Mental Hunger Is So Much Worse Than The Physical One

I done strength training on Friday for the first time and my legs are still sore

But the fucking worst part is my scale went up by 3 fucking pounds!!!!! I can't deal with that

No more strength training for me for now

I'm gonna wait until I have lost enough weight that the scale tipping like that doesn't make me want to actually offfffff ones self

Now to hurry up and heal and rid myself of this horrid water weight

please just lock me in a room with no food, only my phone, water, coke zero and a treadmill and dont let me out until i reach my goalweight

Shout out to the 4n4 girlies (and guys) who ARENT anywhere close to societally presentable as 4n4.

The ones who go to the doctor and get told to keep losing weight

The ones whose family hasn’t gotten worried yet

The ones who feel like they can’t mention 4n4 without being disbelieved/told they should starve more.

I see you and I hear you and you’re valid.

burgundy nails, cigarettes, unfinished books, messy hair, oversized clothes, bones sticking out, tired eyes, black coffee, and chapped lips.

i cant go any longer

It's the build up to my time of the month and honestly I didn't think of how much my body changes the scales haven't moved, I'm hungry constantly and am so bloated I wanna cry

I actually fucking hate being a woman sometimes fuck this

Sephira Lily Street 🤍

IG: KingSephi

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