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Ancient Princess Menace

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Had an impromptu sleepover with my man last night and my father, despite the fact that we were genuinely just conked the fuck out, responded by angrily telling my mother that "if she's walking funny, we'll know why" and reminding me that my man is an adult and he can therefore fight him (sure, bud, that's not still assault or anything) anyway very tired of being treated as property and in retaliation will now receive and put my birth control to use significantly faster than I had originally planned <3

I DON'T EVEN WANT THIS MAN ANYMORE

I do but i don't and this is the only place I can say shit like this and not have to apologize for it or worry someone will find it and I'm. lsoing my fucking mind over here. I hate him. We're in love. He doesn't even fucking like me. He's obsessed with me. I can't tell if I'm in a bad relationship or not. Things are easy but aparently I always make him feel guilty, and he slips up and I think he only tolerates me because I do not ask for much, and I ask for more, and he encourages it, and he tells me something new, and makes a passive aggressive comment, and I am so exhausted. I don't think we're playing mind games on purpose I think we're just barely adult teenagers who have never been in a real relationship prior to this and are learning. I fear we may learn just enough to want to be with other people. I fear I will become someone I will not like if this happens. I'm so fucking angry at him right now I can't stand it and I can't tell if it's justified and i am overheating as I type this and I just want somebody who obviously, wholeheartedly, VISIBLY likes and loves me and prefers my time to anybody else's and acts like it. This fucking sucks. I hate it here don't date a man guys don't do it just admire them from afar and run away

Oh?? My God????

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One of my girls was making fun of meand I sent her a :( i hope she can feel hoe pathetically I'm frowning and blubbering rn

New job is so slow on fridays that I always get so tired after lunch. I have to wait till my 2nd 15 to take a nap tho 😭😭😭