this story so damn good omg
Natasha Romanoff x fem!reader
Summary: Natasha Romanoff, frontwoman of the punk rock band Velvet Rebellion, falls hard for a woman she believes is too good for her. Their intense relationship unfolds in the chaotic world of rock 'n' roll, where they struggle to balance fame, personal demons, and their undeniable passion for each other.
W/c: 4k
Chapter 16/20
Masterlist | General Masterlist
Note: I hope y'all like it =)
Themes: love, fame, sex, drugs
Keeping a secret from the rest of the band was surprisingly easy. With the pressure to continue touring and giving each show their all, it was something you enjoyed having between the two of you. The excitement and potential of marriage felt overwhelming—heavy in your chest but in the best way. You and Natasha had just hit the year mark and hadn’t even celebrated your anniversary yet. With the late-night shows and back-to-back rehearsals, there hadn't been much room to breathe, let alone plan something as big as announcing an engagement.
It had been a week since she proposed, and you were still on cloud nine. It felt like you floated through every conversation, every soundcheck, every hotel check-in. Something was glowing under your skin, but no one else could see it yet.
In the middle of the afternoon, the sun burned hot over Miami, the air thick with humidity. Natasha and the band had just wrapped up three nights in a row, and now you had a rare stretch of days off, an entire week to breathe. Tony had rented out some sleek little house away from the city, something with too many bedrooms and a private pool tucked behind high walls. Perfect for hiding.
You and Natasha hadn’t meant to be disgustingly in love, but here you were. Half-lounging, half-floating in the pool, a half-eaten plate of fruit on the edge, both of you laughing at something stupid she said. She’d pulled her hair up messily, sunglasses perched low on her nose, freckles peeking through after so much sun. No crew, no flashing lights. No schedule. Her legs tangled with yours underwater, her hand occasionally drifting to your knee like she couldn’t help herself.
This was the best version of you and Natasha, only you saw. The version no one else knew about.
You were happy. You were engaged. You were in love.
Natasha lazily ran her fingers along your arm, eyes hidden behind her sunglasses.
“You know,” she murmured, voice low and warm, “I kinda like having you all to myself like this. No cameras. No band. No one asking questions.”
You smiled, sinking deeper into the water beside her.
“Yeah, well,” you teased, “enjoy it while it lasts. Pretty sure once people figure out what’s on your finger when you wear your ring, we won’t get a moment’s peace.”
Natasha tilted her head toward you, smirking.“Let them talk. They’ve been talking about us since day one.”
You sighed, content, leaning closer until you rested your forehead against her shoulder. Her skin was warm from the sun, soft where your cheek brushed it.
She hummed softly, her fingers drifting along your back.
Your breath tickled her skin.
"I still can't believe it," You leaned back to study her face. "You're going to be my wife."
Natasha smiled.
"Yeah," she murmured, a quiet little sound. "I'm going to be your wife."
Your smile grew impossibly wide, the words sending a rush of warmth down your spine. Your heart fluttered in your chest.
Natasha reached up to trace the curve of your smile with her thumb, her smile growing. Her other hand snapped your bikini against your skin as she took advantage of your distraction. You squealed and tried to get away, but she was faster, her hands finding all the ticklish spots on your body. She pulled you into her, opening her legs to accommodate you, wrapping her arms around your body. You squirmed, laughter bubbling up from deep in your belly, and you could feel her smiling as she pressed a kiss against the side of your head.
You were still breathless when you calmed, and Natasha's fingers skimmed your bare sides, tracing over the wet skin.
"God, I love you," she murmured, and you felt your cheeks heat. She could be so intense sometimes.
You turned your head and kissed her. She tasted like sunshine and chlorine, the faintest trace of strawberry lingering on her lips. She kissed you back, her hands tightening against your hips. Your heart pounded.
"I love you," you whispered against her lips, and she hummed again.
"Nobody's here," She murmured.
"What?"
"The guys are still out. They won't be back for a while. Isabella is with Wanda."
You laughed. "We can't," You chided. "It's daylight."
"I don't care," She breathed, her nose nudging yours. "It's not like the neighbors are watching."
"You're incorrigible," You mumbled, but it was weak, her lips already distracting you. Your kiss turned slow and gentle, tongues tangling, her hand sliding to your neck.
You moaned softly, and you could feel her smile.
"Let me take care of you," She whispered, and you nodded.
Her hand trailed up your leg, slipping beneath the fabric of your bikini bottoms to caress your ass. You both were too distracted to hear the sliding doors open.
"Kid in tow," Wanda announced as she exited the house, "so no sex in the pool."
You squealed and ducked under the water, Natasha's grip loosening. When you surfaced, her arms had dropped away, and you were facing the pool's other side. You were a respectable distance apart, though the pink in her cheeks made her guilt obvious.
Wanda smirked, watching as you fixed your top, and sighed.
"Also, the guys are here."
"Damn," You muttered. "And I was looking forward to that."
Wanda snickered and settled onto one of the lounge chairs. Isabella came out a moment later with a pool floatie and a huge grin.
"Look what Steve found!"
"Wow," you cooed. "That looks awesome."
She nodded, dropping her towel before climbing into the inner tube. She pushed off, floating to the pool's center, and you couldn't help but laugh.
Natasha caught your eye and smiled, mouthing an apology, and you smiled back. You weren't angry, though you did want to know how long they were supposed to be gone.
You'd been so distracted by her touch, tongue, voice, body, and hands.
You wanted more.
"So," Wanda cut in, pulling you from your thoughts, "what time is your flight again?" She asked, directing her question to you.
"It's at 5 am," You informed her. "Gives us plenty of time to get home and rest."
Natasha groaned, dropping her head back dramatically against the edge of the pool.
“Way too early,” she mumbled. “You sure you can’t just skip it?”
You shot her a look, lips quirking.
“Tempting, but no. You know Sam—he’ll want every second he can get with Bella.”
Your eyes flickered toward Isabella, giggling in the pool, and your voice softened. “Besides, work’s piling up. It’s time.”
Wanda gave you a sympathetic glance over her sunglasses. "We're going to miss you gals around here. Isabella is my best bud."
"I have a lot of fun with you guys," Isabella smiled. "But I miss Daddy."
Natasha sighed, pretending to pout as she watched Isabella spin lazily in her floatie.
“I don’t know what I’ll do a whole week without you two,” she said, stretching her arms to pull you back. She rested her chin on your shoulder. “Might lose my mind.”
You raised a brow, smirking.
“You? Lose your mind? Never thought I’d see the day.”
“She’s already halfway there,” Wanda teased, earning a laugh from Isabella.
Natasha rolled her eyes but smiled softly, her gaze flickering between you and Bella. “Yeah, yeah. Laugh it up now. I’ll be counting the hours.”
You felt something warm settle low in your chest at how she said it—not overly dramatic, but honest enough to make your heart squeeze.
“Lucky for you,” you murmured. "I will be back before you know it."
"I know, I know," Natasha pouted, her lips brushing your cheek. "I still hate being away from you."
"Me, too," You admitted, turning to face her.
She leaned forward, pressing her lips against yours, and the sound of Wanda clearing her throat reminded you where you were.
Natasha grinned.
"Get a room, you two," Wanda called, her voice teasing.
"You see what I have to deal with?" Isabella rolls her eyes playfully.
Before you could come up with a snarky reply, the sound of the back gate clicking open pulled everyone's attention. Voices drifted through, easy and familiar.
"Hope you’ve got drinks left," Tony called out, sunglasses already perched on his nose as he strolled in like he owned the place—which, technically, he probably did. Steve followed right behind, carrying a cooler, while Bucky trailed last, towel slung over his shoulder and smirking at the scene in front of him.
“Wow, didn’t realize we were crashing a funeral,” Bucky teased, giving Isabella a little wave as she grinned at him from the pool.
Tony scanned the group, raising an eyebrow. “What’s with the long faces? Thought this was supposed to be a party.”
“It was,” Wanda shrugged, shifting her sunglasses up. “Until lovebirds over here started getting all mopey.”
Natasha shot her a look but didn’t deny it. Instead, her fingers brushed your hips. You could feel the gears turning in her head. You knew that look. She was thinking.
Bucky and Steve found chairs, cracking open beers while Tony immediately commandeered the Bluetooth speaker, flipping through playlists. It felt easy, loud, and comfortable in a way that only comes when everyone knows each other too well.
Natasha glanced at you, lips tugging in a small smile, and you already knew.
It wouldn’t stay a secret much longer.
She leaned in close, voice low so only you could hear.
“Maybe now’s the time,” she murmured, eyes flicking toward the guys. “Before someone else beats us to it.”
You gave her a look, half amused, half bracing yourself.
“You sure?”
Natasha’s smile widened something almost giddy underneath.
“Absolutely.”
"Hey, lovebirds, don't keep secrets from the rest of us," Tony said, pulling your attention.
You turned and saw his gaze on the two of you.
"It's not a secret, is it, babe?" You said, turning your gaze to Natasha.
"No, not anymore," Natasha replied. "Y/n and I wanted to know where you guys would be September 2nd?"
"Wherever the tour is," Steve offered.
"That's what we figured," You smiled. "We would like to invite you all to our wedding."
Bucky was the first to stand up with a grin.
"Well, hell yeah, I'm there." He cheered.
"You're serious?" Isabella squealed from her tube. She was inches from you in the pool now, sporting the biggest smile.
"Yes, princess, we're getting married," Natasha beamed, her arm wrapping around your waist.
Isabella squealed and jumped over the floaties and into your arms.
"I can't believe you're getting married!" She cried, and her excitement was contagious.
Natasha laughed and hugged her back.
"Can't believe it either, kid," she teased, and the others clapped.
"Well, I'm honored," Tony said, and he looked surprisingly genuine.
"Congratulations, you two," Steve smiled. "Can't think of anyone better suited for each other."
"Where's the ring?" Wanda demanded.
"Safely upstairs, of course," You informed her. "Can't kill it with chlorine already."
"Does this mean I get to be the flower girl? I could wear a cool dress," Isabella was already planning things, which warmed your heart when you saw her so excited.
"Of course," You grinned, pulling her close.
"I'm going to have two moms. This is awesome," Isabella grinned. "I can't wait to tell Lenny. She's going to flip."
"Actually," You exchanged a look with Natasha, who was smiling, too, and you took a breath. "We are hoping to keep our engagement a secret for as long as possible. Ideally, until after the wedding."
"Really?" Bucky asked. "Why? Seems like the kind of thing you'd want everyone to know about."
"Because," Natasha answered for you. "We've spent a lot of this past year under a microscope. We'd rather do this our way."
Tony shrugged. "Sure, I get that. Means I get to throw a helluva bachelorette party."
You laughed. "Of course, that's the first thing you'd focus on."
He shot you a wink. "I have my priorities."
You shook your head, still smiling.
"Thank you, Tony. All of you. For not making a big deal out of this."
"We've all known this was coming," Wanda replied. "Even if none of us had any idea it was happening."
Everyone began climbing out of the pool, toweling off, and grabbing whatever drinks were still cold. Steve was the first to lift his glass, catching everyone’s attention as they gathered around the lounge chairs.
He glanced between you and Natasha, a soft smile tugging at his lips. “I think it’s only fitting we make a toast,” he started, voice carrying just enough weight to settle everyone down. “To two of the strongest people I know. To finding something real and holding onto it.”
There were murmurs of agreement as glasses clinked together. Even Isabella, standing between you and Natasha, raised her glass of fruit punch high, beaming.
“To my moms,” she grinned proudly. “And to hanging out with all of you. Even if you’re super loud.”
Everyone laughed at that.
Natasha leaned down, kissing the top of Isabella’s head, her free arm sliding around your waist.
“Here’s to family,” Steve added, lifting his glass again.
You felt something settle deep in your chest at that—something warm, steady, and sure.
“Family,” you echoed, clinking your glass gently against Natasha’s.
******
Early morning departures were usually easygoing. Most people were too tired or in a rush to care about anyone else, which worked in your favor. You kept your head low, sunglasses on, one hand gripping the handle of your carry-on while the other held tight to Isabella’s smaller one. She walked beside you without a care in the world, her backpack strapped securely, as she chattered softly about how much she missed her bed at home.
For the most part, no one had bothered you; it was much too early, even if a few eyes lingered a little longer, a couple of people whispering. It was manageable. It wasn’t like walking out of a venue or some red carpet.
“Mom,” Isabella tugged at your hand, slowing you down. “Can we stop real quick? I wanna get snacks.”
You glanced at the little convenience store she was eyeing, debating. Normally, you’d say no. You'd packed her a few things already, but she looked up at you with that hopeful expression, the same one Natasha always teased you about caving to.
You sighed, leaning down a little. “Fine, but just a few things."
Her grin was instant. “Promise.”
A few minutes later, you stood near the back of the store, letting Isabella browse the candy aisle while you kept an eye on the time.
"Mom!" Isabella said a bit too loudly. Her squeal wasn't one of fear, though. It was more exciting. She quickly found you, and you realized what all the commotion was about. She held up a magazine cover of herself. The picture was of her as she stood beside you and Natasha on stage after one of the performances, smiling ear to ear. "I'm on a magazine. I'm only ten, and I'm on a magazine."
You smiled faintly, eyes flickering to the glossy cover she held up. There it was—your face, Natasha’s, and right in the middle, Isabella grinning, hands thrown up like she didn’t care in the world. Your stomach twisted slightly.
She was excitedly glowing, practically bouncing as she flipped the magazine to show you again. “Look! I’m on it! Can we buy it? Please?”
“If you want it, baby, you can have it,” you told her gently.
She nodded eagerly, already rushing toward the checkout.
You stood a beat longer, staring at the image on another cover. You and Sam had always kept a tight grip on Isabella’s exposure. Carefully curated appearances, blurred-out photos, no paparazzi access. But the tour, the shows—it was impossible to shield her completely. You knew that.
Now, seeing the evidence, you felt a twinge of regret. Was she being too exposed? Would this come back to bite you? Of course, no one knew much about Isabella. She wasn't in the spotlight often and wasn't being interviewed or questioned. It still felt like a risk. Something that always made you think twice.
"Mama, I'm ready to check out."
"Alright, let's go," you told her.
She skipped back to your side, magazine tucked safely under her arm and a few candy bars in her other hand.
You kept thinking about the magazine cover as you paid for the snacks. You had to call Sam and give him a heads-up if he hadn't already seen it. He'd have some thoughts, of course, and the rest of the PR team. It was unavoidable, a part of the life you chose. You couldn't help but wonder if it was a life she could choose for herself.
You sighed, trying to push the thought away as the cashier returned your card.
"Thanks, ma'am," the cashier smiled, and you nodded, grabbing Isabella's hand again.
"Thank you," she replied.
"Have a good day, you two."
"We will. Have a nice day," You smiled.
You had a flight to catch, and Isabella had a dad to see.
Everything would be fine.
*******
You were just sliding your laptop shut when your phone buzzed on the table. The meeting had run over, and now you were scrambling to wrap up the last of your work before you would go home and crash.
A few notifications flashed—one from the group chat about Steve and Tony arguing over where the band should get food.
But it was the string of messages from Natasha that caught your eye:
Natasha: Miss you already.
Natasha: Counting down days till you’re back.
Natasha: I hope your meetings are going well.
You grinned and quickly typed out a reply.
You: They are. Can't wait to tell you all about it.
You: And yes, I miss you too.
Natasha: <3
You were still smiling when another message popped up:
Natasha: BTW, what are you wearing?
You laughed out loud at that one. You stood up to close your office door before pressing the call button. She picked up on the first ring with a smug, satisfied tone.
"So, what are you wearing?"
"You're such a nerd," You said, shaking your head, the grin spreading wider. "And my work clothes, obviously."
"That's hot."
"Oh, yeah, very sexy."
"Are you alone?" She asked.
"I am, locked the door and everything." You entertained the idea. "You're not. Aren't you at rehearsals?"
"I am," Natasha nodded. "They won't mind."
You scoffed.
"Don't be such a tease."
"Who said I was teasing?" She countered, and you could hear the amusement in her voice.
"You're insatiable, Romanoff."
"Maybe," She conceded, and her tone softened. "I really miss you."
You felt a warmth bloom in your chest.
"I miss you, too," You admitted quietly, leaning back against your chair. "It's been a long week."
"Any luck with the label?"
"Not yet," You sighed. "The investors are hesitant, but they're considering. Having new clients suck sometimes."
"You'll get it," She replied, and you could practically see her shrug. "If anyone can, it's you."
"That's the goal," You nodded, shifting in your seat.
"And, hey," She added, voice dropping to a lower, almost conspiratorial tone. "It'll be nice when we can travel together again. Maybe have some fun in between shows."
"Gone a few days, and you're already feening for some action," You teased, and she chuckled.
"It's been a few days already."
You couldn't argue with that, not when it felt like ages.
"I'll see you next week," You promised.
"I'll keep my fingers crossed."
"What are you going to do tonight?" You asked. "Any plans?"
"Nah," Natasha denied. "The guys are thinking about inviting a few people over, but I'm not interested."
"No? I thought you liked a party."
"I'm not feeling it. I'll order something and relax."
"Good idea," You agreed. "I'm going to head straight home. Maybe order something and watch a movie."
"What's Isabella up to tonight?"
"Hanging out with Sam," You said. "He's been chill about everything that's going on. He's happy to see her so happy."
"Good," Natasha murmured, her voice a little distracted. "She's got a great dad."
"Yeah," You said, and then there was a knock on the door.
"Sorry, babe, I've got to go," You apologized, grabbing your bag. "Someone's here."
"Okay," She answered, a hint of reluctance. "I love you."
"I love you too," You said before hanging up. Another meeting. You groaned inwardly, wondering if your next vacation would have enough time to compensate for the overtime.
*********
Tony’s parties never tended to be small.
It was always a full house—sometimes even spilling into the yard with music that could be heard half a block down. This one was no different. Natasha found herself in a familiar position, a drink in her hand and a smile on her face as she chatted with old friends.
It was a nice night. Cool enough that the windows were open, the sounds of the city drifting in, and she took a sip of her beer, eyes wandering. Her night had started out simple enough. She’d danced with a few familiar faces, talked shop with Tony and Steve, and at some point, found herself caught up in a conversation with a girl who seemed too young for the party, but not by much. She was Mia and had that carefree spirit that Natasha was attracted to. Mia talked to her about the many tattoos on her body, and Natasha enjoyed the conversation.
"I'm thinking about getting another one," Mia nodded. "I'm addicted to the ink now."
"I love a good tattoo," Natasha smiled, taking a swig of her drink.
"Which one is your favorite?" Mia asked, her eyes trailing over Natasha's skin as they stood near the kitchen island, the loud music echoing through the room.
"I only have one," Natasha gestured to the tattoo on her back. "I've been meaning to get a few others, but I don't have the time these days."
"Oh, I have a few time savers," Mia smirked, stepping a little closer, her voice teasing as she leaned against the counter, her eyes not leaving Natasha's.
Natasha glanced around her, where Tony and Steve were still conversing about some tech gadget. The band was scattered, with drinks in hand, clearly enjoying themselves. She took a sip of her beer. She tried to make this less awkward for the girl.
"I'll have to remember that," Natasha replied, raising an eyebrow. She could feel the shift in the air, Mia's gaze now clearly focused on her mouth.
"Or I could give you my number, and we can discuss them sometime." Mia's voice dropped to a lower register, a hint of something else in her tone.
Natasha chuckled. "You're bold," she said, shaking her head lightly, but her tone was still playful. "But I'm not interested. I have a girlfriend."
"Ah, damn, and here I thought I was in luck," Mia smiled, not looking too put out by Natasha's confession. "She doesn't have to know."
"I know, and I'm not that kind of person," Natasha told her, keeping her voice low.
"Damn," Mia said, pushing herself off the counter. She walked away with a smirk, her gaze not leaving Natasha's, her body swaying as she went to find a new distraction.
Natasha shook her head and finished her drink. She'd been tempted, she could admit. It was the nature of her job, the attention, the constant attention of a crowd, the buzz of alcohol. She was human, and she had her limits.
"Time for body shots!" Someone called, and Natasha looked up.
Bucky and Wanda were entering the living room, the crowd gathering around. Tony was grinning, pulling out a bottle of tequila and a tray of lime slices.
"Come on, Nat, let's do this!" Wanda called.
Natasha sighed, knowing there was no stopping this train, and made her way toward them.
"You guys are insane," She shook her head. "There's no way we're still doing this like in college."
"Aw, come on," Tony teased. "Where's your sense of fun? Live a little."
"This is stupid," She rolled her eyes, but a part of her was curious, especially when a few people began cheering and laughing.
"It's harmless," Tony argued, holding up the tray of lime slices. "And no one will judge you."
Natasha looked around, saw the expectant faces of her friends, and gave in.
"Fine, one round," She said, walking to the dining table.
"Great," Tony grinned, motioning for the crowd to gather around the table. "You're going first."
"Of course I am," Natasha muttered. "If I have to, I'm choosing Wanda."
"Sure thing, Red," Bucky laughed.
"Don't mind if I do," Wanda lay on the table, lifting her shirt far enough to see her belly button.
Natasha stepped up, her gaze focused on her friend. She grabbed a lime slice and held it gently between her teeth.
"Let's make this quick," Natasha said.
"Don't be a baby, Natasha," Tony laughed. "Ready?"
"Go ahead," Natasha said, bracing herself.
The salt was poured onto Wanda's abdomen, right next to her belly button, and the crowd cheered as the music continued.
"Don't forget the lime!"
"Drink it!"
"One, two, three, go!" Tony shouted.
Natasha did what she did best, leaning down and licking the salt off of Wanda's stomach before reaching for the shot. She swallowed, grimacing as she reached for the lime, biting into it and sucking the juice out before tossing it to the side. The crowd cheered, and she stood up with a smug smile.
"Nice try," Wanda laughed.
"Your turn," Natasha gestured toward her.
Wanda nodded, her eyes scanning the room, landing on Steve.
"Rogers, what do you say? Ready for a little taste?" She winked.
Steve grinned and shrugged.
"Why not," He walked toward her.
"Get it, Rogers!" Someone shouted.
"You're next, Buck," Wanda added.
"Oh, I'm ready," Bucky smirked, and the crowd cheered.
"Alright," Wanda nodded. Natasha watched for a few more minutes, enjoying herself and the music. The last shot she'd taken had clearly been too much for her, and the room was beginning to feel a bit more warm. After a few more rounds of shots and playful banter, the buzz had worn off, and the noise was starting to grate on her nerves. She made her way to the stairs, trying to sneak away unnoticed.
She had one hand on the railing when she heard a voice behind her. “Leaving already?”
Mia was there, a little too close for comfort, her gaze lingering on Natasha with an intensity that made Natasha’s stomach tighten.
“Yeah, I think I’m done for the night,” Natasha said, keeping her voice calm but firm.
Mia stepped forward, almost blocking the path. “Mind if I join you? I could use a break from the crowd, too.”
Natasha hesitated momentarily, her eyes flickering toward her room at the top of the stairs. She knew what this was. She knew what Mia wanted. She didn’t have the energy for this tonight, not for someone who wasn’t what she needed.
Mia smiled.
"No," Natasha told her. "I'm not interested. This is my second time telling you tonight. You should just give it up. You're a nice girl. A beautiful girl that I'm sure could find someone here that would love to take you home."
"I'm not blind," Mia interrupted, her eyes narrowing.
"And I'm not interested. Go find someone else."
Mia opened her mouth to say something, but Natasha was already walking past her, climbing the stairs two at a time and disappearing into her room.
She sighed, closing the door behind her, letting the noise of the party fade into the background. She locked the door and turned on the lamp by her bed, casting the room in a soft, yellow glow. She looked around the room for her phone but couldn't find it anywhere. She didn't dare go back down to the party. She turned on the TV and decided to spend the rest of her night alone.
It was for the best.
Her head was still spinning slightly from the alcohol, and she was sure she was going to feel worse in the morning. The soft noise of the TV filled the silence, but the flickering of the light on the walls began to pull her into a sleepy haze. Her eyes fluttered closed, and within minutes, she was out.
It wasn't like Natasha ending a party so early, but she was a taken woman now. She didn't realize what she would wake up to.
-----> next part
That was soooo good
Summary: Natasha is very competitive, and that includes your daughter.
Natasha Romanoff x F!R
Based on some real life events lol
Natasha was a lot of different things for many people. Depending on who you ask -friends, foes, family- she could be stubborn, deadly, relentless. To you she was kind, loving and supportive, in a way that no one else knew.
You would all agree on one thing, though.
Natasha was too competitive.
Being married for three years, you’d grown used to it. As a matter of fact, it could be entertaining especially if she was playing pool or darts against the boys.
But this morning, when she shows you the flyer, you actually have to look twice, sure that Natasha lost her mind.
“Baby crawl race?”
“Yeah, only for babies under one year. You know, they set a track and time them…”
“I mean, I figured. I just… why would we want Anya to do that?”
Your daughter perks up when she hears her name being called and you both smile.
Anya is ten months old, but she’s way advanced for her age. It must be Natasha’s genes, because you’re sure that before she turns one, she will be walking or even running after her other mother.
“It sounds fun”
“And winning has nothing to do with it?” you press, reading about the prizes. “Everything listed here are things we already have. A stroller, a crib… ooh, a formula machine, fancy”
“We can still register if we leave now” Natasha picks up Anya from her playpen, and the sight of their matching red hair melts your heart as usual.
“Fine. We better get going”
—
To your surprise, there are over a dozen babies registered to compete. Natasha takes care of everything as you walk around the store where they’re hosting the event.
She comes back with a smile and a little paper with the number 17 on it.
“Your lucky number” she smiles at you, taking Anya in her arms.
You both watch as other kinds play and stumble around the mat. Most of them seem younger than your daughter, and only a few look close to being one year.
“That one’s gonna be easy to beat” Natasha muses, looking at a small kid that can barely sit.
“Natalia” you slap her arm. “He’s a baby”
“No. They are all competition. And we have no mercy, right, detka?” Natasha insists, bouncing your daughter in her arms.
“Alright, I’m changing her diaper before everything gets crazier” you decide, noticing how there’s a crowd forming around the place where the kids will crawl.
You make small talk with some of the clerks, who seem excited at the prospect of a silly race that will entertain them in the middle of their shift.
By the time you return, Natasha’s quiet, looking at the parents and their children.
“Everything ok?”
“Perfect” she nods, taking Anya in her arms. “Now, kiddo, listen to me, we are Romanoffs. We are fighters and more importantly, winners. So go and make us proud”
Anya responds by giggling and pulling a strand of her mother’s hair. Natasha smiles, saying something in Russian and kissing Anya’s cheek.
The mat is split in half so only two kids can compete at the same time, a screen with a timer behind them.
As expected, some of the kids get distracted by their race mate or crawl around instead of going in a straight line.
“What did I tell you? We’re gonna crush the opponents” Natasha whispers and you slap her arm.
She’s taking this way too seriously.
As you stand next to some parents, Natasha sniffs around, speaking into Anya’s back.
“Baby, did you go potty?”
“I don’t think so” you know Anya frowns and makes a little grunt when she does number two and she’s been pretty quiet this whole time.
“Oh, never mind” she turns to the parents standing next to you. “Not ours, detka”
The parents hurry to the bathroom. There’s a nagging feeling at the back of your mind when you notice how quiet Natasha is. It increases when the parents miss the race because they were stuck chaning a diaper.
Your wife tries to hide her smile, but there’s no way she planned this. Just a coincidence.
Right?
“Babies 10 and 11” the organizer calls. You noticed the girl is older than the other kids, standing out because she can close the distance faster.
“Best time has been 55 seconds. This should be interesting” Natasha comments.
Sure enough, the kid is about to finish when a bright blue ball crosses her path, getting her distracted and making her return to the start line.
The parents try to guide her back but it doesn’t work at all.
“Oh, well”
“Try not to look so happy about it” you whisper, but Natasha just chuckles and places a kiss in your temple.
After a few more minutes, it’s Anya’s turn. You carry her to the start line and Natasha kneels at the end of the mat, keeping her eyes focused on your daughter.
“Three, two, one. Go!”
All Natasha has to do is place her open palm on the mat. Anya’s seen her do it so many times and knows it means one thing: as soon as she touches her mama’s hand, she’ll throw her in the air the way she loves to.
It takes Anya 15 seconds to get to Natasha. Your wife rewards her with her favorite thing, and if it were anyone less graceful and quick, you’d be unnerved by the sight of your daughter kicking her feet while being lifted off the ground.
“Nicely done, pumpkin” you join them, smiling as Anya jumps to your arms.
“A worthy adversary, at last” a man comments as he takes his son to the race. “Let’s see if we can do it better than you”
“Doubt it” Natasha glares but you elbow her, smiling at the man.
“She meant to say, good luck. You’ll do great, sweetheart” you smile at his son, who waves back at you with wide eyes. He’s incredibly cute.
“Fraternizing with the enemy” Natasha tsks.
“He’s a baby, Nat”
“I didn’t like the way the father was looking at you either” Natasha grumbles, leaning forward to kiss you.
Definitely not complaining about her competitive streak now.
As your declared enemy gets ready to race, the father frantically looks around for something lost on their backpack.
“Did you bring it?” his wife insists.
“Yes! The purple elephant! We were playing with it a second ago!”
Apparently, that was their only resource, because the timer starts and their kid is focusing on everything but them.
They manage to finish after two minutes.
“Better luck next time” Natasha comments as they leave, her hand going around your waist.
She’s being so ridiculous but somehow you love it.
The winners are announced, and you cheer when the first place goes to none other than Anya Romanoff.
“Yes, baby. We are the champions” Natasha sings, bouncing her around. Anya has no idea what’s happening, but she’s enjoying the moment.
“Very nice” you comment when the organizers hand you the prize. “Good work, Anya. Keep it up and maybe we won’t have to pay for college”
“Of course she’ll get a scholarship. Or become a professional athlete. Or become president” Natasha says, walking back to the car.
“Oh, those are a lot of things. Maybe she’ll want to focus on just one”
“Nah, she’s got it. She’ll do it all” Natasha kisses Anya’s head and you can’t help but melt.
“Best thing you ever won?” you ask Natasha as you drive back home.
“No, that would be you” she says. “Of course, I mean the bet I made with Tony that I’d get you to date me over him”
“Ugh, you’re so ridiculous” you roll your eyes.
—
The excitement of the race exhausts your daughter, and she’s fast asleep by the time you get home.
You know this won’t last long, so you prepare her clothes to run a bath once she’s up.
As you’re going through her bag, you pull out a toy that’s definitely not Anya’s.
A purple elephant.
“Natalia Alianovna Romanova!” you shout, looking for her.
“Oh-oh” Natasha mutters and clears her throat. “Yes, dear?”
“You took that baby’s toy!”
“I did not! Ok, I did. But look, I timed him when they were practising and Anya’s time was still better. I just really didn’t like the way he was staring at your boobs”
“Mhm, right. Winning was just a plus”
“See? You get me”
“That ball that distracted the other kid was not a mistake either, huh?”
“I don’t know what you mean, darling”
“And the parents that missed the race for changing the diaper?”
“Now, that was just a happy coincidence. The rest, yeah. Totally me”
“Evil! Stealing a toy from a toddler” you wave the purple elephant in her face. Natasha takes it and throws it over her shoulder, wrapping your legs around her waist in a swift motion. “What are you doing?”
“I got you that fancy formula machine, didn’t I? Where’s my prize?”
You laugh against her lips, but it soon turns into a moan, as you feel Natasha’s hands slide down your back to cup your ass.
“Anya's gonna wake up in thirty minutes or less. Can you handle that?”
“I do enjoy a good challenge” Natasha says against your lips, showing you how much she loves to win.
And honestly? After a mind blowing orgasm, you love it too.
APPRECIATION POST FOR ALL OF NAT’S DIFFERENT HAIR STYLES CAUSE GOD DAMN
(Her curly hair moments will always be my favs)
it's a NEEED
LEMME RIDE THAT NOSE VI PLEASEEEEE
to say this edit makes me feral is a gross understatement
I feel weird because there’s so much happening in the MCU rn and the avengers aren’t there anymore. Like what do you mean there’s no more Steve Rogers ? Where’s Natasha ? What’s gonna happen to Clint ? and Bruce ? And Thor who’s gonna be so alone ?
I can’t believe Reed Richards is never gonna meet Tony Stark because he’s dead.
They’re dead and nothing happened.
Like we had two avengers movies before civil war, before they just broke up and everything started falling apart.
Two movies, it’s nothing.
We saw them as friends, as a family, as a team for one movie. A single movie.
It’s not enough. It was nothing. So much potential and they’re just gone.
Don’t get me wrong, I love marvel movies, still do. I love our Captain America, I love Yelena and I think she’s going to be an amazing black widow and ofc I love Riri Williams and I loved her for years but I miss my avengers, I miss how different and fun and sad they were. I miss my team and I wish we had more of them.
I’ll stick to fanfiction and reread comics ofc but it’ll never be the same.
I wish they did more. I wish they were the found family we needed and I’m forever disappointed that they weren’t.
It ended too fast.
I’m watching the Thunderbolts trailer and the tower is empty. There’s no one there anymore as if they were never there before.
It breaks my heart it truly does.
I miss them, they deserved to be a family more than anything ❤️
WAAAAAAAA I looooooooovvveeee 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐒 & 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄
summary : raised in the heart of the countryside, you, Y/N Langford, has always known the rhythm of ranch life—early mornings on horseback, sun-drenched vineyards, and a quiet kind of freedom carved into the land passed down through generations. however, your father's recent colleague is interesting enough.
genre : country!au, wlw, countryside life.
warnings : beefy!nat, top!nat, sub!reader, age-gap (r is 24 and nat is 32).
words count : 2.6k
𖦹 part one 𖦹
HORSES & ROMANCE :
— Baked Goods & Conversations
📍Langford's Estate,
Clare Valley, Southern Australia
The sun rose slow over the rolling hills of Langford Ranch, lighting up the sea of golden grass and rows of early-spring grapevines like it had every morning for as long as you could remember.
It painted the landscape in brush strokes of amber and coral, and even though you'd seen it a thousand times before, it never lost its magic.
You leaned against the fence post, one boot perched on the lower rail, the familiar weight of your cowgirl hat tipped just enough to shield your eyes. The morning breeze brought with it the scent of hay, dew, and something sweet—probably the peach trees blooming behind the barn.
Your mare, Alba, huffed behind you, nudging at your shoulder with the soft impatience only a horse could get away with.
"Alright, alright," You chuckled, patting Alba's muzzle. "You'd think I forgot breakfast was a sacred ritual around here."
The sound of boots on gravel made you turn. Your father, Georges Langford, was walking up from the lower fields with his usual purposeful gait— sun-baked, worn-in, and always moving like the land wouldn't let him sit still for too long.
The man was the backbone of Langford Ranch and he looked it —broad-shouldered, silver at the temples, with lines carved deep from years of working under sun and storm alike.
"Mornin', sunshine," He greeted, pulling off his hat to wipe his brow.
"Mornin', Dad. Thought you were checking fence lines today?"
"I was. Had Carter do the west end. That post by the creek needs more than nails—it needs a prayer."
You grinned. "Doesn't everything out here?"
You both stood in comfortable silence for a beat, eyes drifting across the property. The vineyards curved along the hills like ribbons, and the stables were starting to come alive with movement—hooves on wood, snorts in the air, Carter hollering something at the barn cat.
Georges cleared his throat, one hand resting on his belt.
"By the way," he began, in that tone he used when he was about to drop something mildly important but wanted it to sound casual, "We've got someone movin' into one of the guest houses tomorrow."
At the news, you arched a brow. "Oh, yeah? One of the hands?"
"No. She's not a ranch hand. She's a colleague, technically. Been working in livestock management and field logistics the past few years—real sharp, real quiet. Does good work, and I could use the extra brain with the contracts we've got coming up. She'll be helping out part-time on the cattle rotation too."
"She?"
Georges gave a grunt of acknowledgment. "Her name's Natasha Romanoff. Comes with strong references—worked some rough terrain in Texas and Idaho. Kept to herself but got a rep for being dependable. Heard about her through Greg Havens. You remember him, used to run those horse clinics down in Abilene?"
"Sure. He's the one who taught Brandy how to sit for carrots."
You replied casually, looking over at Alba as you fed her a carrot. She gruffed quietly, then you ran you other free hand over her muzzle to soothe whatever was threatening to upset her.
Georges nodded, chuckling. "Same guy. He vouched for her, and that's good enough for me."
You bit the inside of your cheek thoughtfully.
New faces weren't exactly common out here—Langford Ranch didn't have a revolving door. People came, worked, and stayed for seasons, sometimes years. Others never left. So someone moving into one of the guesthouses —someone your father trusted enough to share work and land with— wasn't something you could ignore.
"She know what she's walking into?" You questioned, "This place isn't exactly a weekend retreat."
Georges smirked, the kind of smile that meant he was already ten steps ahead, patting Alba's head in a gentle manner. "She's got boots older than Carter. She'll manage."
A low whistle went past your lips. "Well, damn. Guess we'll see."
He started walking back toward the barn, calling over his shoulder, "And don't scare her off before she even unpacks."
"No promises!" You hollered back, grinning as you turned to your horse. "What do you think, Albs? Sounds like trouble to me."
Your chestnut mare whinnied, flicking her tail like she agreed.
The sun kept rising, golden over the fields, and you found yourself staring in the direction of the empty guest house—the one with the white porch swing and the wraparound view of the west hills.
You had no idea what this Natasha Romanoff looked like. But something in your chest shifted—a quiet hum of interest, like the first stirrings of wind before a storm.
Not that you minded a little storm now and then.
Especially if it came with sharp eyes, rolled-up sleeves, and a story worth unfolding.
🎀 ✈︎ 𖦹 ✈︎ 𖦹 ✈︎ 𖦹 ✈︎ 𖦹 ✈︎ 𖦹 ✈︎ 🎀
The vineyard stretched endlessly, rows upon rows of grapevines curling around the earth like veins of the land itself.
The estate had been in the Langford's hands for generations, a legacy carried through the years by blood, sweat, and a relentless passion for the soil beneath their feet.
To those who visited, it was a picturesque sanctuary, a symbol of hard work and perseverance. But to the Langford's, it was everything—family, history, and identity.
Natasha had been in the business of wine for a while now, though her path to the Langford Estate was as unconventional as she was. A successful winemaker in her own right, Natasha was known for her larger-than-life presence, a woman whose strength was both literal and figurative.
With arms built from years of physical labor and a back as strong as any farmer's, she was an imposing figure, even among the burly, weathered men and women who worked in the vineyards.
She was no stranger to hard work, though her reputation often preceded her—a reputation built on an iron will, business acumen, and a certain raw magnetism that pulled people in, even when they weren't sure they wanted to be.
The guest house she had been owning for almost a day sat on ten acres of mostly flat earth. It had a porch that creaked under her boots and a wind chime made of spoons that clinked gently in the breeze. It was a fixer-upper. Natasha liked fixing things.
The redhead stretched her arms above her head, boots scuffing against the wood of her porch as she eyed the grass lining the front.
Her flannel clung lightly to her frame from the morning work, sleeves rolled up, exposing strong forearms. She had been there all of twenty minutes when she heard the distant sound of an engine, then a dog barking. She glanced toward the road and there you were, driving a red ford pick-up truck, the golden retriever settled in the passenger seat.
Natasha leaned one shoulder against the porch column as she watched you cut the engine, arms crossed, eyes scanning with interest. Not even trying to hide it.
"You must be the new neighbor," You spoke up, stepping out of the vehicle before letting your dog out. "Heard from my father that someone finally brought the Cross property."
The elder woman's lip curled. "Is that what they call it?"
"Sure is," You held up the basket of warm goodies you held in hand. "I brought you some cinnamon rolls. Freshly homemade from this morning."
She raised an eyebrow, stepping down to meet you. "Cinnamon rolls? Are you trying to seduce me already?"
You smirked, "Damn, you catch on fast."
The redhead smirked, taking the basket from your hands. Her fingers brushed yours, rough calluses meeting warm skin. If Ethan Langford was a great co-worker to be around, she was sure she'd appreciate his daughter's company, maybe a little too much. "Name's Natasha."
You introduced yourself next, and she let the name roll around in her mind, pairing it with your smile. It suited you. There was a light to you -- an ease. Nat hadn't felt ease in a long time.
You tilted your head, gaze sweeping over her like you were sizing her up. And who wouldn't? Biceps under sun-kissed skin, a scar just over her eyebrow, so faint that you would've missed it if you didn't look so closely, and the kind of posture that said she didn't run from anything. You chewed on the inside of your bottom lip and cleared your throat.
"You're planning on staying around more often?"
"Depends," Natasha replied, eyes steady on yours. "You planning on bringing me baked goods every day?"
You shrugged. "Maybe. Depends on if you're worth the flour."
She laughed as you turned to go with a smirk, your dog trailing behind. You called out while walking back to the pickup.
"Nice meeting you, Natasha."
"Believe me," The redhead called back, watching the sway of your hips. "The pleasure was all mine."
🎀 ✈︎ 𖦹 ✈︎ 𖦹 ✈︎ 𖦹 ✈︎ 𖦹 ✈︎ 𖦹 ✈︎ 🎀
The scent of warm earth filled the air as midday settled across Langford Ranch.
The sun rode high above the valley, glinting off metal fence posts and the waxy leaves of grapevines stretching in neat rows as far as the eye could see.
Georges Langford’s voice cut through the quiet as he stood beside Natasha Romanoff, gesturing out over the vast spread of land like a king showing off his kingdom.
“This vineyard’s been in my family for four generations. My great-grandfather planted the first vines himself back in the early 1900s. Clare Valley wasn’t what it is now. Just dry heat and stubborn soil.”
Natasha listened, eyes scanning the curves of the land, the way each line of vines bent gently with the slope. “You’ve made something out of it.”
“We didn’t have much choice,” he replied with a chuckle. “We were Langfords before we were winemakers. And Langfords don’t quit easy.”
They paused at the vineyard’s edge, where symmetrical rows of early-season vines curled along the gentle hillsides like organized chaos. The sun cast their shadows long between the rows, and Georges ran a hand along a twisted vine like it was part of his body.
“These grapes—Shiraz, mostly—go into the reserve reds we bottle each March. We sell local, export some to the States. My wife—God rest her soul—used to say you could taste the earth in every drop.”
An old well house nearby that had been converted into a wine cellar, its stones weathered by time, came into view.
He pointed out the fermentation shed, the mechanical harvester they only used in a pinch, and the solar panels that lined the western slope.
“Hard to imagine this place any other way,” The Russian admitted.
“That’s how you know it’s in your blood,” Georges said, glancing sideways at her. “You start seeing it not just as land, but as story. As legacy.”
He paused to pick up a handful of dry earth, let it sift through his fingers.
“You got family, Natasha?”
She hesitated. “Not in the way most people mean it.”
He didn’t press further. Just nodded like he understood and changed the subject.
They continued past the cattle paddocks—wide, open pastures edged with eucalyptus trees—where Georges pointed out the rotational system they used for grazing. Natasha absorbed every detail, asking questions here and there, sharp and precise. She didn’t talk much, but when she did, it was clear she’d done her homework.
When they came up the path near the back stables, Georges paused, brow furrowing slightly.
“There she is,” he said, and the redhead followed his gaze.
You were across the field, just beyond the fence, seated effortlessly atop Alba. The mare’s coat shimmered like brushed copper under the midday sun, and your posture was easy, confident. One hand rested lightly on the reins, the other lifting to wave when you noticed them.
The wind lifted your hat slightly, sending loose strands of hair brushing across your face. Romanoff’s eyes lingered.
“Y/N grew up in that saddle,” Georges said with a hint of pride. “Taught her how to ride before she could tie her own boots. Girl’s got her mother’s balance and her own kind of grit.”
Natasha didn’t answer immediately. She watched as you guided Alba into a smooth canter, posture fluid, in perfect rhythm with the horse. You rode like you belonged there. Like the land bent to you out of love, not force.
Georges watched his daughter for a beat, pride softening the lines of his face.
“She grew up on that horse,” he said, his voice quieter now. “Alba was born the same spring Y/N turned three. They're a pair, those two. I swear that horse listens to her better than most people.”
“She’s got good instincts,” She finally murmured, her eyes locked on your figure.
“That she does,” Langford agreed. “She knows this land better than anyone alive. And don’t let her fool you—she acts like she’s all mischief and cinnamon rolls, but she’s got steel under all that charm.”
Nat smirked faintly. “I noticed.”
You trotted over, reigning Alba in just a few feet from the fence. You slid off
the horse in one smooth motion, boots landing in the dust with a satisfying thud. The redhead watched the way you walked—loose, unhurried, confident.
“Everything alright with the tour?” You asked, brushing dust off your jeans.
“Your dad runs a tight ship,” Natasha said. “Impressive place.”
You nodded, offering a small, proud smile. “It’s home. And a hell lot of work.”
There was something in the way you said it—not arrogance, but ownership. Natasha respected that. She respected people who didn’t just show up, but showed up for the land, for the animals, for the legacy.
You scratched behind Alba’s ear, then looked at Natasha again. Your voice quietening but also softening as you spoke.
“You settling in okay?”
She nodded, “Starting to.”
“Well,” You began, “if you ever need anything...wine, fence wire, conversation—I’m usually around.”
The way you said conversation was light, but it wasn’t nothing. The Russian caught it, held it for a second, then let it pass.
“I’ll keep that in mind,” She said, voice low.
Your father cleared his throat, clearly sensing something unspoken pass between the two of you. “Alright, I’ll leave you two to flirt while I go pretend I’ve got paperwork to do.”
“Dad,” You said flatly, cheeks blooming a hint of color.
Natasha just chuckled, deeply amused. “Thanks for the tour, Georges.”
"And also, we always have dinner out on the porch around six-thirty. Nothing fancy, but real food and even better company. You’re more than welcome, Red.”
“I'll keep that in mind.” She tilted her head for a nod.
He tipped his hat. “Try not to let her talk your ear off.”
And with that, he walked off toward the barn, leaving the two of you standing under the shade of the gum trees, horses grazing nearby, breeze rustling through the dry grass.
Natasha followed the curve of your form as you walked—long legs, dust on your boots, and a playful tilt to your hips that didn’t feel like an accident.
You glanced back at Natasha, a lopsided smile playing on your lips. “So,” you said, brushing back a windblown strand of hair, “You going to take the dinner invite?”
“Maybe.”
You looked her up and down, not shy. “I’d recommend it. My grandma’s lasagna recipe still makes grown men cry.”
Natasha huffed a quiet laugh, her expression unreadable. “You always this charming?”
You leaned against the fence casually. “Only when I know it works.”
For a moment, the wind quieted. The dog—Cooper—came loping up the trail behind you, flopped down in the dirt, tongue out and panting.
Natasha looked down at him, then back up at you. “Guess I’ll see you tonight.”
With a nod, you concluded, “Looking forward to it.”
And somewhere deep inside Natasha, something settled—like boots finding firm ground.
She hadn’t come here looking for anything beyond work and quiet. But life, like land, had a way of growing things you didn’t expect.
➪ next part.
mel x cait as doechii x jennie
Have you seen the "very demure, very cutesy" trend? How about pranking nat centering that trend somehow, e.g., just randomly blurting out that sentence every time she says something or etc.
Love your writing btw!
an: I hope you like it; this was so fun to write!! <3
pairings: natasha x reader
CW: talks about alcohol and alcohol consumption.
word count: 0.8k
Natasha is a gentle lover, and her love language is 100% acts of service or words of affirmation. She wouldn't be big on touch, until she got to fully feel comfortable around you, then she would never let you go, almost like you were her harbor when she was drifting away, calling her back to you with just your touch.
Natasha always like to talk to you about what your doing, what book your reading, music you listen to, your plans for the day if she's off to the compound. Your sleep pattern is pretty much identical to hers now given how long you have lived with her and how much of a light sleeper you were, Nat getting out of bed in the morning wakes you and then your up for the day too.
Natasha loves to surprise you, too; she will go out of her way to read the books you are reading or have read, just for a topic of conversation with you. You tell her you're reading The Brothers Karamazov by Fyodor Dostoyevsky. Natasha didn't expect to relate and love the book nearly as much as she did. You were out with your friends for a few hours for coffee, leaving Nat at home with a glass of wine and the beautiful words of Dostoyevsky to keep her company.
She must've fallen asleep because the sky was growing darker when she woke, and your keys were shuffling around in the keyhole. Natasha sat up and continued reading waiting for you to come and join her. "Hi love", you smile sitting down next to her, eyeing the book. "Are you... are you reading the same book as me?" you ask nudging her with your shoulder.
"I wanted to talk to you about it," she says shyly, feeling embarrassed that she had been caught. Awe, don't go all shy on me, Talia. I think it's sweet, very mindful of you, very demure," you say, giggling. Natasha looks at you as though you have three heads. "I'm sorry, very what?" she asks, looking so confused that you can't help but giggle more.
Tony had invited all the gang and their plus ones for a family dinner, courtesy of Wanda's cooking. You are sitting down talking with Bucky about what he thinks you should read next and what you think he would like, when you see a glass of wine right in front of your face. You smiled, thanking her, taking it from Natasha's hands and taking a little sip. "See how you didn't even have to ask for that glass of wine, she just poured you one?" Kate said, giving Yelena a subtle look. "Very cutesy", "Very mindful", "Very demure"; Peter, Thor and you replied, sending you four into a fit of giggles. Yelena rolled her eyes dramatically and went to the kitchen, to pour Kate a glass.
"Seriously, what is this?" Natasha says from behind you, her hands on your shoulders. "It's a little trend that's going around on the internet", Peter explains to Nat, humming, taking a sip of her drink. She gently pinched your shoulder making you quietly laugh to your self, leaning back into her.
Natasha had been called in for a meeting early in the morning; she knew she woke you up getting out of bed, so as she was getting ready, she made sure to make a pot of coffee for you when you finished getting ready for the day.
You came out of the bedroom just after Natasha had left, seeing that she had made you a pot of coffee all to yourself, and it was still warm, brought a big smile to your face. You sent her a quick message expressing your thanks ('A pot of hot, brewed coffee to start my day, very mindful of you ;)') and poured yourself a cup before starting your early day working from home.
Natasha heard her phone buzz and chuckled, reading your message, shaking her head, redirecting her focus back to the meeting.
By 10 am, you had finished all your work and decided to go for a walk in the park to find a nice place to sit and read. You stopped at a cute little cafe on your way, opting to get one for Nat, too, who said she'd meet you when she's finished.
You had found a nice little place to sit down, and read a few chapters by the time Nat had found you -thanks to sharing your location- and came and sat with you, taking her coffee out of the cardboard cup holder. "Getting me a coffee?" she smirks, wrapping her arm around you. "Very mindful of you", she chuckles when you laugh out loud, drawing a few curious eyes and curling your face into her neck. "You, of all people, did not just say that", you giggle.
Over time it became a little joke between you and the red head, and each time it gets more funnier.
i hope this is okay and that you like it, thank you for the request!! 🫂💗
Enamored
Pairing(s): Knight!Natasha Romanoff x Princess!Reader
Summary: Your not so perfect attempts at having your first time with Natasha.
Warnings: Spicy and suggestive themes (not fully smut i’m so so sorry i just sucked at writing it)
Authors Note: This is another mini-oneshot to my fic “Soulmates”. I’d recommend reading that one before this for context to be able to grasp the storyline!
Authors Note Pt. 2: This took me entirely too long to write I know but I hope ya’ll like it 😭
Other mini-oneshots: Forever | Promise | Perfect
(Takes place after Natasha returns from her commission in the main story: Soulmates)
You were sat against the headboard of Natasha’s bed, reading the book you’d started earlier in the day when the knight finally emerged from the bathroom.
The top of her lounge shirt was damp from her wet, red hair despite her attempts to dry it with a towel. You shut your book after marking your place and set it on the nightstand, now more interested in your girlfriend.
“Did the shower help at all? Are you still feeling sore?” you asked.
“A little,” she tossed the towel in the laundry basket with a sigh, “I should’ve expected that, though. There was hardly any time to rest during the day and the beds on the ship are nowhere near as comfortable as yours.”
“Oh, Nat,” you cooed as she sat down at the foot of the bed.
Tonight was Natasha’s first night back from her overseas commission. After being gone for three weeks she’d finally returned a few hours ago and you couldn’t be more relieved to have her back with you.
You maneuvered yourself so you could sit behind her. Your hands made their way up her shoulders, quickly finding knots in the muscle so you began to massage them away.
She sighed again and you felt her relax back into your touch, “Is this helping?”
Natasha quickly nodded her head, “A lot. Thank you.” she said, so you continued your ministrations.
“So aside from the sore muscles, how did it go? Do you know if you’ve completed your training?”
“I don’t know yet, but Fury seemed pretty pleased with how everything turned out so I think I did.” the redhead said.
You shifted so you could look over the knights shoulder at her side profile. “That’s amazing, Nat, I’m so proud of you.”
“Thank you, princess.” she reached a hand up to place it over yours and gave it a gentle squeeze, “But I won’t know for sure until tomorrow.”
“Well no matter what happens I’ll be proud of you either way,” you said.
Natasha turned her head to meet your gaze, but her eyes quickly flickered down to your lips instead. She’d gone torturously long without being able to feel them on hers.
The redhead closed the short distance between the two of you for a soft kiss. You paused your movements on her shoulders so a hand could cup the side of her face, your thumb stroking over her cheek.
After a moment you pulled away, but the young knight didn’t let you go very far when her arms snaked around your torso and her forehead rested against yours.
“I missed you so much,” she whispered, her breath fanning over your mouth.
You tucked a lock of hair behind her ear as you looked between each of her green eyes. It wasn’t often that Natasha wore her hair down.
It was always pulled back into some form of a braid for her work, so you appreciated whenever you got to see the red strands fall freely.
“I missed you too.” you softly spoke, “I mean, if you couldn’t already tell with the way I barely gave you time to get off the ship before I jumped on you.” you both laughed.
Slowly, you leaned back in and connected your lips again. This one felt different compared to the kiss you’d just shared. It felt more passionate, as if the weeks spent away from each other were now catching up to you.
Natasha shifted her body to face towards you more, finding it easier as she no longer had to crane her neck. One of her hands left your waist and found purchase on the skin of your thigh left uncovered by your nightgown.
Much to your dissatisfaction she broke away from your lips, but you didn’t have to sulk for long when she began trailing kisses down your neck. You let out a shaky breath and allowed your eyes to shut, but you felt her stop once she reached your bare shoulder.
When you opened your eyes, you found her already looking at you.
“Is this okay?” Natasha asked. “I know we haven’t…you know…before.” she cringed at her awkwardness, “But we don’t have to if you’re not ready.”
You couldn’t help but smile at her in awe. At the way she never failed to look out for you and make sure you were comfortable.
“It’s okay, Nat. I want to.”
The redhead grinned at your consent and continued where she left off.
She slid the strap of your nightgown off your shoulder to make room as she gently nipped and kissed at the skin. The hem of it rode up on your thigh as her hand slowly inched higher and higher.
Your hand tangled into Natasha’s hair as your eyes fell shut again, a blissful sigh escaping you at the feeling of her. You felt her kiss a path back up to your lips, capturing them with her own as she began leaning over you. You took this as your sign to let her push you onto your back.
Just as her unoccupied hand fell to your back to guide you down onto the bed, there was a knock at the door. You’d barely gotten time to react before it swung open.
“Natasha, make sure you remember—” the voice began to speak yet quickly stopped after seeing the scene in front of them.
You jumped away from each other, creating as much space between the two of you as possible but it didn’t matter at that point. Melina stood in the doorway with her jaw dropped to the floor and eyes wide.
“Mom! What are you doing!? You do know it’s common curtesy to knock!?” Natasha rushed out, running a hand through her hair.
“I did knock, honey. Though, I didn’t wait for an answer. I see now that I probably should’ve…” she trailed off, glancing between the both of you.
You felt exposed under her gaze as you fixed the strap of your nightgown on your shoulder and pulled the hem down to cover your legs.
“Well did you need something?”
Melina now focused on her daughter, “I was just coming to remind you of the debriefing with Fury to go over everything tomorrow.”
“Yes, mom, I already know. I spoke with him about it.” Natasha said.
“Okay, I was just checking.” the woman explained as she began to make her way out of the room. “Don’t stay up too late, girls. And Y/n, please remember to cover up. Wouldn’t want anyone seeing those marks now would we?” she smirked before shutting the door.
Your hand instinctively came up to clutch your shoulder only to see that Melina was right.
A moment of silence passed when Natasha flopped backwards onto the bed with a groan.
You laughed at your girlfriend.
“I don’t suppose you still feel like doing this?” she asked.
You just shook your head and gave her a soft smile, “I think we should just stick to cuddling for tonight. I don’t particularly like the fact that your mother basically just watched you almost undress me.”
She chuckled, “Sorry, princess,”
“It’s fine. I liked it.” you admitted.
The redhead opened her arms invitingly with a smirk, “Good to know.”
You happily crawled into her arms and made yourself comfortable on top of her.
~ ~ ~
It’d been a week later when you guys tried again.
Your parents were hosting a ball at the castle as a charity event and despite your disinterest in functions like these, you obviously had no choice but to attend being the Princess.
What made it worse was Natasha telling you she wouldn’t be able to make it as her father had asked for her help with something.
Without her company it was difficult to avoid the elders that would question your future plans for when you become Queen, and the entitled kids of nobles who’d make terrible attempts at flirting although your relationship with the redheaded knight was well-known.
So that’s how you found yourself at the drink table for a much needed break from all the conversing. Though it was quickly cut short when Lady Hill had come to your side.
She came from a noble family whom your parents liked and always appreciated the help they provided whenever it came to the Kingdom. Through your families relations, you’d become friends with their daughter, Maria.
The brunette had always been a bit flirtatious towards you, though, that’s just how she was. Natasha on the other hand wasn’t very fond of that.
“Not enjoying the party, Your Highness?” she asked, reaching for a glass and taking a sip.
After taking a long gulp of your own drink you shrugged your shoulders, “It’s alright. I wish people would just start questioning my parents instead of me, but what can I do.”
“You could dance with me.” Maria smiled, “If people see that you’re occupied then they’ll have no choice but to leave you alone.”
Quickly, you shook your head and gave her an apologetic look, “Oh, that’s okay. I really should be getting back out there, but thank you for wanting to help.”
“Are you sure?” The brunette asked before smirking, “You know I’d make sure to give you a fun time.”
Before you got the chance to respond, hands covered your eyes and you felt a body against your back. You were about to push them away and scold the person until you heard them speak.
“Guess who,”
You would recognize that voice anywhere. Their hands fell from your eyes as you turned around to see your redhead smiling at you.
“Nat!” you grinned and wrapped your arms around her shoulders for a hug the best you could without spilling your drink on her.
“Hey, princess,” she said.
As her arms wrapped around you she made eye contact with the woman still standing there over your shoulder and sent her a glare, though Maria simply brushed it off.
“Lady Hill,” Natasha greeted her with a nod when you pulled away.
She returned the gesture, “Nice to see you again, Natasha. I was just asking the Princess if—”
“I heard you.” the redhead interrupted. “And I thought I heard her say that she was okay, so do you need anything else? I need to borrow her for a moment.”
Maria chuckled and shook her head, “Not at all. She’s all yours.” she smiled politely at the knight and watched as Natasha took your hand to lead you away, “I’ll see you around, Your Highness.”
You bade her goodbye before following your girlfriend. She’d dragged you through the crowd and towards a back exit of the ballroom. It was isolated and hardly anyone was back there.
When Natasha turned to you she was met with your face sporting a big grin. The redhead raised her eyebrows at your expression.
“What?”
“You know, I think this little war you have going on with her is all one sided.” you teased and the knight just rolled her eyes. “Maria is a good person and she respects us both enough to not actually try anything.”
“Well,” Natasha wrapped her arms around you to pull you towards her, “I guess I just wanted to give her an extra hint, and I’m happy to say she got the message.” You giggled and Natasha leaned in to give you a soft kiss.
It was short, but it still awakened the butterflies in your stomach. You pulled away with a sudden confused look and wrapped your arms around her shoulders.
“What’re you doing here? I thought you had something to do with your father.”
“I did,” she said, “But Yelena agreed to help him instead as long as I brought her food. And I’m glad I did so that I could stop Maria from trying to take what’s mine.”
You raised an eyebrow and a smirk took over your confusion as you leaned closer to her, “Oh, so I’m yours now?”
She closed the distance separating you even more as if it were a challenge, “You’ve always been mine, Princess.” Natasha whispered against your lips before connecting them with hers tenderly.
“Oh really?” you managed to mutter between kisses.
“Mhm.”
“Prove it.”
Your words made the redhead pause. She pulled away just enough to get a good look at your face to determine whether or not she correctly interpreted what you’d said.
The two of you hadn’t taken that step yet. When you tried before the last person who you would want to walk in, had walked in. But when the look in your eyes confirmed her thoughts, she smiled softly.
“Do you think anyone would notice if we left right now?” she asked.
You quickly scanned the room. Your parents were nowhere in sight. The elders who’d been pestering you earlier were immersed in yet another round of gossiping. Everyone seemed to be doing fine in your absence.
“I’d say we have a couple hours until I have to be back to start saying goodbye to all the guests.”
Natasha grinned, “I think we can make that work, yeah?”
“I think you might be right,” you giggled.
Giving her one last quick kiss to her lips, you took her hand into yours and made a B-line towards the stairs.
As you swiftly maneuvered through the crowd you avoided making eye contact with people as to not draw their attention. To anyone watching you in this moment from afar it would look as if you were on a mission they had no business interfering with.
The staircase had come into view and you were almost there, only for a figure to step out in front of you. You’d paused in your tracks so abruptly in order to stop yourself from running into them that Natasha had collided with your back.
“Y/n, darling! There you are, sweetheart. I’ve been looking for you!” your mother said.
You had to hold back a panicked look from taking over your features, and prepared to make up some type of excuse.
That you needed a few moments to get some air away from the party. Or that you suddenly weren’t feeling well and wanted to go up and rest for a bit.
But she hadn’t given you the chance to say anything when she continued talking, “Come with me, please. I have someone over here I’d like for you to meet.”
Words stuttered on the tip of your tongue as your mother was quick to wrap one arm around your shoulders.
“Mother, I—”
“Sorry to steal her from you, Natasha. She’ll come find you in a little bit.” she apologized to the redhead and your hand slipped out of hers as you were led away by your mother.
“It’s—” Natasha started to say, but at that point you two were too far away to hear her, “…Okay.”
Your head whipped around to look back at your girlfriend who stood there dumbfounded, “I’m sorry,” you mouthed to her.
Natasha just gave a small smile, letting you know that she wasn’t mad at you and watched you disappear from her line of sight.
What did it take to get some alone time in this castle?
~ ~ ~
The next time you tried was a few days later.
Your mother and father had left early in the morning, and would be gone all day due to a full schedule of council meetings.
Technically, you should have been at those meetings too. But you dreaded the idea of sitting through hours of political talk when you weren’t Queen and it wasn’t time for you to worry about those responsibilities yet.
In order for your parents to agree to let you sit this one out, you were to have a study day with Ms. Harkness instead.
She’d tutored you plenty of times when you were younger and not yet of age to begin fulfilling your duties. So it was a fair compromise.
Natasha on the other hand wasn’t exactly thrilled to know that you had the castle to yourself for the day, and yet you were too busy to have some alone time with her.
After a few sparring matches with Yelena in the courtyard that ended in the blonde quitting and dramatically accusing her of cheating, the young knight decided to check on you.
She navigated her way through the castle corridors until she reached the library where you usually study. However, she barely entered the room when Ms. Harkness appeared in front of her.
“It’s not often I see you in here Miss Romanoff,” the woman greeted.
The redhead kindly smiled, “I was actually just looking for Y/n. She is in here, right?”
“She is,” Ms. Harkness confirmed. Natasha attempted to move past her to find you, but the woman stepped in front of her again, “But the Princess is currently occupied and it’s best if her studies remained uninterrupted.”
Natasha huffed. You’d been cramped up in the library practically since the moment you woke up, so she hadn’t had a chance to see you yet.
“Could I just have a minute please?” the knight asked, “It’s kind of an emergency…” she added, hoping it would sway the woman’s decision.
Ms. Harkness eyed the young girl for a moment before humming, “Wait outside.”
Natasha did as told and waited outside the library, making herself comfortable leaning against a wall.
A few minutes must’ve passed when she finally saw you come out. You made eye contact with your girlfriend, and she noticed the almost panicked look on your face.
“Nat? Is everything okay? Ms. Harkness told me it was an emergency,” you said, clearly worried.
“Everything is fine, princess,”
“Then what’s—”
You didn’t get even halfway through your sentence before Natasha’s hand cupped your cheek to pull you in for a kiss.
The suddenness of it shocked you and your hands grasped at her forearms to steady yourself, but you quickly reciprocated nevertheless.
Her lips moved against yours tenderly and for a moment, everything around you was forced to the back of your mind.
She pulled away after a few seconds, but still hovered close, “Hi,” the redhead whispered.
You smiled softly, “Hi,”
Natasha leaned in again and you met her halfway. Her hands slid down to your waist to pull you closer and yours went up to her face as you deepened the kiss.
Your lips molded with hers perfectly, and you had no intention of returning to your studies anytime soon when Natasha was kissing you the way she was.
When air became a necessity, you parted again.
“So just to be clear,” you said as you attempted to catch your breath, “There’s not really an emergency? You’re okay?”
The redhead chuckled and rested her forehead against yours, “I’m okay, princess. Just wanted to see you.”
“That’s sweet,” you smiled faintly before pouting, your hands coming down to smooth out the fabric of her clothes on her shoulders, “But don’t scare me like that again, please.”
Natasha pecked you in apology, muttering a ‘sorry’. She’d planned to let you get back to Ms. Harkness then, but a gasp broke through the intimate moment.
“Oh!” one of the maids exclaimed and both of your heads whipped to look at the woman, “My apologies, Your Highness. I-I didn’t mean to intrude. I’ll be on my way now.” she said and hurried away.
You shared a look with Natasha shared, and then your chuckles filled the silence.
“I guess we probably shouldn’t be doing this here,” the redhead commented.
Your teeth nipped at your lip as you thought for a second before fighting off a grin. Natasha’s eyebrows furrowed at the look on your face.
“What are you planning?”
You didn’t answer her.
Instead, you grabbed her hand and led her through the hallways until you reached the stairs. The knight didn’t question your motives, already piecing together what you had in mind.
When you reached your bedroom you shut the door and locked it, keeping that in mind from your past mistake. The moment you turned back to her, Natasha was already bringing you in for a kiss.
She walked you backwards, both of you breaking into giggles when you almost tripped over your own feet. Natasha placed her hands on your hips to steady you, and led you until your lower back bumped the edge of the dresser.
Her lips trailed down your neck in search of that spot she learned you liked. When she heard your breath hitch, she chucked against your skin.
Your hand gently tugged at her hair to pull her away and bring her in to kiss you instead. In a moment of boldness, your fingers trailed down and began fiddling with her clothes. That was when a thought came into the redhead’s mind that made her hesitate.
“Wait,” Natasha murmured and pulled back. Before you could panic she continued, “Isn’t Ms. Harkness expecting you? I don’t think we should do this right now if we have to be quick. I want to take my time with you.”
You smiled at the sincerity in her words. Your arms came up to wrap around her shoulders and pull her back into you.
“No,” you said, and your girlfriend looked at you confused, “I might’ve convinced her to let me off the hook for the rest of the day, so I’m all yours.”
Natasha smirked at the news and bent down to grasp the back of your thighs, lifting you into her arms. You yelped and tightened your hold on her as she walked over to the bed. She gently laid you on your back before crawling over you and smiling down at you.
Leaning in, she softly connected your lips and you smiled into the kiss. You couldn’t help but gaze into those vibrant green eyes of hers the moment you pulled away.
You were completely and utterly enamored by her, and the redhead felt the same as she looked at you.
“I am so in love with you,” Natasha whispered.
She beamed at the toothy grin on your face, “I’m so in love with you,” you said.
At that, she tilted her head down and you met her in the middle, not expecting to pull away for a while now.
~ end ~
CONSTELLATIONS - Natasha Romanoff x f!reader
contains: soft smut?, drinking
a/n - first fic, idk what to make of it i kinda liked it, i hope you enjoyed :)
wc - 839
✩*⢄⢁✧ ⡈⡠*✩
I sit in my empty bed, revisioning that night with her. I will never forget the feeling of her breath against my skin, her hands against my hips, her kiss against my thighs.
-
It was a dark room, slightly lit by warm-toned, dimmed lights, but not much was visible. It was a crowded room with classic party music playing. Filled by sweaty, drunk, horny men and women. But you knew neither of you aligned with that stereotype.
She had found you stood in the corner, wearing a tight black dress, not leaving much to the imagination. It wasn't intentional, you weren't trying to act like a whore, or show of your body to anyone. It was just the first outfit you lazily pulled from your overcrowded closet. But she was glad you wore it.
She handed you a drink, told you to loosen up a little and have some fun, she most definitely could sense your tenseness. After you had drank the liquor, she tugged your hand until you were in the centre of the room, and she asked you to dance with her.
You'd never danced with anyone before, especially someone you didn't even know the name of. As much as you'd like to deny it and say you had no desire to, you knew it was because you were never asked. She could sense your hesitation, so her soft hands ran down your body and held onto your hips with a firm, but comforting grip as she moved your body in sync with hers. Your back softly pressed against her front, enough contact to send electricity soaring through your heart.
You danced like that for a good hour, tension growing between you each time she pulled your body closer into hers. She leant down towards your ear and whispered, "how about we get out of here?" while tucking a hair behind your ear. You could smell the whiskey on her breath, but you didn't mind. You lightly nodded and once again found yourself being led by the mysterious woman.
As she pulled you through the exit to the overcrowded bar, moonlight lit her features, and you finally could see who had been treating you so kindly.
Her auburn hair glistened as the stars blinked over you. Her emerald eyes shone brighter than any galaxy, instantly sending a warmth through to your heart. Small freckles were littered across her rosy cheeks, like constellations. You glance back up to her eyes, she was staring at you, so much passion coming from just her view. All this time, her hands still resting on your hips, as if she had some claim over you.
-
As you arrived back into your quaint apartment, you were pushed through the door, facing backwards, as you both rushed to tug at each other's clothes. Your dress was abandoned by the front door and your underwear quickly joined it. She only ever took her shirt off, but instantly your lips met the soft flesh of her breast, sucking softly until you left a red mark.
You both crashed into your bed as desperation and arousal fuelled your desires. Sweat mixing with spit in both of your mouths, not once separating for a gasp of air. She continues to caress your body, her hand travelling from your breasts down to the most desperate part of you.
Her fingers played with you in just the right way, making you bite your lip so you didn't make a sound. Your teeth crashed again, liquor overpowering the taste of love. As she went deeper, so did your fingernails in her back, mouth opening wide into an 'o' shape while your eyes clamped shut.
The only thought in your mind was "this feeling is amazing".
The taste of her skin slowly brought you back to life, slowly sobered you up, while she was still making you feel better than you'd ever felt before. Her tongue lapped up everything you gave her, you picked up her head and saw yourself dripping down her chin.
"You taste so sweet" she muttered before diving right back and and finishing what she had started.
-
After countless ends of you screaming with pleasure, you both laid face to face as you drifted off to sleep. She fell asleep before you, so you sat there and lightly placed your finger over her rosy cheek, tracing her constellations.
How could you feel such comfort in the arms of a stranger? A woman you had met not even 12 hours ago? A woman you still did not know the name of?
You didn't care, you drifted off to sleep with a full heart knowing she was beside you.
-
I'm sad now she left without a trace, I wanted something with her. No one has ever made me feel the way she did, in so many different ways.
I rolled over to grab my phone, and spotted a note beside a glass of water and 2 paracetamol.
"Thank you for last night, drink up honey.
Natasha."
✩*⢄⢁✧ ⡈⡠*✩
do i make a part 2??
→ ❁ 8teen, 𝒾𝓃𝒻𝓅 & 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴𝚂2𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴 𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴 ! ❥︎ `´ 𖦹 °. «𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒄» ּ ֶָ֢. playing in my mind rent free
30 posts