Sad bitches watch bluey under a soft blanket on their day off
I truely adore this...❤ he deserved so much better when he was alive. He is a true legend in my eyes.
I was thinking the other day and this thought came to me. When I finally decide to do tattoos , at least one of them is going to be Vincent van Gogh related, as my ode to him ( one of my favourite painters ) , cuz he only thought that he is the only person in the whole world that will forever love paintings that he made and no one else will do that … well I will carry one until my last day on this Earth so think again Vincent . I truly hope that he is in better place now and that he actually became one of his oh so adored stars that made him happy so lovingly much.
my identity doesn’t have to make sense to you. when I have the energy, I don’t mind explaining, but at the end of the day it doesn’t actually matter if you understand or not. all that matters is that you accept me and respect me for who I am
Why is this so true?! I just look at someone and I’m like “Yep, you got the ‘tism my broski...”
allistic people are like "omg i had no idea you were autistic" meanwhile other autistics can sniff each other out a mile away
autistic person entering a public building: (touches ground) one of my people was here.....
Some things I do to help manage my depression after a manic episode:
Find a good audiobook to listen to so i don't have to waste energy actually reading
Limit my time on social media
Let myself indulge in video games when I'm off work
Always have frozen foods for any meal in the freezer. I have pancakes and these honey meat and cheese crescent rolls I made for breakfast. I have random staples for other meals like diced cooked chicken, different types of veggies, mini potstickers, egg rolls, a pizza, etc
Stay stocked up with all sorts of soups. Sometimes a hot bowl of nutritious soup will set me right for an hour or so
Stretch in the morning and try to have a sip of water after
Use a water flosser and mouth wash when I don't want to brush my teeth
I like to make pasta sauce in bulk and freeze it so I always have fresh pasta sauce on hand
I make indulgent dessert teas with way too much sugar and chocolate
Make myself do a single chore a day no matter how awful it is. I sometimes cry the entire time even. Just 1 though dealers choice. I usually make the bed or do a load of laundry if I'm out of underwear
Blast music
If I feel the need to hurt myself, I do an intense workout instead
Sit in a small, dark room with a soft blanket and let myself be angry and sad and cry and kick and yell. I find being able to get the emotions out like this helps me a lot
Go to bed early and sleep in a bit
Play games on my phone instead of doomscrolling
Make myself have a glass of water in between other drinks so I can at least be semi hydrated. I get dehydrated very easy and it makes my mental worse
Give myself sweet treats as rewards. Things I normally wouldn't ever get
Go sit by the water and watch the snails or crabs walk around
Everyone is different so these things may or may not help you and that's ok. I'm just sharing things that help me. Some definitely take a lot of energy to do and I've found that pushing myself a little more every day helps me recover faster as long as it's paired with plenty of sleep and rest otherwise.
To dream of souls in flowers, to dream of gentle smiles.
- Juan Ramón Jiménez
And finally we meet Lune!!! :D She seems nice, and fabulous!
Edit later: I’m on mobile so I’ll fix links and stuff like that later!
unfortunately if you are an old friend of mine i will always care about you no matter what even if we haven't seen each other in forever because i still remember what you were like 7 years ago and i still remember how it felt to be young with you and i still have a lot of love for you in the back of my mind
Blackout Poem Made of Disability Benefits Applications and Denial Letters:
[Image ID: A blackout poem. The edges of the black are straight and rectilinear. I will indicate breaks in the line using the slash symbol /. Some of the excerpts include boxes where you could draw a check mark. I will indicate these by writing (box). The poem goes
Answer every question. / Please tell us if you want us to return them to you. / Select the heaviest weight lifted. / Using fingers to touch, / (Box) One hand (Box) Both hands / Using hands to seize, (Box) One hand (Box) Both hands / reduction / refusal / Termination / Penalty / You can give us more facts to add to your file. / You do not meet with the person who decides your case. / Notice of Decision — Unfavorable / Disabled worker’s name / Date given when disability began / Date of death. /end ID]
The final three lines are from denial of benefits paperwork for workers who died before the end of the mandatory five month waiting period. How many of those deaths are connected to poverty? I don't know, but I can guess.
South Park boys
I go by Bisho. I'm chronically ill, Autistic, and Physically Disabled. I love Horror Games and Kirby so much. I suck at social interactions online and in person.
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