This Is What Happens When I Start Actually Writing Again

I think once I get better at modeling, especially with characters, I might consider trying to do 3d model commissions for people

feeling kinda glavenous today

i need to work on other things too and this keeps distracting me

I really want to get back into making youtube videos but i just have no idea what to do

what do i make

how do i get people to actually find my channel

i’m getting frustrated about this at this point and i just want to make things again

ok i think this might be the best movie

i have watched 3 minutes of the bad guys and holy fuck

it is so good

aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

my apartment might just be the worst sleeping situation i’ve ever had. my mattress is a box spring that should’ve been replaced years ago. it’s fucking concave. i sleep on my front usually but that’s not really possible unless i want to be sleeping bent backwards. also the outside of the mattress is so fucked that with just a fitted sheet over it the springs are still digging into me. i had a box spring mattress last year it was so much better than this (not good but still way better) and the only way this mattress is remotely ok is if i put my thickest blanket on top of the mattress and sleep on that

so it takes me a while to fall asleep

but then there’s a construction site across the street from me that starts work at FIVE THIRTY IN THE FUCKING MORNING and is EXTREMELY LOUD

i’m going to go insane

my neighbor totoro but all the non human characters are just versions of dwayne johnson

like totoro is him but big and flexing really hard

and the little totoros are him but small and waddling around

and the cat bus is him running around on all fours but he has an extra pair of arms to carry people

If you're dating a robot girl, you can tell when things are starting to get serious when your bathroom starts to resemble a garadge:

Empty oilcans nestled up with your shampoo

A 10mm wrench alongside your toothbrush

Your nail clippers buried in a socket set

Zipties tangles up in your scrinchies

japanese is the people’s french

i like biting people

i have covid

yaaaaayyyyyy

since i’m feeling fine i think i’m going to use my time off to do a game jam and some art