A headcanon you will never take away from me is that Cassian’s choice of footwear is most definitely cheap ass flip flops he buys a new pair every week bc he wears them out but no one can get him to put his dawgs away
I'm giggling and kicking my feet while imagining two fictional people getting together and slowly finding real love in each other and working through their trauma- and then one of them dies. Suddenly. Preferably, the other was blackmailed to kill them, or they died to save the other. And now the one who's left can never fully heal, but can never go back to how they were before that person changed their life, and slowly fade away. Maybe they spend the rest of their life trying to find out who killed their love, to no avail. Maybe the pain just eats at them so much that they let the hollow feeling consume them.
This is so fun. (What is wrong with me?)
Me every month or so
New portrait time!! It's Morrigan!!! I wanted to design an outfit that she would wear into the Nightmare Court where she can rub it in everyone's faces how much of a goddess she is, with her come out of that darkness and creating her own light. I really had to work on this one to get it right, she went through many versions to get here, and im really happy with the result! she'll be on redbubble too!
It is @nestaarcheronweek aka the best week of the year!
For Day 1: Bonds, I have brought you sibling bonding, women helping women, and holding Rhysand accountable for his actions.
Read the full story (Completed!) on A03.
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Feyre had made this child out of love, with the notion that she’d be there to raise him. Nesta had thought, as High Lady, she’d have been granted the utmost care, the ability to make every single decision, to have a full working knowledge of her world.
Instead, they treated her sister no better than they did herself. With secrets.
Nesta closed her eyes, readying for her abduction off the streets.
Instead, the earth trembled, tilted, and abruptly, the male she felt too much for yet no longer knew how to deal with was stumbling away, flames erupting between them.
“Put your hands on her and you’ll lose them.”
Nesta blinked, pushing herself upright on the wall of whatever building she’d been leaning against, and looked over the barrier to see her sister in all her glorious fury, her hand outstretched.
“Feyre,” Cassian croaked, looking as shocked as she felt, something agonized in his eyes. “Rhys told me to-”
“Speak his name to me again, I dare you.” Her sister hissed. “I know exactly what he told you.”
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/64906348/chapters/166834348#workskin
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Nesta Week Day 2: Mask
I had this stained-glass-mask-metaphor idea but it ended up a bit too abstract and confusing, so I simplified to a stained glass window of Nesta with her Dread Trove (and Atraxia) She's standing in front of a gradient representing Prythian, and contemplating how to slay her enemies.
Then a few mask-related Nesta doodles.
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[SCROLL DOWN TO READ] Sorry Cass, but Rhys won’t share 😅
This is the first scene I wanted to draw once I finished tome 2 😂 I just love how Cassian helps Rhysand free himself from his tension by just taunting him, best friendship ever lol
A Court of Mist And Fury belongs to author Sarah J Maas
Wait
We were defending Dazai???
dazai and akutagawa make me sick too (though i discovered today that i had food poisoning and did not, in fact, actually throw up from bsd angst)
dazai was only a couple of years older than akutagawa and simply perpetuated that cycle of violence that the world around them followed, one lost and deeply disturbed kid trying to lead another and idk that just makes it all the more sadder because the intention behind dazai's actions weren't even intentionally malicious. who is to say dazai did not wholeheartedly believe, like he did for himself, that akutagawa could find meaning in the port mafia?
dazai, who is assimilated in the darkness, who lives around blood and violence each day, how would he have taught akutagawa something other than all he's ever known in his life?
i don't know i just feel like we need more nuance in this discussion when it comes to dazai's abuse of akutagawa, which isn't to defend him at all but to realize that it was a horrible position for either of them to be in; where the blind lead the blind.
I want to finish writing and drawing the unfinished work, but the voices THE VOICES
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