I Want This Too 😭❤️❤️ ⬇️

My gender : The noncommittal noise Snufkin canonly makes so he doesn’t have to answer people.

i'm gonna commit suicide bc of this btw

everyone take a look at the specialest boy

Can you draw the weebs in Wakkos Wish?

They're on their way to the Wishing Star

OK correct me if I'm wrong, but I feel like the main 'yin/yang' parallel with Atsushi and Akutagawa is not something like 'this one is bad but secretly has a good side and this one is good but secretly has a bad side'.

I feel like it's more about 'who they are at their core vs who they choose to be'.

At his core Akutagawa is kind and at his core Atsushi is not. But despite this Atsushi tries every day to make the kinder choices and I love him so much for it. He has to work so hard to be good.

He wants to be a bitch SO bad I know he does but he tries his best to help people and be nice (sometimes he fails but that's OK <3)

Atsushi doesn't always WANT to help people, a lot of the time he's selfish and scared, but he does help people anyway. He keeps helping people over and over again. There's still some selfish motivation to it, and his initial motivation for helping people was because the headmaster told him that's all he was worth, but overall he does care about the people he helps and it weighs on him if he fails to save them. And of course, as the series goes on he starts helping people more because he can rather than because he feels like he needs to.

In Akutagawa's case, he's still capable of being kind but his environment led him into being someone who chooses to hurt people. But he's always been a protector at heart. In the start he was bad compared to Atsushi because he was choosing to hurt people and keep the cycle of abuse going. Just like how Atsushi developed in why he saved people, Akutagawa starts to get redeemed when he chooses to not just act on his rage. Not only does he start to spare people, but he speaks more kindly to them (apologising to Higuchi and telling Kyouka he's proud of her). It all culminates into the moment he chooses to help Atsushi and sacrifice himself for him, going back to his core value of being a protector. Even when he's finally revived, he keeps this role in his new position as Aya's Knight.

I kind of see the streaks of white in Akutagawa and the streaks of black in Atsushi not as their 'hidden sides' but as their fundamental selfs. That's who they are at their core, and their main colours (black for Akutagawa and white for Atsushi) are how they're presented to everyone else and how they try to have people see them as.

once these two admit to their feelings, I'd like to think Moomintroll for a short while tries to "flirt" with Snufkin same way as he did with Snorkmaiden, acting all noble and gallant - but Snufkin hates it.

instead, Snufkin, to contrary belief, much prefer physical contact, he just sucks at initiating it. I might have heard once that the acts you do to/for your partner reflects what you prefer yourself - and I may be partial to stories where Snufkin touches Moomin's nose lovingly, so... boop 😏😏

I haven't been drawing in a while and I miss it... 🥺 I miss these two, somehow, though the brainrot is still real...

Just find it a little interesting that Dazai’s farewell speech in ch.101 was focused on the past, he was reminiscing on what his and Chuuya’s time was together, and in ch.109 his moving words are of the future, of their fates still being intertwined and not being done with each other yet. Circumstance plays a part in this, the first being Dazai drowning Chuuya and the second being Dazai trying to bargain for his life, but still.

Also, in 101 Dazai’s eyes are mostly hidden or even closed during it. In fact, we really don’t see Dazai’s eyes much at all in most of the prison segment when it comes to Chuuya being brought up. Except for in ch.109 where we see both his eyes clearly like the entire time, despite the fact he’s so hurt right now. Especially during his little speeches, Dazai in 101 we see one eye or closed eyes, and in 109 we clearly see both of his eyes, and they’re drawn with light in them. 

But honestly, like what fucking time you connected and what are you fucking destined for together?!?!!! Or, according to official translations, what were the tender moments you shared exactly and what are you indelibly fated to do?!

Gear 5

this is all snufmin related i am so sorry