i need to start watching more furry content on the internet bc it actually motivates me to work on fursuit stuff way better than anything else
REAL !!!
ok i think this might be the best movie
i have watched 3 minutes of the bad guys and holy fuck
it is so good
aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i lost the last of my pens recently so i haven’t been drawing people
i have some projects i’m doing art for though
the art of grounding your machine <3
i’m going to need to take a break from this for at least a few days
i’m fighting barioth and also trying to do the boaboa befriending quest and they’re kind of grinding me down
i’ll be back to it soon
I DID IT
I BEAT MHW WITHOUT ARMOR
FINALLY
ICEBORNE TIME LETS GO
i see this and the same part of my brain lights up as when i see a hot butch woman
How to hide wires in your workplace
Being raised culturally christian protestant atheist is funny, actually. I was never taught that Hell is literally real or that I should believe in it, or that you go there for being gay. I was told that I'm free to do whatever I want with my life, for as long as I'm doing something constructive and working hard to achieve it. Wanting to suck dick isn't a sin, but wanting to do fuck all sure is one.
I never had to cope with some traumatic realisation that homosexuality is an inherent part of who I am that no amount of repression, prayer or conversion therapy could make it go away. I'm just sitting here contemplating the idea that maybe I never have been and never will be a hardworking, career-driven, passionate and ambituous Dedicated To Their Life's Work kind of a person.
I don't believe in Hell but I'm still convinced I'll go there if all I want to do with my life is to stare at walls.
NEVER KILL YOURSELF
i keep getting really annoyed about things and then realizing i’m an idiot
like my bed still sucks but it was only cold and loud bc the window was open when i got here and i never closed it
my apartment might just be the worst sleeping situation i’ve ever had. my mattress is a box spring that should’ve been replaced years ago. it’s fucking concave. i sleep on my front usually but that’s not really possible unless i want to be sleeping bent backwards. also the outside of the mattress is so fucked that with just a fitted sheet over it the springs are still digging into me. i had a box spring mattress last year it was so much better than this (not good but still way better) and the only way this mattress is remotely ok is if i put my thickest blanket on top of the mattress and sleep on that
so it takes me a while to fall asleep
but then there’s a construction site across the street from me that starts work at FIVE THIRTY IN THE FUCKING MORNING and is EXTREMELY LOUD
i’m going to go insane