirdo
but the tv show flops and he has trouble landing acting gigs for a while, he feels like a has been at 17, thinks of doing something else with his life, is ready to go into usc
in december 1982, he’s told he can audition for the outsiders - it’s basically his last chance
LA auditions: tom cruise, emilio estevez, tommy howell
every male actor in hollywood between ages of 15 and 30 were being asked to audition
coppola didnt even know the outsiders existed until one middle school liked the book so much that they petitioned it to be made into a movie and he was like okay
rob says s.e. wrote the outsiders set in the 50s? maybe a writing mistake but i think that’s so funny if he actually thought it was in the 50s this whole time
rob sees emilio at the soundstage for the audition among 25 other actors, the audition is nothing like he's seen before, emilio is wearing a ‘ridiculous looking pompadour’ and rob asks him wtf is going on, emilio is like “hey what can i say it’s francis” - his dad genuinely almost died of a heart attack working for coppola on apocalypse now
side note the filming process of apocalypse now is absolutely INSANE - sickness everywhere, a tapeworm coming out of martin’s driver’s mouth at one point, playboy bunnies were just written into the film etc
everyone is leaving the auditions miserable except for this one guy who comes out all happy, telling rob and emilio that francis sent all the actors away except for him - rob describes him as friendly and funny but having a robotic, bloodless, focused intensity (tom cruise btw)
francis keeps switching everyone’s parts and having them read each others parts in front of the other actors
tom reads for sodapop randy darry and dally!
rob reads for sodapop and randy
emilio reads for sodapop and darry
the auditions have this insane setup of a table with a small light and 4 chairs in the middle of a dark room, everyone who’s not in the scene is circling around watching- he describes it like a boxing match
he says tom looks like he wants to bash his brains in and steal his role from him
1st lineup: dennis quaid as darryl, scot bayo as sodapop, tommy howell as ponyboy
tommy is so lowkey he doesn’t seem like he’s trying, but also seems very real and authentic, he looks like a baby
tommy is stonefaced and cool the entire time he’s watching others, they can’t believe he’s only 15
mickey rourke comes in and rob says he looks dirty and homeless lol francis worships him
2nd lineup: rob and tommy play their respective roles with john laughlin as darry
robs entire career lowkey rests on the soda crying monologue, he’s only able to cry because he sees tommy’s eyes water for him (aw)
francis gets mad at some of the actors for pronouncing soc as sock LOLLLL
the role of sodapop is most coveted after ponyboy, it’s supposed to be huge, romantic, with the big breakdown scene at the end - he will bring this back later i assume with how he was upset about it being cut
NYC auditions: matt dillon, ralph macchio
they fly to new york for the next round of auditions
on the flight together rob tommy emilio and tom are ‘working a cute stewardess for alcohol’ lol and become friends - this is like the LA squad
the new york actors make up the other group which is kinda fighting for roles against this LA group, they’re tough, intense, serious
the actors stay at the plaza hotel and they’re told they need to share rooms
as soon as tom hears this he calls his agent and rob literally does an impression of him “uh paul? they’re making us share 😠” he is certain this is not right and wants this fixed asap, he’s already a diva
the boys go out to times square and get super drunk
next morning is what rob calls the east coast vs. west coast acting brawl (screentest time)
rob’s impressions of the other actors below:
matt dillon
matt is already a huge teen idol, he’s pretty intimidated by him
he’s reading the part of dallas - “and by reading i mean reading, he’s holding the entire script with his eyes locked on the text” - idk what he means by this i thought this is what they’re supposed to do.. whatever
after a while he puts it down and is paraphrasing completely, adlibbing, making up dialogue while the other actors try to keep up with him
he can’t tell if francis told him to freestyle it or not - if so, he’s got the part locked in and if he didn’t, then matt dillon has “dangling, clanking, scary big elephant balls”
ralph macchio
he recognizes ralph because they were competing for a part in ‘eight is enough’
describes him as a tiny kid, bro is 21
he says it’s clear he’s the front runner for johnny
ralph says him and matt have only been reading for their respective parts and have been doing so for days (together btw) (it’s clear the dally-johnny dynamic is very important to francis)
this is very interesting to me!!! how everyone else was so in between parts and matt and ralph were just. locked in from the start. and paired.
tom comes in and is asked to do sodapop, he is nailing the breakdown and rob’s like ‘i’m done that’s it’ - he is a force to be reckoned with
then tom stops in the middle of the scene!! and says “this just isn’t working for me i’m sorry”, francis lets him try again but it doesn’t hit so that’s how he loses the role basically
rob does the scene and crushes it
that’s all for chapter 9, no one is casted yet. the only greaser not mentioned at auditions at this point is patrick, i assume he will get to that + diane lane + others in the next part though, and it’ll also cover the dynamic between the cast once they already get the roles
pt 2 coming soon hopefully some more juicy stuff 😋
i was gonna write it out but i need you to listen to rob lowe's impression of matt. he is insane i need him
how my brain picks a new favorite character who sucks
one of my outsider friends was telling me how they headcanons steve to be into tattoos !! (you know who you are.)
so that got me thinking that steve is secretly a good artist and is surprisingly good at copying down references. also the doodles on his homework/notebook/papers from school>>>>>
okay what if i overanalyzed a certain character of the outsiders.
If twobit was a drug dealer his name would be ketamine Keith or some shit
*cutely makes post about jimmy???* should i..?
Stevepop drag racing / illegal street racing au mood board!!!!
this is such a cool au guys !! >0<
Stevepop drag racing / illegal street racing au mood board!!!!
marion kennedy.
marion kennedy
“i'm marion, but my friends call me mari” everyone calls her mari, actually. she doesn't really like being called "marion" that's reserved for her oldest brother or father.
full name leak: marion aurora evangeline kennedy. her father wanted to name her prunella. thank GOD for her mother.
march 9 !! pisces <3
she's super popular at her school, at least with the Socs she knows everyone and everyone knows her.
her schedule looks something like this: AP English, AP World History, AP Latin, AP Physics Electricity & Magnetism, Chamber Choir, Chamber Orchestra, Gym.
doesn't have a math class because she has already taken all the possible courses.
she's in a shit ton of clubs and extracurricular activities. theater, cheer, madrigals, piano, cooking club, drama club, gardening club, student council, babysitter, ballet, ice skating, mandarin, competitive dance, girl scouts, model un, NHS, yearbook committee, & mock trial.
captain of the cheer team !! president of the student council !!
she's genuinely so overwhelmed
okay let's go to modern times for a second: she is a social media FIEN. (i'll make a post on it)
okay i'll probably make a part 2 i have too much to say but i feel like this is too long.
I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY ON HER BUT I DONT WANNA MAKE THIS TOO LONG !!
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