Це ніколи не був любовний трикутник, як мені на декілька

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goD like im so fucked up over the idea of andrew and neil giving each other forehead kisses like

neil starts it b/c three inches taller is the perfect height to kiss andrew’s forehead

it starts as just another thing neil does during their iconic makeout sessions

(or like, you know)

(when they’re done)

but then neil starts doing it other times and andrew is just like ?????

neil will give him a forehead kiss before leaving for class in the morning

or right before bed

andrew pretends that he thinks it’s the most annoying thing ever, but he really really secretly loves it and how it slowly just becomes neil’s go-to form of affection

it takes a while for any of the other foxes to notice since it’s a pretty intimate gesture, so there aren’t really that many occasions for them to see it

months after it started, they finally see it when neil goes to ask andrew something during a scrimmage and before he turns to leave he just kisses andrew’s helmet (!!!!!!)

allison makes an unbelievable amount of money

they all think that they will never see andrew return the gesture in a million years 

but one day after a game the press is super nasty to neil and pull up way too much shit from his past

he holds it together until he gets back to the locker room but then he can’t breathe and the room is spinning 

and andrew just shoves him up against the wall to keep neil from collapsing, with one hand on his neck and the other flat against neil’s heart

“neil, stop. fucking listen to me, you’re fine, you’re safe here, it’s okay”

neil does calm down after a minute and just looks exhausted and worn out as he refuses to make eye contact with anyone but andrew

everyone thinks andrew is going to step away now that neil is fine but he doesn’t

he presses himself up on his tiptoes

and grabs neil’s face between his hands to pull it down a little

and kisses his forehead

It's a Holy Trinity! Socrates, Aristotle and Plato?

Hi, guys!

As you may know, I am Ukrainian. I live in Kyiv. I have lived here since I was born and I love my country with my whole heart.

I see a lot of misinformation under the tag "Ukraine". Most of it comes from American people, who try to explain the conflict in their own words. They can't. It's impossible to explain if you haven't lived here. There are too many influences on this conflict. You keep looking from an american perspective, which is not crucial in understanding the conflict.

For example, have you ever had you language forbidden? Like straight up forbidden by the law? It happened to Ukrainian language a lot of times thought our history. And who did it? The Russian Empire. And it's not the end of it. The genocides, the assimilation, the deportation. Have you even researched Ukrainian history?

You do not uplift Ukrainian voices enough. And you should if you care about what's happening. If you don’t do it, you're just doing a performance of your support and activism.

Lucky for you, I am a Ukrainian person! And I am DYING TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS. I scored 191/200 points on my graduation exam in history, so you can suppose I know something about Ukrainian history.

If you stand for Ukraine, uplift Ukrainian voices. Educate yourself. Learn Ukrainian history. Ask Ukrainian people

They really put the ha into hanging on by a thread

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I never do these things 🙈🙈🙈

Haha simp

Hi !

I’m looking for very graphic fics of Neil killing and torturing Nathan if you can find any

Thank you !!

Neil kills Nathan here with varying degrees of violence and gore. Some fics don’t draw out Nathan’s death to the degree you want, but I think you will still find satisfaction. -A

Also see:

‘Die Free or Die a Failure’ and ‘Night is the Raven, Day is the Fox’ here (on hiatus)

‘what it takes to survive’ here

‘Neil Josten’s Vendetta,’ ‘You Don't Even Know Me (It's Only A Feeling),’ and ‘The Nameless Monster’ (also below) here

‘Shinigami’* and ‘Shake My Tomb’ here (*abandoned, see author’s note on chapter 3) 

‘tokyo drifting’ here

‘Bad News From A Bad Friend’ here

‘lucid prayers’ here

‘The Real Folk Blues’ here

‘Sent to Drain’ here

‘Desperate and Broken (The Sound of a Fight)’ here

‘Iron and Ember’ here

Andrew kills Nathan:

‘Comeback’ here

‘Martyrs, Monsters, and Madness’ here (updated)

‘Andrew Joseph’ here

‘The Martyr Card’ here

‘It seems you've set it running free’ here

‘running with the wolves’ here

‘Armies’ here

Red Right Hand by hazey_sloths [Rated T (we say M), 11392 Words, Incomplete, Updated July 2019]

Nathaniel Wesninski has been trained to follow in his father's footsteps as the next Butcher of Baltimore. When leadership changes hands, Ichirou Moriyama orders a clean house and forces Nathaniel to help him. In the weeks that follow, it is discovered that Riko Moriyama's pet has run away to Palmetto State University.

When Nathaniel is sent to investiage what happened, he thinks he's just being sent to collect Kevin Day. He doesn't realize he'll have to deal with Kevin's guard dog.

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: blood/gore, tw: torture, tw: murder, tw: canonical character death

Appendages by autisticandrewminyard [Rated M, 37496 Words, Complete, 2017]

Nathaniel Wesninski grapples with his life as the heir to a criminal empire, as the vice captain to the Edgar Allan Ravens, and as the person he wants to be seen as.

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: blood/gore, tw: murder, tw: canonical character death, tw: drug use, tw: alcohol, tw: nonconsensual drug use, tw: implied/referenced abuse

Shrike by Leteel6 [Rated E, 13870 Words, Complete, 2021]

Neil never ends up going back to Baltimore. Instead, his father comes to Palmetto.

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: dissociation, tw: gun violence, tw: knife violence, tw: blood/gore, tw: referenced animal torture, tw: murder, tw: corpse desecration, tw: canonical character death

The Nameless Monster by kanekicure [Rated M, 108199 Words, Complete, 2020]

Part 1 of the The Nameless series, part 2 here

Nathaniel Wesninski wants nothing more than to see his father dead and buried. But when his father promises him the title of The Butcher, Nathaniel quickly realizes that his destiny of following in his father's footsteps is closer than ever before.

So of course, when he gets forced to go undercover for the Baltimore police, he start's seeing what living could truly be.

tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: violence, tw: ptsd, tw: murder, tw: canonical character death

WIPs to watch

The Moriyama's Dog by JellyTits_Hoe [Rated E, 22655 Words, Incomplete, Updated August 2021]

Nathaniel can’t move a muscle and he doesn't even know if he would if he could. He’s in such a petrified state that he could barely even hear his father's words. All he can hear and feel is his heart beating in his chest. Lola giggles so loud Nathaniel knows she did it so he could hear her loud and clear. The screaming stopped a while ago. Nathaniel can’t really point out when. Perhaps it was when he started to go numb all over.

-

In which Nathaniel Wesninski never escaped and instead became Ichirou Moriyama's personal dog.

tw: dark, tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: blood/gore, tw: referenced gang rape, tw: graphic torture, tw: maiming, tw: murder, tw: gun violence, tw: trained killer dogs, tw: knife violence, tw: abuse, tw: child abuse, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: depression, tw: hallucinations, tw: homophobia, tw: drugs

Retribution by hausofcloud [Rated M, 11023 Words, Incomplete, Updated Jan 2022]

Exploring the "what if" after Mary's death. Instead of continuing on to Arizona, Nathaniel makes his way back to Stuart and in his grief, trains to exact his revenge on Nathan and his inner circle.

tw: graphic depiction of violence, tw: canonical character death, tw: nonconsensual drug use, tw: knife violence, tw: blood/gore, tw: murder, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: implied/referenced child abuse

in consequence by sheskyripa [Not Rated, ​​3383 Words, Incomplete, Updated Jan 2021]

Part 2 of the in secret series, part 1 here

Ichirou gave Nathaniel a choice: become the new Butcher or continue play Exy. He chooses Exy, but for that, he has to eliminate his father.

Or Andrew and Nathaniel plan Nathan's death

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: internalized homophobia

Fractures by JayJFox [Rated M, 15902 Words, Incomplete, Updated May 2021]

Neil never planned to break Andrew's heart.

But Nathan Wesninski is alive and breathing down their necks, and Neil will do anything to keep Andrew safe from him even if it means pushing him away.

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: blood, tw: abuse, tw: alcohol abuse, tw: urge to self harm

trivial questions about a triple murder (with answers) by Leocante [Rated T, 20690 Words, Incomplete, Updated Jan 2022]

Nathan Wesninsky was dead. And so was Lola Malcolm. Romero Malcolm. They were all dead, their bodies scattered over the floors tainted with blood, with the prospect of peace. Baltimore could start healing.

Nathan Wesninsky was dead, but his killer was smiling, and Andrew couldn't shake off the feeling that it wasn't the end of anything. The city thrived off crime, and the crime itself was so much bigger than a triple murder. So much more important in the bright white of the interrogation room.

The killer was smiling. Andrew sat into a chair across him.

Cameras stayed off.

tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: violence, tw: blood/gore, tw: murder, tw: homophobia

Art

butcher neil moodboard by @shiggyduster

Neil with knives art by @emry-stars

a butcher neil doodle art by @xeyoaa

Nathan moodboard by @murder-nerd-nina-blog​

Okay, i really saw this on time. Just talked with my ex friend and he was asking for my forgiveness, 'cause he stopped texting me about 6-7 months ago and he missed, but not me. He missed himself when he was talking to me. I tried talking to him about this earlier, but he wasn't really answering, so i've just stopped talking to him. And now he wanted something from me. Funny

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