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Ao3 WHY?!?!! Come back :(

Imma just cry for the next few hours….

*sobbing*

It happened again ao3 is down and idk what to do with my life

The rage after Eden

I used to love the paradise

With all its wonders and beauty, so lovely and nice.

But now i cant help but hate it more…

How the waves used to hit the shore.

How the birds sang to an ethereal tune.

How everything seemed to glisten in the lights of the moon.

No this is not what what i hate now!

Its him, who broke the scared vow.

I am the one he blamed,

Said i should be ashamed.

I didn’t even eat the fruit.

But does it matter? Im as good as mute.

For what am i being punished then?

For speaking my mind over and over again(?)

„Oh no, she dared to have an opinion,

She was supposed to be my minion.“

Ugh, what a load of idiocity

I am not here to sit still and look pretty!

And yes he lied,

What shocking new.

He ate this goddamned fruit

Yet everyone believes i did

Well i didn’t. It was forbid.

What happened in the wonder garden,

Easy he begged pardon.

He put the blame on me

So i am caged and he is free.

I bear the punishment for his sins-

Thats why there has been only kings.

So yes. I guess i dont hate the paradise

I hate him… how he smiled!

How he lied!

How he dared!

How the holy Spirit flared

How i was left vulnerable and scared…

It started with the paradise

All i have left are those crushing lies

~Crimson