Drinarinatina - Rina ( ˘ ³˘)♥

IM GAY *starts break dance sobbing*

I will not write about my misery.

I will not write about the images

that I cannot evict from inside my brain.

I want to think of delicate flowers,

not the delicate skin torn by my blade.

I will not write, I will not think of blood;

I will not tear myself apart for this,

Not when I can write of beauty, of love.

I love you even though your are not real

because if I cannot find a lover

about whom I can write, then all is lost,

even if I write a work of fiction.

If i cannot remind myself that life

is more than just the blood, the endless blood,

it will pour from my veins until I choke,

until I must swallow it or it me,

until red is not love but pain and death.

If I must drown, would that I drown in love,

in your laughter, in your smile, in you.

So what if it is purely fantasy?

You keep me alive, and that is enough.

Wire up broski

Just another post that reminds me of you 🤍

Love me

Im everyone’s type 

As In,

 I will completely change myself just for you to look at me 

 the way you look at her