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Hey Beans-

Hey beans, I have a bit of a hellish update. 

Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. My grandma made a huge fight happen while I was on call with a friend, and things just escalated between me and her so badly I had to leave. When I came back home, my family was also on my ass about it all, despite knowing how she lies and how she instigates. 

She threatened to hit me, she threatened to kill Sammy, she hurled insult after insult at me and this all started because I didn't get up in time to do something she asked (Which was locking the door. I waited three seconds too long and she went off). 

When I came back after trying to let things cool down I was berated and told I had no right to be so “selfish” in the house, so on and so on, and the fight got so intense I had to just physically walk away, leaving the home and going two miles up the road because I did not feel safe. 

They made me so sick I began to pee blood again, as well as my sugar spiking and causing me to have palpitations. My heart cannot take this stress anymore, and neither can my mental health. I wish I could explain how bad the situation was. I had tears down my face, gasping for air, chest heaving and in pain, I felt like I was on the verge of passing out. 

I got in contact with some good friends of mine, who say they can help get me out of not only that home, but the entire state i'm in. But I need money to do so, for travel and gas and so on. As much as they can house me, they need me to pull my weight. 

I hate having to ask for help, I hate that I'm even in this situation, to the point I'm so sick I might have to be seen in the ER or sent to ICU. 

I need to come up with 700 dollars, and I'm willing to do some commissions, but with how sick I am I may take a bit to get back with you. I plan to leave by early June, if not the beginning of July, as that's when my friends are able to drive down and get me. 

Donations are greatly appreciated, even if you can only afford a single dollar, it’ll be more help than you know. 

If you’re wanting a commission, please don't send money and then ask, for your sake and mine. I’m incredibly overwhelmed, and I’ll do my best to get with you and explain rates. 

And if you’re willing to donate anything, here’s my Ko-fi link. 

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Again, I can’t thank you enough for if you donate or even spread this post around, even well wishes mean the world to me because I know you beans care and want to help however you can.

This post was incredibly hard to make, I’m still all over the place and trying to figure everything out, so I apologize if this sounds like rambling and nonsense. There is a silver lining however, as I actually have a way out this time, and I pray I can get out before things can get worse.

-Mommabean 

‘reader is a named oc’ then they are not a ‘reader’, bestie, they are an oc. there’s nothing wrong with ocs. but please for the love of god stop mistagging them as ‘x reader’.

Hi hi, I’m desperate to start saving up for schooling and possibly updating my rooms furniture so I’ll be doing 5 dollar usd headcanon comms for bnha and soul eater.

I’ll write a minimum of 100 words but have no word limit this time around

Here’s my request rules

Here’s my cash app

PayPal is still giving me problems so I prefer cash app at the moment. Sorry for the inconvenience

Tips are optional if you’re feeling generous but of course aren’t required!

Schooling is my biggest stress right now. I’m trying to be a nail tech and saving on a subsistence wage is extremely difficult. Even my cheapest option is 2,650 (tuition is paid in installments so I won’t have to pay a big chunk all at once but still). All I want is help getting to the resignation fee of 200

if tumblr shuts down you can find me on tumblr. ill still be here. they cant make me leave

Don’t fucking look away from Rafah, don’t look away, if you are willfully looking away then you should be ashamed of yourself.

Fuck the Met Gala, it means nothing but a distraction for those of you who are willingly looking away.

The Palestinians need our attention, they need our support, they need us to witness and remember and help when it is asked for and when we can.

All Eyes on Rafah, All Eyes on Palestine!

If a thousand people donated $20, they could reach their goal. If you can’t afford to donate, reblog and share this so it may reach people who can ‼️ Now is the time to act, the clock is ticking.

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Donate to Help us Survive and Provide For my Babies, organized by Saba Safi

The war in Gaza has been going on for more than 150 days now. My name is Saba Safi… Saba Safi needs your support for Help us Survive and Pro

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Donate to Help my family to evacuate from genocide in Gaza, organized by Abdullah Salem

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Always

Some of y’all really think racism in America looks like this:

When it really looks like this

I'm gonna be so fr I don't have anything in mind that I need but I just need luck

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god