I Want To Be Sick, I Want People To Worry About Me. I Want To Be Delicate. I Want To Be Fragile.

dont ever hesitate. reblog this.

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I done strength training on Friday for the first time and my legs are still sore

But the fucking worst part is my scale went up by 3 fucking pounds!!!!! I can't deal with that

No more strength training for me for now

I'm gonna wait until I have lost enough weight that the scale tipping like that doesn't make me want to actually offfffff ones self

Now to hurry up and heal and rid myself of this horrid water weight

he would want you if you were skinnier

i wasted all my favorite melodies

and watched best friends turn to enemies

for you.

You won’t remember what you ate today in summer.

I repeat

YOU WILL NOT REMEMBER WHAT YOU ATE TODAY IN SUMMER.

anyone else think that long hair looks so much better when youre skinny?

oh to be thin with super long hair

I binged hard lol

2350cals later literally rocking like

Ahh it's ok it's a high metabolism day 🌟 fml

It's okay first in the last 21 days I can deal with that and move on and recover from it

Extra steps, an extra fasting day this week

Its all gonna be okay

Right?

I'm scared of the scale today because I'm so bloated

But I can't skip a Wednesday weigh in for the records and urgh 😭

Ite

Lemme go hurt my own feelings lol

Shout out to the 4n4 girlies (and guys) who ARENT anywhere close to societally presentable as 4n4.

The ones who go to the doctor and get told to keep losing weight

The ones whose family hasn’t gotten worried yet

The ones who feel like they can’t mention 4n4 without being disbelieved/told they should starve more.

I see you and I hear you and you’re valid.