Latest Posts by doubldeckkr - Page 2
Our children are in the hospital receiving treatment, due to the lack of food and the extreme cold in the tents I ask for help to treat my child 😭🙏
Switching regions seems to have helped for now. Thank god.
I was playing on US and switched to EU, for reference.
Started playing mhur on my new PlayStation last night and I’m so sad :( why are all of my lobbies full of bots???
I did some research and learned it had to do with being “shadowbanned” and blacklisted from players, which itself is a consequence of leaving games too early, but the thing is… I don’t do those things?? Ever since I started playing, my lobbies AND TEAMMATES have been nothing but bots (save for like 3 guys, two of which disconnected mid game) so I haven’t been killed or downed to even warrant that option.
I think it might have to do with rank-based matchmaking, since I’m on a new account and therefore have to start from scratch, but even back when I started playing in June 2024 on PC I didn’t have these issues (unless they changed the system or something during my break in August). I dont know, I don’t know.
I’m gonna keep grinding for exp in these lobbies, just to see if I get eventually paired up with a real person and not a team of bots, but until then, this is gonna be a very sad and lonely experience…
Started playing mhur on my new PlayStation last night and I’m so sad :( why are all of my lobbies full of bots???
I did some research and learned it had to do with being “shadowbanned” and blacklisted from players, which itself is a consequence of leaving games too early, but the thing is… I don’t do those things?? Ever since I started playing, my lobbies AND TEAMMATES have been nothing but bots (save for like 3 guys, two of which disconnected mid game) so I haven’t been killed or downed to even warrant that option.
I think it might have to do with rank-based matchmaking, since I’m on a new account and therefore have to start from scratch, but even back when I started playing in June 2024 on PC I didn’t have these issues (unless they changed the system or something during my break in August). I dont know, I don’t know.
I’m gonna keep grinding for exp in these lobbies, just to see if I get eventually paired up with a real person and not a team of bots, but until then, this is gonna be a very sad and lonely experience…
Random Hawks doodle because I wanted to post before the year ends
Made this while studying/sketching the mess that is his hair
Hey so I started playing my hero ultra impact before bed last night (3am) and boy is it fun! I’m actually really vibing with this game ngl ⚡️⚡️
of all the things that scare me about palestine one of them is the lure of the story, the lure of turning people to myths, because its something i find myself doing. many things that have happened in gaza have become much larger than life. i keep thinking about khaled nabhan, who held his granddaughter so tenderly and called her the soul of my soul, and how those words and that image became so enormous that he was killed a year later wearing a t-shirt that a company had made to fundraise using those words—the soul of my soul. a doctor had brought it in for him from abroad. he was already a myth before he was dead.
i thought about it just now when i saw this image of dr hussam abu safiya walking towards an israeli tank after his "hospital fell" — the words of the poet mosab abu toha, that he used unconsciously in how he described the israeli siege of the last remaining hospital in the north of gaza. he said the hospital fell like it was a fortress. dr hussam abu safiya's teenage son was killed the first time israel raided the hospital. for over a month he refused to abandon his patients while he grieved. in that time we found out other hospital directors had been tortured after being arrested by israeli: doctor muhamed abu silmiya of al-shifa hospital (who was released after months of torture) and doctor adnan al-bursh who was tortured to death. in that month of starvation we saw him comforting his colleagues who lost their children to israeli attacks, and then he lost those colleagues themselves in israeli shelling of the hospital. still the hospital stayed, and dr hussam abu safiya stayed. he recorded a video from inside the hospital almost every day, showing the immobile patients and the brave staff, explaining that he would not abandon them. a delegation from indonesia made it to the hospital and tried to stay with the palestinian staff, israel forced them to leave at gunpoint. dr hussam stayed through it all.
after two months of siege, after ethnically cleansing the rest of northern gaza, israel finally forced its way into kamal adwan hospital and forcibly evacuated the staff and the patients. fifty people were killed during the attack, numerous patients and civilians (including women) stripped and abused by the soldiers, and forced to march in their underwear out in the freezing cold. and finally this is how we get this image, the last time dr hussam abu safiya was seen as israel burned down the hospital he had done his best for, walking alone through the rubble towards the israeli tanks, knowing what awaits him:
a lot of the things happening in gaza right now and over the past year are much larger than most people can accept. they are acts of heroism and tragedy that demand to be remembered. and because palestinians have asked us to bear witness, at least to bear witness, we have fallen into the habit of a kind of mythologizing. in arabic and english. i've seen it from gazans themselves, who have often written their own eulogies and wills before dying. this is how systemic this genocide has been. how forecasted. how foretold.
i think a lot about refaat al areer's work, and his famous poem "if i must die" that he wrote before his death. refaat is another story from gaza that was already mythologized by none other than himself. but i also know people who knew refaat personally. they don't talk about him like a story. they talk about him like a friend they lost. they talk about him like a teacher they lost. when that happens the mythology around him seems very small and worthless compared to the scale of the loss.
people from gaza aren't predestined myths. they're not dead people walking. they're not heroes we are here to watch die. they're not stories and tragedies to mine. they're people. this is a person who has just lived through all that. these are hundreds of thousands of people who just lived through all of these things. these are hundreds of thousands of people who have lost all of these things. and israel is full of people who did that to them. that's a story too, i guess.
Character appreciation post, birthday edition: Hawks
Thought I'd post a bit of process to go with the finished Hawks pic! I am especially fond of Hawk's scribbly wings in the simple sketch. Sadly, I didn't manage to carry that energy through to the final product.
Happy Birthday to the sassiest bird! (I’d like to draw more of him because I like winged people) 😣💞
I am Imtithal an internship dentist from North Gaza, as everyone know the war is getting harder and harder our life become a part of hell so I started a GoFundMe donation link to try to help me and my family .💔🇵🇸
https://gofund.me/95a66563
https://gofund.me/95a66563
Iink, 🍉❤️🇵🇸
https://gofund.me/95a66563
I know that donations are not easy in these times, but I believe that every contribution has the power to change someone's life.
We was have our life I've recently finished my college and start to work then the war has started and we lose everything I hope I can get my work back but the war does not make it possible I lose my brother then we lost our home our beautiful one we will live 35 people in this house now we don't have a place to live in our younger children have to wait hours and hours to get us some water to drink they have to work in the streets during the war and the dangerous around them to provide us a little amount of money
that does not meet anything in this conditions because the prices is overrated and we cannot offer a work to stop them from work but this is the conditions that we are lived right now
I'm asking everyone who can help Indonesian in sharing to stand beside our side by help in sharing donation anything you can to do for us
https://gofund.me/95a66563
URGENT: HELP SAVE THE LIFE OF MY CHILD
I'm Amal, a mother of three children, living under the weight of the genocide taking place in Gaza. 🍉
The Israeli occupation forces launched drone strikes on my husband, Fayez, and my son, Mohammad.
my husband was hit in the head, while my son Mohammad was wounded in his legs.
Although my husband's condition has stabilized, my son is still suffering immensely and urgently needs medical treatment outside Gaza.
So I started a fundraising campaign to save my son before he dies.
Ddonate Via Paypal 👇
I lost most of my family. I'm afraid to lose my son too 🥺 .
I need your help please donate and share, evry contribution, no matter how small, brings us hope in these dark times.
Mohammed deserves to live a happy and healthy life, just like every other child on this earth.
So I humbly ask you to donate even a little or at least reblog this appeal.
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🚨 We Need Your Kindness to Survive 🚨
Hello, My name is Mosab Elderawi, and I live in Gaza with my family. Life here has become harder than I ever imagined, and I’m writing this with hope in my heart that you might hear our story.
The ongoing war has devastated my family. We’ve lost 25 family members—each one a beloved part of our lives, taken too soon. I miss them deeply—their laughter, their presence, their love. Every day is a reminder of this unimaginable loss.
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We are now facing daily challenges to survive—things that most people take for granted, like food, clean water, and a safe place to sleep. The harsh realities of life here have replaced our dreams with the constant fight for survival.
Our Current Situation:
💔 Lost Stability: The war has left us without work or a stable source of income. 🍞 Basic Needs: Food and water are becoming harder to afford with rising prices and scarce resources. 📚 Dreams on Hold: Like so many here, my family’s dreams have been replaced by the need to simply survive. 😢 Unimaginable Loss: Losing 25 loved ones has left a void that can never be filled.
How You Can Help:
I’m sharing our story with the hope that someone out there might care. Even $5 can make a big difference for us, and if you’re unable to donate, just reblogging this post can help spread the word.
Your kindness, no matter how small, is something we’ll never forget.
What This Means to Us:
Your support is not about changing our entire situation—it’s about giving us a little relief, a little hope, and a way to keep going. We are not asking for much, and we understand if you can’t donate. Sharing our story is just as valuable to us as a donation.
Thank you for reading this far. It means the world to us to know that someone is listening. Your kindness gives us strength and helps us believe in a better tomorrow.
With all our gratitude, Mosab Elderawi and Family ❤️
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Kinda late but shout out to them and their matching skins, I really wanna draw these
🚨 We Need Your Kindness to Survive 🚨
Hello, My name is Mosab Elderawi, and I live in Gaza with my family. Life here has become harder than I ever imagined, and I’m writing this with hope in my heart that you might hear our story.
The ongoing war has devastated my family. We’ve lost 25 family members—each one a beloved part of our lives, taken too soon. I miss them deeply—their laughter, their presence, their love. Every day is a reminder of this unimaginable loss.
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We are now facing daily challenges to survive—things that most people take for granted, like food, clean water, and a safe place to sleep. The harsh realities of life here have replaced our dreams with the constant fight for survival.
Our Current Situation:
💔 Lost Stability: The war has left us without work or a stable source of income. 🍞 Basic Needs: Food and water are becoming harder to afford with rising prices and scarce resources. 📚 Dreams on Hold: Like so many here, my family’s dreams have been replaced by the need to simply survive. 😢 Unimaginable Loss: Losing 25 loved ones has left a void that can never be filled.
How You Can Help:
I’m sharing our story with the hope that someone out there might care. Even $5 can make a big difference for us, and if you’re unable to donate, just reblogging this post can help spread the word.
Your kindness, no matter how small, is something we’ll never forget.
What This Means to Us:
Your support is not about changing our entire situation—it’s about giving us a little relief, a little hope, and a way to keep going. We are not asking for much, and we understand if you can’t donate. Sharing our story is just as valuable to us as a donation.
Thank you for reading this far. It means the world to us to know that someone is listening. Your kindness gives us strength and helps us believe in a better tomorrow.
With all our gratitude, Mosab Elderawi and Family ❤️
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Save my life 🙏🍉
Hi, my name is Saeed, I am 19 years old, I live in an unjust reality, the war on Gaza.
This war destroyed my ambitions to study engineering and robbed me of everything beautiful in my life that I lived with my family that embraced me, my father, mother, brothers, sisters and nephews. We had a beautiful house with its simplicity, where we lived a simple and beautiful life, but in this war our house was completely destroyed, our memories that we preserved and our unknown future, our present is more difficult than you can imagine. We have become living for the purpose of living only and escaping death, we die every moment to provide the necessities and requirements of life, we have felt the taste of death repeatedly, when you hear the sounds of bombs and explosions and see the remains and children and the panic that we live.
So we decided to travel from this place and move to a safe place, where we find the future and the present to build memories. But the cost of travel is very high and we cannot afford it. We need an amount of 5 thousand dollars for each person and my family consists of 9 people, as well as the cost after the travel until we find a safe haven. For the sake of humanity, for the sake of love, for the sake of humanity. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for reading the words I wrote about my suffering. Help me by donating and sharing.
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Thank you all 🙏❤️❤️
Please help here 👇👇
dedicated Hawks post i love him sm 🦅
Slightly newer comm page cause I don’t like the old one anymore
me rewatching the ep but trying to make light of the situation by thinking about Toga asking Ochako if shes ok every 5 seconds while shes bleeding out lol
Campaign Title: Help for the Jehad aldahdooh Family: From Gaza to Hope🇵🇸
Hello, I am Jehad aldahdooh.
I am writing to you today with a heart full of both hope and pain .
My family lived in Gaza, but due to ongoing conflict and random bombing, we were forced to flee our homes multiple times .
•Our house, which we used to live in and which had beautiful memories, was destroyed.
Each time, we hoped to find safety, but unfortunately, we lost some of our dear family members .
•This our land has been destroyed and vandalized.
Despite everything we have been through, we still have hope for a new beginning .
However, we are now facing significant challenges in securing basic necessities such as food , housing , and education for our children .
Any donation from you, no matter how small, will make a big difference and contribute to changing our lives for the better .
•Our gallery, which was our source of livelihood and sustenance, has been destroyed as if life itself has been ripped from our hands.
We ask for your support during this difficult time.
Your assistance will give us hope and provide us with a chance to achieve stability and live with dignity after all we have endured .
We thank you from the bottom of our hearts for your understanding and support as we embark on this journey towards a new beginning .
•This warehouse was completely destroyed
Any support, no matter how small, can make a significant difference in my life and my family's as we seek safety.🙏🇵🇸🕊
With heartfelt regards,
Jehad aldahdooh
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EVERYONE gets candy if they made the effort to show up. Everyone.
but what if they were step siblings? i think about them she would feel bad about not being able to help him
GUYYYSSSS I rolled Present Mic yesterday!! In ultra rumble!! Luck is through the roof right now I’m telling you
little mirko doodle
‼️Emergency please don't skip🙏‼️
My name is farah I'm 20
years old. My family and I are currently displaced in the Al-Zawaida area between the tents. This was the seventh time we had been displaced since the beginning of the war, and we were living a difficult and tragic life.
I am studying computer engineering at Islamic University in Gaza. Our house, where my family, my uncle's family, and my grandfather's family live, was bombed. I lost my most precious possessions, and some of my family members. They died before my eyes, and I could do nothing but hear their voices. They were dying slowly. My grandfather, uncle, and cousins were martyred, and my grandmother was all injured in the bombing by occupation aircraft. I lost our home. All my beautiful memories of me and my family are in it, and my feelings are stuck in it and in all its details. My studies and all my dreams stopped, and the university where I was studying was bombed. I have a life in front of me. I don't know how I will continue. My family and I were displaced to southern Gaza in the so-called safe zone, which is constantly bombarded with missiles and massacres and massacres are committed.
The situation is currently very bad in the south. Diseases are very common. You always feel tired because of contaminated food and water.
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https: //gofund.me/73d4b003
Your art style is super cool, I love seeing it a lot! The lines, shapes, color, its really fun. I'm gnawing on your art. It tastes like jolly ranchers lol XD
Jolly ranchers is crazy lmao thanks a lot⚡️⚡️ that makes me extremely happy yknow :]
We are drowning in bills, eating is practically a luxury, and my health has been deteriorating rapidly.
Everything has gone from bad to worse, my lungs are compromised for not being able to have my treatment as indicated by my doctor After my last check-up, my doctor says that the hopes of a recovery are nil because I am not complying with the treatment as indicated.
Respiratory crises are becoming more frequent.
I need medication for life to prevent my lungs from collapsing, this implies permanent treatment with steroids, oxygen therapy, control of oxygen in the blood and antibiotics to prevent the development of bacteria in the lungs.
I'm afraid I have to insist on this because it may be the only way to get my treatment.
I need medication for life to keep my lungs from collapsing, this costs around $700 per month.
Things are really tough on me,I can’t afford. Please donate🖤
some Denki to spice up life