You Messaged Her In The Morning After A Sleepless Night To Ask How It Went With Her Bull? "Good Morning,

After saying no for years, we finally had our first threesome with an old friend last night. I couldn't believe how much my wife loved having two guys last night-but if I'm being honest, especially with him!

I know she wants more of that and I am definitely going to make it happen for her.

Make the call

She forces you to call her boyfriend and tell him that you are okay with letting them be together. She wants you to say the words to him, while she listens and he wants to hear that she is his now and your releasing her to him.

You encouraged her to cuckold you. You helped her find the perfect man. Not only one that she connects with passionately but also emotionally. He has a lot of the same qualities of you. Of course like you he has his flaws too but she is an able to over look those. The same way she did when she fell in love with you even though you have a sexual inadequacy.  A small dick, shame you feel because of it that makes you submissive. You have learned through experience your little dick inside women does not pleasure them the way they need. Something you can see in their eyes, how they respond to you when you are inside. So you learned how to pleasure them other ways. With your tongue, toys, and fingers. So good she could overlook that flaw, fall in love and marry you. At least for a while. You knew she would cheat, at least you expected it. After all you have a history with women that cheat on you, all of them, why would your wife be different. That fear, that feeling inadequacy, humiliation. With your wife it was different, the thought of her cheating was not painful, it was arousing. Because you love her so much, worship her, want the best for her and want to make her happy. So you encouraged her to cuckold you. Eroticizing your feeling of inadequacy, getting off on the humiliation. You witnessed with your own eyes other men fucking her. How they use her body for their pleasure. The way they pull her hair, slap her ass, push their thick cocks into her mouth, so thick, longer than your small dick causing her eyes to water and her to choke. Something you have never experienced giving a girl. She can suck your dick with ease, it doesn't even hit the back of her throat. Then watching a cock that is not below average penetrate her. How it splits her pussy lips open and makes her gasp. How quickly she orgasms and her body trembles. The first time you saw it, it was too much to handle, you thought then you lost her to another man. It made you even cry. Yet today you still masturbate about that experience. Today you are emasculated and feminized, a sissy cuckold husband who would suck the same cocks of the men that fuck your wife. You didn't lose her that first time you watched. Yes you got into a fight. Her pissed, it was your idea after all. You made up, you licking her used fucked pussy. Enjoying the cuckolding you encouraged her to continue to fuck better men. You never can reclaim her so you reconnect by licking her sore, used cum filled holes. Even licking another mans cum out of her ass. She knows she owns you. So of course she is excited that she has found a guy that she has fallen in love with. A man she wants has her primary partner. Not only does she desire him emotionally and physically, she trust him and now confides in him. With him she gets everything you give her but she also gets sexual fulfillment. You helped her find the perfect man for her. You always knew that couldn't be fully you.

Blog went public???

November 10th 2018, I started this second blog and during the purge it got perma private.

I log in and I see a picture in the little title area. (A feature banned to private blogs). While my main blog still remains perma private, this one is now public.

Why is it a big deal to me? Well now I have access to the "Archive" feature and can see all my posts in one screen and the dates I posted them. For some reason this feature is banned in perma private, maybe as a punishment?

Either way, welcome new guests! I am sure more traffic will now flow though.

She still loves you, but as her bond with her boyfriend deepens, that love is shifting. It’s not just the incredible sex they share, but the time, connection, and emotional intimacy they’re building together.

As a cuckold, you were raised with monogamous values, yet you've given her permission, and even encouragement to be with other men sexually. Enjoyed her being the slut you fantasize about and love.  In doing so, you’ve remained monogamous while inviting her into a non-monogamous life. That contrast creates a unique dynamic, one that challenges the very foundation of traditional love and partnership.

It can be hard at first to understand how your wife could fall in love with another man. How she can still love you and be in love with him. The angst, humiliation, feelings of insecurity and fear of her leaving you cloud your thinking. Even more the arousal you feel, how you jack off thinking about her with him. The way it makes you feel even more inadequate knowing he is fucking her better than you ever could and it is him she is desiring to fulfill that need while at the same time he is fulfilling other needs you used to. There are many kinds of love. Unconditional love we have for our children. Platonic love we have for friends who are there for you for support and encouragement the same way you are for them. There is compassionate love, being kind to people as a whole. And of course self love. The type of love and confidence a wife gains when she cuckolds her husband and learns she has her own freedom. Freedom to dress how she wants, flirt, have fun, see and do what ever she desires. 

The way we love our primary partner. That romantic and passionate love where you  desire just being with someone. That person you have a strong physical attraction to and chemistry that gives you that sexual fulfillment.  For you this is your wife. Even as she cuckolds you, gets fucked better by another man, it increases your own sexual fulfillment. Then all the kinky things. Licking her pussy after she has been fucked, cleaning cum out of it. Submitting to her and the men she fucks. Maybe even pleasuring other men yourself, being feminized and encouraged now by your wife. For your wife in love with her boyfriend this type of love may be shifting towards him. Then there is deep, enduring love. The love for a long-term partner. This is the love she may feel for you right now. Rooted in stability, a life built together, having children. A history of loyalty and encouragement. A comfortable place from a shared life and memories that are irreplaceable. She still loves you, but she desires you inside her pussy less and less and you fantasize about her pussy now only being available for other men. You are now having some of your best orgasms only being able to lick her, or rubbing your dick on her skin as she tells you about the amazing sex and weekend she had with her boyfriend. You are becoming more like to best girlfriends. Talking about men and how good they fuck, about their cock size, red flags that can be overlooked, about the next trip they will take and when. Then of course there is residual love. Our first girlfriend or boyfriend we fell in love with and had sex with. You never fully lose your love for them. An ex-husband or past partner. You can appreciate the time you had together, the shared history and memories. She may no longer be in love with you, but sill wants the best for you. When you step back and look at the full picture you can start to understand it. Be happy for her as you are aroused by it. The angst fades away. In the traditional sense, with the monogamous values you were brought up to believe it is hard to make sense of how she can love two people, how she can love another man the same way she loves or loved you. Share those intimate movements with him that used to be exclusively yours. Remember you encouraged it, and when you look at it with a clear view, it makes sense. You were part of making her happy both with you, then with another man as she cuckolded you, then with him she has fallen in love with.

Love seeing my hotwife like this 😈