The Fact That I Have To Be In The “right Headspace” To Do Even The Simplest Tasks. Absolutely Humiliating

did april even………………………happen

We all have battle scars. Suck it up and build a brace for yours.

‘ID: excerpt from ‘Mayakovsky” a poem by Frank O’Hara

“Now I am quietly waiting for  the catastrophe of my personality  to seem beautiful again,”]

May Calamawy as LAYLA EL-FAOULY MOON KNIGHT S01E03 - ’The Friendly Type’

               1x10 // 3x16

“I think I know why you’re so hell-bent on finding Jasper, why you’re always taking care of everybody else. You couldn’t save your father.”

Happy Eretria (◕‿◕✿)

  i. i never fucking loved you. i told you i did, told you i did so much and i never meant it. told you i’d die without you / didn’t know what to do without you / couldn’t live without you. i lied through my teeth. gritted teeth, red lips, & me, lying to you. making you feel good. me, leaving. making you feel so, so bad.

  ii. i loved seeing you break like that. so willing, so pretty – so desperate to fall in love. so i turned myself pretty for you / nice for you / perfect for you. and then i cracked your spine. sticky, wet tear trails on your rosebud cheeks, gasps as your heart shattered. i never loved you but seeing you wrecked, torn in half? perfect.

  iii. here is the truth: i am a heartless murderer and i get off to destruction. you, wondering: why? asking, don’t you miss me? begging, please? a ballet dancer, spinning around in this web of lies. this web of i love yous. the truth hurts, doesn’t it? here, listen closely, let me whisper this in your ear: i never loved you, but there, when you were lying on the bathroom floor, sobbing—there, i almost did.

CONFESSIONS, by esther liv

where are you gonna go?

i don’t know…