Can The Scam Accounts STOP Sending Me Asks?! I’ve Blocked 5+ In The Last 24 Hours.

Hello! I hope you are doing alright while the world around us falls. I have a question for you. How do you find inspiration to write? I am going through a horrible writers block and I have NO inspiration whatsoever.

So, I know the feeling.  For me, writing is kind of therapy.  (Even if what I’m writing about has nothing to do with what I’m feeling.  It takes the feelings and converts them into something else.)  So if you don’t have unresolved feelings, or if you’ve shut them down because the world is a shit show, it can be harder to write.

Inspiration is nice, but if you just wait for inspiration to strike, you might be waiting for a very long time.  Some days I don’t feel it, I just sit down and saying,  “I have to write this scene, and I can come back and edit it later, once I’ve laid the bones.”  Sometimes after a rough start, things flow. Sometimes I can get out a few hundred words, but I know it isn’t working, so I do something else.  (Reading books from a genre other than what I am writing is super helpful for me to recharge.)

Outlining can help.  Just write a few lines about what the scene needs to accomplish and what happens.  You probably know your process better than I can guess.

Also, I think a lot about what I plan to write while I’m doing other things, such as running, driving, showering, working, falling asleep.  I low-key have a process going in the background cycling through ideas.  They aren’t all good.  They aren’t necessarily focused.  But I find that if I’ve been kind of brainstorming (or letting idle thoughts trail off into my subconscious), I have an easier time later on when I sit down to write.  Sometimes I just run the outline through my head. 

Example:  “Oh yeah, that needs to happen but it would be boring just to have a meeting.  Oh, and why would that character be there?  I can swap them out or I need a better excuse.  What are they eating?  Does it matter?  Hmm, I’m hungry...” 

It took me years to figure out my process, and it’s worth it to try other things, but this is what works for me.  Hope it helps!

Getting mass-send ask lately spamming asks and dms asking for monetary donations 5,10, sometimes I see 50 dollars asking for money.

I'm sorry to the legit Gaza people but there are mixes of Gaza scammers who are guilt tripping me for needing to donate money that ended me deleting the asks/chats due to stress because of their constant spamming and messaging.

I cannot differentiate from legit to scammers anymore so deleting asks every time someone sends one.

I'm sorry please find someone else to donate. Sorry not taking chances and risks.

I am a probationary artist who is not only broke but UNDERPAID and is in a third world country. I am barely surviving and have barely any money to get by.

Is this what bi panic is like? Cause I'm feeling it 😭

What the past couple days have felt like

The real story is that of the individual characters. “Who am I?” “Who are you?” “Who am I to you and who are you to me?” “Why do we exist? Why do we look for a reason to exist?”

-Yoko Taro

Weight of the World

You look to the sky that look so ominous. Yet you are just standing unfazed of what is about to happen as if you couldn’t care the world.

Suddenly rain pour down on you….

  Your whole body is now cold yet you felt something on your face…

Tears..

Tears that are running down along your cheeks.

That is when you felt a heavy feeling in your chest, you couldn’t quite place it. Was it based on your emotions or something else.

But all you could do is let it all out.

You cried very loud because you can’t take it anymore. Is is it because of your parents, friends, classmates,  anyone who torment you or someone you love that you lost in your life? Or is it because of what you felt because life doesn’t go exactly like you it want to be…

Darkness crept upon you.

‘Why is it always like this’

Kingsman

*yawns* with Merlin

a/n: I'm sorry if it is terrible writing. Hope you like it anon-chan! ToT

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Being part of Kingsman may or may not be easy for you. Another day and another time of feeling haggard with sleepless nights to fill your days. It is all worth it for you can contribute some help in anway you can even if not everyone knows it.

You, (Y/n), are the lover of the best Hacker's (at least for you) Kingsman, agent Merlin. You never how it became the the two of you but it is all a bliss. A bliss that made both of you to be together in this relationship. It may not look that the two of you are together because in the eyes of people, you act normal but in the closed doors it is different yet so endearing.

The two of you are alone in the working station of the base at the night because paperworks. You may be expert at being part of Kingsman but not this.... work of labor.

"Ugh and done" you said in your exhausted form.

"Merl are you finished at your works?" you asked Merlin as you looked at him still busy doing some works in the computer.

"Not yet, love" Merlin replied tiredly with his sleepy eyes

"You know, my beloved? You can continue the work tomorrow right?" you suggestively said towards Merlin.

"I know but I rather not be-*yawns*" Merlin replied.

"Well I'm right, we should go home and rest" You replied holding hands with him as both of you went home.

bro. can people stop with the inc3st/r@pe reader x character fan fictions? you guys are genuinely gross. I don't want to know your damn intrusive thoughts 💀 "its so gross irl" then why write it?? are you stupid? if you think its gross then why do you write it down..i have blocked SO MANY people because they add something stupid shit like "dad!jing yuan x daughter reader" and its fuckin r@pe too. kys bro. you're psycho and insane. she ALSO makes those fan fictions to satisfy those same feelings for her blood relative brother. IRL!!! so its NOT just purely fiction either.

So....I did a thing

I just couldn't help myself. I might do versions for Makarov and Yuri in the future....

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