More And More Things Keep Making Me Think I Should Just Drop Out Of College

:(

heartbreaking:

girl has sooooooo many ambitions and ideas for projects but can only get 1.5 basic tasks done per day

writing is such a rollercoaster if an activity

i feel like i’m doing well

and then 15 minutes later i feel like my writing sucks ass

i need to keep reminding myself that revisions exist and that i’m working on outlines right now

i have a bluesky now

@drawnstraws.bluesky.social

now i can post the same things in TWO places

i will continue screaming into the void here though

sometimes it's okay to write 200 words. or 100 words. or even just 10. sit down with the thing, give it as much attention as you can, keep the story fresh in your mind. you can still finish it, even if it's just 10 words at a time.

it’s really difficult getting into my characters’ heads and actually writing their voices correctly. I’m too focused on trying to figure out the conversation as it is.

maybe i just need to go back over it again once ive got all the context together

I am down absolutely atrocious for some headpats rn

It's not enough to get called a good wolf I need someone running their hands through my hackles while I slowly let go of every stressor I have.

my tits are FINALLY leaving beta

don’t think i’ve mentioned this yet but i’m working on a platformer game rn

it’s going pretty well so far and i’ll post more about it when i have some actual levels and better graphics to share

for now, here is the player character

making some big fluffy paws

my brain has decided it’s time to remind me every 5 minutes that i’m not performing gender roles enough and like

yeah?

that’s kinda how i gender?

but it still insists on telling me that i’m not gendering enough?