They never told you how long they'll be on this vacation. For all you know it could last weeks, months, years. At least he sends you reminders of how gorgeous and slutty your girl is, like this one:
She really is/was the best you ever had ☺
On Saturdays when our landscaper is over, this is how my mom lays by the window inviting him for a treat once he’s done.
My landscaper and I are pretty close. He fucks my mom every weekend and gives me a dollar to get whatever I want.
We came to this agreement when I found out about him banging my mom in our house.
I got the best friend in the world he stopped everything he was doing and picked up my mom from the airport and took her home and stayed for 3 hours tell I got home what a great guy
My big-assed gf and I are trying to get pregnant, but it isn't happening. She thinks I'm the problem, and says my little balls can't produce enough cum. The big problem is, my asshole friend Jake is our fertility doctor and we have our insemination scheduled tomorrow. You see, my gf has heard the rumors about Jake, about how big he is, and it didn't help that at our first meeting he teased me about my small (5 in) dick and balls and my gf just laughed. I'm afraid he'll dump my sample
Your girlfriend and your doctor friend Jake have been in that fertility room for a while now. You know they told you to wait out in the waiting room, but your nervous feeling is driving you crazy. Finally you decide it will be fine just to take a quick peek and make sure everything is okay.
When you open the door you are shocked to see what’s going on. Jake has your girlfriend bent over and is railing her from behind. Not only that, but you notice cum dripping down her face.
Your Girlfriend: Oh OH OHH! I’m so sorry honey, but OH MY GOD when we went to use your sample Jake accidentally spilled it on me. See it all over my face? It’s okay though, he told me if we really wanted a baby it had to be right now, so he’s just warming me up. Come on stroke your little…oops…I mean, stroke your dick for me. There you go, wow you’re already excited huh? Is it because of how hard Jake is fucking me?
You start stroking your cock, mad at your girlfriend for letting Jake take advantage of her, but you know it will be okay once he gets out of the way and you can take her as yours.
Your Girlfriend: YES YES FUCK ME JAKE! GOD DAMNIT YOU HUNG STUD, THAT COCK IS SOOO BIG! Alright honey, should Jake stop now? Why don’t you stroke it really fast and make sure you’re ready for me? In the meantime Jake is going to keep fucking me. PLEASE DON’T STOP BABY, I NEED THAT BIG COCK. I DIDN’T KNOW IT WOULD FEEL SO GOOD.
You can’t help by being turned on watching your beauitful girl bounce back against Jake’s massive cock. It’s almost a little too exciting. You ask her a few times to take your turn, but she keeps saying soon. Now your starting to get close and Jake is still fucking your girlfriend.
Your Girlfriend: JAKE YES JAKE OH MY GOD YOU FEEL AMAZING! What’s that baby? Fine, I guess it’s your turn. Let me just…OH SHIT! SO DEEP, NO ONE HAS EVER FUCKED ME THIS DEEP BEFORE! Honey, honey WHAT? What did you do? You came? You were supposed to cum in me you idiot!
You got so excited when your girlfriend was talking about how deep Jake was you couldn’t help it. You tried taking your hand off your dick, but it was pointless, you couldn’t stop yourself from cumming.
Your Girlfriend: What the hell? Well I guess we just have to let Jake finish. Baby calm down, Jake said this is the perfect time. You really don’t want him to? Are you absolutely sure? Okay fine, Jake you can’t…OH FUCK YES! YOUR SO BIG, SO MUCH BIGGER!! JAKE WAIT! WAIT! OH WHO CARES? CUM INSIDE ME YOU STUD, YES FILL ME UP! YESYESYES! WOW YOUR’RE STILL CUMMING, I FEEL SO FULL. Oh baby, I’m so sorry, don’t cry. Maybe I won’t get pregnant. Listen, let’s just go home and I can come back for my appointment next week alone and Jake can tell me what to do.
After what happened last night, you almost wish you would have done something about your son's bully a long time ago. What he did to you was amazing. It made you feel like a whore. And you loved it. Chad, you came to realize last night is a man. He may be the same age as your son. But he is so much more. He's strong and confident. And he knows who to fuck a woman. Your son is a weak, pathetic nerd. Who deserves the torment Chad and his friends put him through. Maybe if your lucky, it'll toughen him up. And he'll stop being such a pathetic little loser. He needs a little push.
You moan and groan as Chad fucks you in the ass. Bent over the couch in your living room. He's stripped you naked and forced you down. With a handful of your hair and a huge cock. Chad dominates your body. Making you feel like a dirty little whore as he fucks you like a ragdoll. This is only the second time you've fucked your son's bully. But he's already turned you into his bitch. You follow his commands without even thinking. And gladly do as your told. Knowing it'll bring you closer to yet another orgasm.
As his hands start smacking your ass, you feel your body shaking. The overwhelming feeling of his hands striking you, again and again, bring you to the edge. And right as your about to climax, the front door opens. You moan and scream as you cum. Your orgasm overwhelming you as your body quivers at the touch. Chad's cock still rammed inside you, his seaman filling your ass full. Your son is standing in the doorway, frozen in shock.
Your head drops down, and you lose your grip on the edge of the couch. The feeling of your climax retreating as Chad pulls his cock out of your ass. Dropping down, you lay on the couch breathing heavily as Chad walks over to your son. Chad pushes him against the wall and smacks him around a little. Then point to a Chair in the room yells at him to sit down and shut up. Then walking back over to you, Chad takes you by the hair. Pulling you off the couch, he forces you to your knees in clear view of your loser son. His cock hard again. You know what he wants you to do.
Reaching up, you take his cock in both hands and start jerking him off. Smiling, you look up at him as he towers above you. Then you kiss the tip of his cock. And tell him that it looks amazing. Then you lean in and lick his shaft from tip to balls and back, laughing as you do. After a few minutes, Chad gets tired of your cock teasing, and he takes you by force. Shoving his cock down your throat, you gag on the monster dick. You feel it stretching your throat. And you know his cock is visible bulging when inside you. The smile never leaves your face. Even with his cock choking you out. You love the feeling of being used like a toy. The loss of all control drives you crazy. And turns you into a dirty submissive cocksucking whore.
Chad never misses a beat as he throatfucks you. While at the same time laughing and calling you and your son degrading and hurtful names. He calls you a whore and laughs as you start to choke on his cock. He calls your son a weak, pathetic loser and laughs again when he does nothing but sit there and watch. After a few minutes, your face starts to turn red as Chad slides his cock deep down your throat. Chad tells your son to watch as you struggle to breathe with his cock deep inside you. Then he tells your son to call himself a miserable loser. He says that he won't let you breathe until he does. Your son sits there watching his face in shock as your eyes roll back into your head. Chad once again laughs as he reaches down and slaps you across the face. His cock is still suffocating you. You feel yourself starting to lose consciousness. Before you hear your son say, "I'm a loser, Chad. I'm a loser. please let her breathe."
Bellowing out in amusement, Chad pulls his cock out of your throat. You gasp for air and try to catch your breath when Chad takes you by the hair. His cock in his other hand, he covers your face in cum. Covering your eyes and mouth in the thick white seamen. Smiling, you lick what you can from your lips. Happily swallowing every drop of semen you can.
With his hands still in your hair, Chad starts dragging you over to your frozen son. Forcing you to kneel in front of him, he tells you to kiss him. Your son tries to lean back, but you lean farther in and kiss him on the lips. Some of Chad's cum is still covering your face.
Resting yourself against the armrests of the Chair, Chad grabs your ass and lifts it into the air. He is forcing you to stare your son in the face. Standing right behind you and with one hard thrust. He fills your dripping wet cunt with his long thick cock. You buck forward, coming close enough to your son's face to kiss him again. You moan loudly as Chad's cock stretches you open. A feeling of intense pleasure rushes through you as Chad's cock thrusts in and out of your cunt. Your body starts quivering again as he fits his entire cock deep inside you. Your son's eyes shut closed, Chad yells at him to watch as he starts spanking you. Enjoying yourself so much, you thank Chad every time he hits you. And for the first time, start calling him daddy. Then on the edge, you beg daddy to let you cum. Spanking you. He asks if he should cum inside you. And without hesitating, you tell him yes. You beg him to impregnate you and to give you a better son. When he finishes inside your arching pussy you start screaming and orgasming.
After orgasming for the second time in twenty minutes, you go limp and fall to the ground. You are lying naked on the floor in front of your son. Cum spilling out of your pussy and ass, leaving a puddle on the ground. Chad grabbing your son by the hair forces him to kneel down between your legs and then forces his head down into the pool of cum. Laugh once again as the loser starts to lick it up. Looking over at your son licking up your cum you know that he is a lost cause. He is and always will be a loser. A pitiful little nerd doomed to live as a loser. Hopefully, the child Chad gives you will be much better.
“Coach! Colin tripped me!“ I whined, as usual the coach wasn’t paying any attention to the game he was too busy looking at the soccer mom on the field, my mom. “No I didn’t I was trying to get the ball! he’s just being a crybaby.” Colin retorted, but it didn’t matter either way, the coach was clearly uninterested in the event and was mainly just annoyed with the interruption of his gawking. “Quit the belly-aching Jessie, sometimes your going to scrape a knee or bruise an elbow, it’s sports son! man up!” “Yeah, girl name, stop whining.” Colin gnarled which received a hearty amount of laughter from the other kids on the team and topped it off with an infuriating smirk, obviously pleased with getting away with another jab at my pride. Colin was the same age as me, 18, and graduating this year. He was 6 foot tall, well built and handsome, blonde hair, blue eyes, the whole shebang and a real jerk to boot. No wonder all the girls liked him. Me on the other hand, pretty much the exact opposite. At 5'6 I was a skinny, pale, nerdy loser and Colin liked to make sure I knew it. Suffice to say, I wasn’t a hit with the ladies either the only time I ever asked a girl out was for a school dance and she literally laughed in my face. “Alright everyone! Take five” the coach yells.
I take the opportunity to go to the bathroom. When I get back I see my mother and Colin sitting on the bleachers next to each other. They were having a pretty involved conversation with each other. it seemed like they were having a good time, they were laughing and joking together, one might even think they were flirting with each other. Why is she chatting with him? Didn’t she see what a jerk he was? didn’t she see how he tripped me during practice? he did stuff like that all the time but I was always too ashamed to tell her about it. Then I noticed something else, he reached over and casually put his hand on top of hers, which was resting on her thigh. I expected her to pull away immediately and say something… but she didn’t. Instead she looked down at his hand, looked up at him and blushed, she looked almost bashful. he pulled his hand away before anybody noticed or it became uncomfortable and continued chatting up my mom.
I didn’t understand. I was so angry and jealous, I loved my mom so much, he didn’t deserve any of her tenderness. She was the picture of beauty, flowing blonde hair, blue eyes, tall and shapely only 38 but she looked 25, as a matter of fact, Colin looked more like her son than I ever did. I must admit, I thought about her sexually sometimes, she was the only woman who ever really showed me any affection. the girls at school where always so mean. She wasn’t like them at all, she was sweet and kind and caring she wouldn’t fall for a guy like him, she was probably just being polite I thought to myself. Break ended and we all headed back out to the field to continue practice. After a short time I noticed Colin wasn’t around doing any drills. I looked over at the coach who was fast asleep in the sun with a newspaper over his face. where did he go? I thought, but quickly pushed that thought out of my mind. Who cares? he probably ditched, at least he’s gone. As practice ended I started a jog towards the sidelines but noticed my mom wasn’t there, she was always at the sidelines at the end of practice waiting for me. I started to walk towards the parking lot to where we had parked and noticed my mom outside the van talking to someone. It was Colin. Did he have his hand on her thigh just then? no way it must have been my imagination. As I got closer it looked like he handed her something, maybe a piece of paper? What was going on? They both noticed me and mom greeted me
“Hey, sweetie.” she said in her heavenly voice followed by an innocent peck on the lip and a hug as usual. She seemed to have a funny taste on her lips this time but I didn’t have much time to ponder it as I quickly realized who was standing next to us and wiped my mouth, pretending not to like the way she coddled me. “What are you two doing?” I asked coldly. “Just talking.” my mom said somewhat nervously. “About what?” I asked. My mom opened her mouth but hesitated for a second, like she was thinking of something to say. “Balls, scoring, dribbling, you know soccer stuff.” Colin piped up with a slight chuckle and that same smirk I saw earlier. “Heh, yeah.” my mom agreed, again nervously. “Anyways, we should get going. It was very nice talking to you Colin.” “Yeah, we should talk again soon Ms. Robins.” he replied in a tone of obviously pandering endearment. “I would love that.”
What an odd exchange I thought to myself before climbing into our minivan which was unusually hot and humid and smelled somewhat of sweat. But again I pushed the thought out of my mind. He was probably just acting sweet and innocent like he does with the teachers at school so he doesn’t get in trouble when he bullies me. Still, the whole situation seemed odd. The next day at school was also quite odd, I noticed people staring at me a lot in the hallways and I even heard some of the kids snickering behind my back. Do I have a kick me sign on my back or something? it wouldn’t be the first time someone (guess who) had done something like that to me. I went into the boys bathroom to check in the mirror and see if I could notice anything. “Hey, loser.” are the first words I hear as I enter the bathroom, It’s Colin, I ignore him.
“You know, you’ve got a pretty hot mom, I bet you pull your little pud to her all the time.” His friends laugh, he’s always trying to get under my skin.
“No I don’t, that’s gross.” I responded but it was a lie. I did masturbate thinking of her often and at 4 inches I wasn’t very well endowed either. The truth of the insult only made it sting all the more.
“I bet you sniff her panties too you creep, what kind of panties does you mom wear?”
“Shut up, I wouldn’t know I don’t do that kind of stuff, you’re the creep for even thinking it.” Again the sting of the truth rang through my soul I didn’t just sniff them, I wore them, jacked off in them and touched them to my face. I know its wrong but my mom is so attractive and I love her so much, it’s impossible to resist.
“Your mom’s definitely the type of lady that wears sexy underwear. Probably small, tight, white lace with some kind of frilly lining and a splash of pink.” my eyes widened, she had a pair exactly like Colin had just described, how did he guess?
“Shut up! Fuck you!” I yelped, my voice cracking pathetically in the process and stormed out of the bathroom and directly into the principles chest.
“What did I just hear you say Jessie?”
“N-nothing.” I meekly responded, I knew I was in trouble. Then Colin and his friends came strolling out of the bathroom.
“I think he said ‘F you’ to me Sir, he was being very rude to us in the bathroom talking about our mothers and what kind of panties they wear.“
"What! no I wasn’t! you were talking about my moms panties!” I blurted out, much to my humiliation and the amusement of every kid in the hallway who heard it.
“None of that matters, I heard what you said Jessie and you are getting after school detention.” What a day, I sulked on into class and tried not to think about the fact that I was going to miss the bus now and would have to walk home. I wouldn’t get in until Dinner. When I got home that night I was exhausted, my mom was in the kitchen getting ready to make supper.
“So, how was your day?” she asked, she always cares.
“It was fine, I guess.” I didn’t like to talk to her about getting bullied, I didn’t want her to think I was a some kind of wimp, even though I am.
“You hungry?”
“Not really, I’m really tired actually, I think I’m just going to go to sleep.” I said and she asked me;
“How come?” but was interrupted by her cell phone ringing. “Oh sorry honey, one sec.” I caught a fleeting glance at the name on the phone ‘8iq6oi’ what a strange name I thought, oh well, I took it as an opportunity to escape into my room. As I’m laying in my bed I hear mom calling me from downstairs. “Sweetie, that was work calling! Since you aren’t having dinner I figured it would be okay if I headed out for a bit.” Jumping at the opportunity for some 'alone time’ I quickly replied
“Yeah, sure, that’s okay with me!” and waited until I could hear the door shut and the car drive off. Eagerly pulling my pants down I sat at my computer half naked squeezed some hand lotion into my palm and started an all too familiar ritual slowly massaging my meagre erection I logged onto my e-mail. I was subscribed to many different porn sites and got a daily inbox full of MILF porn, specifically of the tall, curvy, blonde haired, blue eyed variety. But as I’m scanning my e-mail I notice one that stands out, it’s from Colin, how did he get my e-mail address? he probably got it from some girl, I’ve handed it out before in the hopes of starting up a relationship online, god knows I can’t do it in real life. “Subject: sorry” Hmm.. “Hey dude sorry I was such a dick today here’s something to make it up to you” there was a video file embedded in the e-mail. Against better judgement I opened the file, my hard cock still in my hand slimy from the lotion.
The video is really dark and shaky but I can hear a voice… my moms voice! the video quality is terrible and I can’t see anything but I know that’s my moms voice! I would recognize It anywhere. “Oh god, I can’t believe we’re doing this, I think we should stop.” My mom says. What is this? What is mom talking about? What is Colin doing with this? Why did he send it to me? questions are racing through my mind.
“No way.” a male voice speaks up “They are going to be out there for another hour at least and the coach is fast asleep, that’s plenty of time.” it sounded like Colin, but there’s no way, it couldn’t be. My heart started to beat faster and my hands started to shake.
“But what if someone finds out, what if he finds out?”
“Nobody will find out I promise. He loves playing soccer so much he wont even notice you’re gone. Trust me I know, we’re friends. Let me just put my phone down.” As he does everything starts to come into view. The inside of a mini-van, our mini-van, it looks like he propped the phone up against the door and the ashtray so it is filming the backseat of the van. I see my mom and, to my dread, Colin. My heart stops, my throat tightens, my stomach drops and butterflies start fluttering in my chest. No, what’s happening? this can’t be what I think it is. He leans in and kisses her, there’s a still moment, then she kisses him back. Passionately.
I know now in retrospect after having watched the video dozens of times that was the moment all abandon was thrown out the window, along with her shirt and bra. With no thought to consequences she lets him suck on her breasts, so soft and tender, moaning faintly and running her fingers through his hair, almost motherly like. He starts kissing the side of her breasts, then down to the tender ticklish flesh over her ribs, then back over to her soft tight stomach and finally her belly button. As he sucks and licks her tiny delicate belly button she lets out a slight gasp and he begins un-buttoning her pants. He pulls on them firmly and they fall down past her soft thighs to her knees revealing her “Small, tight, white lace panties with the frilly lining and a splash of pink."
My heart begins beating again, faster this time likely to pump the large amount of blood that is filling my small but bulging erection and my hand instinctively starts to move up and down, very slowly. Colin begins undressing himself, quickly pulling his top off and pulling down his soccer shorts and underwear to reveal a large thick 8 inch long erection. My mother puts her hand over her mouth at the sight of it her eyes grow wide
"Oh, my."
She says, before looking back up into his eyes with the most lustful stare I have ever seen. I’m in an almost trance like state, I don’t even register what is happening in front of my eyes, like I’m in shock. My own mother. Colin. My hand still slowly moving up and down my sticky lotion smeared dick. She takes his cock in her hands slowly rubbing it up and down almost matching my own rhythm while they make out with each other. their faces are less than an inch apart, staring directly into each others eyes as their tongues twist and knot and dance together like some wet fandango, saliva running down both their chins. Her grip on his erection gets tighter as he starts to pull her panties down her thighs, still lip-locked and still never looking away from each other. She pulls away "I want this inside me.” she says, forcefully.
And just like that I’m pulled out of my trance and the reality of this starts to set in “Mommy…no.” tears begin to well in my eyes but I start to stroke slightly faster “Please, not you mommy, not with him. Don’t do it, I love you.” the motion in my hand contradicting the emotion in my brain. She presses up against him and positions herself above his cock and begins to lower her visibly dripping pussy down on his dick. I plead and beg at the screen knowing that it has already happened and I can’t stop it, but still hoping I can. As the head of his dick touches her soft tiny waxed and hairless pussy lips they both stop for a second and she rubs his knob against her pussy.
“You want it in you, don’t you?"
"Oh god yes.” She says.
“Oh god no.“ I reply.
"Me too, I want to fill you up so bad, and I’m going to. I’m going to fill you up completely.” my mother visibly trembles at the thought.
“Hold on let me get more comfortable.” Colin says as he adjusts himself so he is now lying down with my mother straddling him preparing herself to fuck his heavy powerful rod. Then it happened, she started to press down on his cock, there’s resistance at first, he is big and she is small, it’s clearly a tight fit. But quickly her pussy envelopes the head of his cock. I can only imagine what it feels like, and I have, many times, worse still is that it looks like it feels even better than I ever thought it would. He moans and says
“Yeah, fucking sit on it.” My mother lets out a moan of her own, getting louder and more lustful the deeper she pushes him inside of her “ooooOOOOOOH, Yes! fill me! fill my pussy up!” clearly she had taken a liking to his phrasing. “Nooo, mom, please.” I meekly whimper to myself as I hunched over drawing myself closer to the computer screen and began “pulling my little pud” with a much more solid rhythm than before. She reaches the hilt of his shaft, her petite pussy lips twitching around its base. She has a look of deep satisfaction on her face, clearly pleased with having mounted such a large and thick cock.
“I can’t believe how big you are, I’ve never in my life had such a big…” trailing off into a breathy moan.
“Yeah, you like 'em big don’t you?"
"Mmm, yes.” my mother replies, zombie-like. This revelation makes me look down at my own cock, small and skinny and I start to sob gently, I’ll never be big enough for her, not even close, not after him. I hate him so much. I’m sobbing heavily now but I raise my eyes back up at the glowing screen and with shameless abandon begin masturbating furiously.
“Ride me.” Colin says demandingly. My mother begins to lift herself up his shaft revealing just how wet and sloppy her pussy is. His cock glistens, even his belly glistens from when she was sat on it. Her pussy is literally drooling on his broad solid pole as beads of clear slick juice roll down his shaft. Then she drops herself back down on him
“Ugh!…Uh…Yeah…Yes!…Fuck…Me…Fuck me!…Ugh…Fuck me!…Hard!…Fuck me deep!” my mother grunts obscenely and in time with her sopping puss dropping down onto his cock.
“Yeah…Take it…Fuck yeah!…You slut!…Ride me… Bitch!…Fuck me!” Colin replies degradingly, every insult out of his mouth is like a dagger in my back and every breath of pleasure out of hers is like one in my heart. Her pink silky skin starts to shine with a thin layer of sweat, beads roll down her shapely curves accentuating her lascivious body. The soggy wet noises of love making that their thoroughly entangled genitals are making are matched by the pathetic shlicking sounds of my creamy hand and prick. My sobbing, now reduced to gentle but steady whimpering makes for a suitably pitiful soundtrack. I can see my mothers body start to tense up.
“I’m going to cum…I’m about to cum!” her downward thrusts became quicker and more shallow.
“Yeah, cum on me!” every time I hear his voice I cringe and my cock twitches slightly. She tenses up, her muscles firm and frozen, she stops moving completely. But Colin doesn’t, he wants more, he wants to give her more, so he begins thrusting violently upwards into her pussy. it causes my mother to shriek loudly as she trembles with convulsions of pure pleasure and her eyes roll back into her head “I can feel your pussy creaming, I can feel it spasming around my cock!” she tries to say something in response but I can’t quite make it out exactly, some incoherent combination of slutty grunts and dirty talk. Her body begins to relax and she slumps over the backseat. Her eyelids are half shut and she looks exhausted, Colin’s thrusting has slowed and become jerky.
“I’m going to bust my nut!” he says crudely which seems to sober my mom up and she quickly shouts;
“Not inside!” He pulls out and they both wordlessly go to their respective positions; her crouched down on the floor at his waist and him standing up with his head crooked against the roof of the van. She swiftly puts him inside her mouth and begins to suck. She sucks him deep and caresses and cradles his balls too, I can even see her tongue darting around inside her mouth and around his cock through movements in her flushed cheeks. “UGH!” he grunts like an animal and tenses up but my mother keeps him in her mouth, she doesn’t stop sucking, or licking, or cradling. I can see every load he shoots into her heavenly velvety mouth through the pulses of his shaft, there are many. Six to be exact, I counted. She pulls him out of her mouth and rests his knob on her lips as she swallows his spunk. There are two hard, heavy swallows, the kind you do when you have something thick like peanut butter stuck in the back of your throat. As she is swallowing his gunk a pool of thick white jizz is oozing out of his cock and puddling on her full luscious puckered lips, which she then purposefully and lustfully licks. She finishes him off by giving him a soft gentle peck on the tip of his dick, the same kiss she would give me on my lips only moments later.
“Oh god, that was amazing Ms. Robins.”
“Mmmmmm, it sure was, big boy.” those last words repeat in my head “Big boy.” my mind stops for a moment, though my hand doesn’t and I come to a realization It wasn’t “8iq6oi” on my moms caller ID, it was “Bigboi” the realization makes my spine jerk and a shiver shoots down it from my neck to my hips and then straight up into my dick, the head balloons as blood rushes into it, my shaft twitches strongly and I shoot the largest single rope of cum I have ever shot accompanied by an orgasm that goes down to my toes and causes my head to arch backwards as the thick rope drops back down onto my own face, stinging my eye and coiling up inside my open gasping mouth. Although my eye did hurt from the salty discharge, they were streaming with tears for other reasons. Wiping my shame off of my face and spitting it out of my mouth I slink dejectedly into my bed and try to cry myself to sleep but soon hear a car pull into the driveway and the front door open and shut, mom is home. I hear her climbing up the stairs and walking down the hall towards my room and she softly speaks outside my door “Honey are you awake?” I don’t answer, the door slowly creaks open. Quiet footsteps make their way to me and I feel her weight as she sits down on the edge of my bed careful not to wake me “Good night sweetie.” she caresses my hair and gives me an innocent peck on the lips, there is a familiar taste, although this time I cannot wipe it away.
“We often want it so badly that we ruin it before it begins. Overthinking. Fantasizing. Imagining. Expecting. Worrying. Doubting. Just let it naturally evolve.”
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