esmeraydreams

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Any headcanons about Shadow? Or if not Shadow, how about Rouge?

I'm gonna do you one better and answer both.

For Shadow? I imagine he's trans FTM. Gerald purposely made him to be AFAB so the hormone levels don't affect the test results so much when making a cure for Maria. His pronouns are he/they.

Rouge feels omnisexual to me. She has no problem with flirting with any pronouns and call them pretty.

Remembered to let you guys know I'm still alive.

Wanna ask me Sonic character headcanon questions?

@randomfoxgirl @lunarisublene

I was not expecting the fanfic one. I guess it means I would be popular in the Fandom??? Not sure about the flirt with everyone.

Consider yourself tagged if you are reading this:

Make this picrew of yourself

Take this uquiz (How Fandom Would See You If You Were A Fictional Character)

Thank you for the tag @machiavellli !

I'm not comfortable with my IRL so I went with my sona, at least as best as I could with the picrew. As for my hyperfixation? Mmmmmonkeys. I can't wait for season 6!!

@lunarisublene @randomfoxgirl

cute thing im coming up with

this picrew of yourself and your current hyperfixation !!

no pressure tags @pearlzier @julesssyy @reidsfavoritegirl @whitney23317 @willowsblanket @flowercrownsandtrauma @rottenletter

How are things so far with you

Busy with work and trying to get some privacy so I can draw.

How old are you?

About to be 27 in a couple weeks!

I don't really have Spotify.

@sunnybunnbs

@transfemininomenon tagged me to share my top 5 songs I have on repeat rn!

i'm gonna tagggg @chapst1ckmcdyke @lisanees @paopujuice @saturniidaedyke and @princesspinhead 💖

@randomgirldraws @randomfoxgirl @saucy-luis @sunnybunnbs

**YOU GUYS ARE MY WORLD!!!**

ok but does anyone else ever just

This is the final eeveelution I designed and I wanted to make it another fluffy one. I seen a lot of takes on the flying type from everyone making the pokemon more bird type. I wanted to go for the more elemental side of flying which is air or wind, plus I felt like we already have a LOT of birds. So I made a fluffy eeveelution made of clouds!

I know the ears make it look more dog like but some of the eeveelutions do look more canine or feline anyway. I also wanted to add to how the unstable DNA help with adapting so I thought it uses its fur as camouflage. Also I think make cloud elements darker to look like storm clouds is chefs kiss.

I had a bit of a tough time designing a ghost type eeveelution while still keeping it simple and slender. My friends told me the cape looked like Zero from the nightmare before Christmas so that was a happy accident.

A lot of ghost types are known to be mischievous or vengeful but since the eeveelutions are sometimes known to be very social I wanted to make this ghost seem sorrowful like it's in mourning after losing someone dear. I also took a bit of inspiration from Mimikyu with its true face being hidden by the hood and all you can see are it's eyes.

I seen a lot of bug type eeveelutions and I love how they managed to add bug elements to a fluffy animal like pokemon. I really love the ones that take inspiration from bees and moths, two of the bugs that are known to appear very fluffy. I took some inspiration from a bug type eeveelution called Hunneon. The bee elements just feels like it really works to me so I tried my hand at designing a bee eeveelution using a bumble bee.

I tried to keep it simple while making sure there was enough elements that translate it to being a bee. I also wanted to add a fluffy eeveelution so Flareon won't be the only one.

I had a steel type eeveelution that I designed that I want to redesign to look more like a pokemon. I'm really happy with how it came out looking more like an actual toy pet.

I have also drawn other types for the eeveelution but I'm not going to do all the types. When I design these eeveelutions I try to keep in mind of design elements they all share, like their slender built. They're also fairly simple with a particular trait that stand out in the design. I tried to add that in my designs so they look like they would fit into the eeveelutions.

@randomgirldraws @randomfoxgirl

Who else but the best!?

SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL KEEP THE GAME GOING 💛💛💛

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@heyoitseragon @augustbutalsoaugust @yeeravioli @bananaballs21 @themostfangtastic @millkky @dilemma-danger @alchemicalwerewolf @oddvanilla

Take this as my kinda last minute post for pride month and Mt design for the smiling critters at the same time.

I wanted to make their medallions into their own unique designs incorporated to their person. I like to imagine each has their own power thanks to their medallions. They're mainly passive abilities and represents certain aspects of them.

Dogday-Hope-Healing

Catnap-Dreams-Gives dreams induced by sleep

Bobby-Love (obviously)-Relive their happy memories

Craftycorn-Joy-Creation comes to life

Picky-Determination-Change in size

Hoppy-Courage-Super speed

Bubba-Trust-Hyper Planning

Kickin-Loyalty-Summons Star Board

A fresh banner with a new look!

I love my sona, and a lot of time I use my sona to reflect my personal journey. It's original was very different but it had a lot of problem and it was during a chapter of my life where things weren't great. So my idea of moving on from it is by changing my sona, like I'm starting a new chapter. Some of you probably remembered I had a poll asking what color scheme you like on my sona which was a huge mistake for me.

The issue was that I was trying to force some stuff to work together and as any experienced artist know is that you can't FORCE things to work! I was trying to keep the original dark pink hair and force some colors to work with it. When the pinky color scheme had the most votes I put them on my second draft for my sona and I wasn't happy at all.

The dark pink and lighter pink just makes my sona look like Pinkie Pie! I have nothing against her but I just know people will just be thinking "It looks like Pinkie Pie as a unicorn" and that's not what I want! So I took out the pink and tried different color pallets to see what I like and works well together. The indigo/violet colors works so well with the gold accents and made them pop.

Another issue I was struggling, which I had struggled with for years, was my art style. I love zoophobia and the potential it has, so much that I tried to work with the style. But it made me struggle with how my sona is structured in the face! It didn't look right or just looks scrunched up. I took a break from drawing for that Fandom and moved on to others like Welcome Home and Smiling Critters.

NOTE: The smiling critters a separate from the horror elements as it canonically has it's own show before the plushies in Playtime Co.

When I was drawing the characters that are more like plushies, dolls, or puppets I felt a lot better. When I gave up on making my style like zoophobia it just feels like it came more natural, like I'm not forcing it to work. Drawing like this felt more freeing for me and it made me happy. It left me feeling happier with the result, especially with the face!

So if you're struggling with your style or designing something don't try to force it. Just have fun with whatever style you want and you'll feel happier.

I know I have been all over the place about when or if I post but I got something I feel is worthy to posy about!

I was practicing backgrounds!! It took me hours if you don't count having to charge my tablet, and I feel so happy how it came out! You can see where I was experimenting with the trees and the lily flowers don't look thar great but the point of this was for me to practice and experiment with different brushes. I love the textures the brushes gave me as it gives off a children's story book vibe. Which is really great since I want to one day be a illustrator for children's books!

I really want to make art a sort of career/passion for me so I feel more happy with what I do. I mean that's what's most important right? To just do what makes you happy? I don't know when that day will come but I want to work hard towards it. I guess the hardest part for me is feeling happy with my drawings and putting myself out there. I have a mini series and working on some smiling critters designs right now that focus on character designs.

I'm currently standing in a Welcome Home and smiling critters fandoms. The plush and puppet aesthetic is kinds comforting to me. I'm not going to do anything with Poppy Playtime as I rather focus more on the toon show of smiling critters and not the horror toys comes to life game plot. Since the smiling critters show are canonically separate from plush versions in the game it's a lot easier for me to focus on them and make my own au without dealing with horror elements from the game. The fact the smiling critters gives off care bears and MLP from my childhood felt so comforting to me. Nowadays it's hard to deal with so much negativity in the world right now and we need some positivity to cope. For me it's things that would remind me of my childhood, back when things were happier and simpler like Sesame Street, the Muppets, or Care Bears.

Sorry for rambling there.

I have been summoned!!

I have a LOT of stuff in my files and I haven't really posted them. I really need to get into the habit of it.

-Zoophobia character redesigns

-Zoophobia next gen designs

-Smiling critters designs

-My sona redesign

-And a practice background WIP

There's a lot to be work with. Let's see who I can tag...

@randomfoxgirl !!

WIP title game!

Thank you for the tag @illarian-rambling !

Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

This game should be fun, as I have many silly names in my folders, most of which relate to the fandoms I wrote them for:

No Time to Cry

Descending the stairs

Bucky and the time he lived in the mountains with his murder daughters

Cadre-Coparenting - what could go wrong?

Shadow-hunting my - uh - multiple mental illnesses

Fourth Wing more like fortieth-wip

Character meets death (goes wholesome?)

TVDeeznuts

The Hunger-bar Games

Of Godparents and Aunt-sassins

Vigilante fic

A Glitch in the System

Who the fuck is Sally Sparrow? (plot twist she's me)

Re-do of Sally Sparrow except there's no Sally Sparrow and a completely different plot

Harry Potter and the job he should have gotten

Making my OC's be adopted by a bunch of adoring vampires is unrelated to my parental issues I promise

Oh fuck I'm doing a space fic, wops

Twi-mental breakdown -light

These are only the ones that I've actually written words for, each oth these has at least 2k of actual story-line, (some have significantly more, cough cough 115k Nttc), and that's still more than I thought there were whoops

That's... 18 fics there, honestly not sure if I know 18 people on here, but I'll try. Open tag as always for anyone I miss!

@once-and-future-fandoms @hyperfixation-tangentopia @nightstar-of-summer @syrensaft @shepardsherd @rkmoon @moonandris @writingbaddie @the-grim-and-sanguine @agirlandherquill @squarebracket-trickster @caxycreations @thebejeweledwatercat @brotrustmeicanwrite @wintherlywords @k--havok @stesierra @mikathewriter

was this entire list found by desperately searching my following page to see who is actually a writeblr blog? You'll never know

What is the b on rustys jacket mean? 🤨

The jacket he's wearing used to belong to his dad who's name starts with B. His dad gave it to him when he started high school.

What's a random fun fact you can give about your au?

Jack won't have his curse forever.

what are your fav ships? I like rusty x spam

Zillxjack

DamianxKayla

Spamexa

SaharaxMackenzie

AutumnxRusty

ChristinexSpring

SummerxPepper

CarriexCameron

TomxAddison

NathanxElijah

Who was Addison and Nathan ex boyfriend? Also I really like you're art 😊

Thanks! And to answer your question it's Gustav. He thought he could get away with cheating on the two because they go to different schools and wouldn't meet. But Addison still saw him with Nathan in public and the two absolutely dump his ass together and left him.

Ehy do autumn and winter have no antlers, they trans?

Well my Winter is technically trans ftm but that's not why they don't have antlers. I made them into water deers which is a breed of deer that both genders have tusks instead of antlers.

Isn't Damian's last name beezly?

In canon yes but it doesn't really make sense to me because it's meant to be short for Beelzlebub but Lucifer and Beelzlebub are separate people so I just took the last name Morningstar from Lucifer in HH.

Again, this is my au.

I needed to practice backgrounds so I drew my sona’s room. It turns out better than I thought.

I made a welcome home sona last year but I wasn’t happy with it so I completely start over and it looks so much better. I very much love witchcore if you couldn’t tell.

Here’s Vanexa for all the Vanexa fans! She’s pretty quiet and tries to avoid talking mainly because she sometimes stumble over her words and she gets very embarrassed about it. She’s very gothic with witchcore too and is a Persian mix breed.

is Camilla still their cousin in your AU or is she now their sibling? (And if she isn't, who's her parents?)

Yeah she's still their cousin. She was adopted by their uncle before they were born. She was abandoned by her biological mother who didn't want her to get in the way of her modeling career and her biological father was just a random modeling agent. Camilla is aware of who her mother is and would send a big Ole middle finger to her by living her life.

Character Asks Are Open!

Feel free to ask about the characters I shown before, but if they're something inappropriate or make me uncomfortable I won't answer them.

A group of deers is called a herd.

The oldest and most gorgeous deer of the herd had to be Camilla with her natural beauty and sassy but sweet attitude. Just remember not to annoy her when she's working behind the bar.

Spring might be the most skittish person you know as she tries to hide away or shrink back from people, especially boys. She's either in her garden enjoying the quiet or swimming in the pool with her girlfriend.

When there's a party going on you know Summer will be there. This wild child loves to have fun but doesn't handle peer pressure very well, especially when it comes to alcohol.

You heard of Jack Frost? Well Winter is Jack Frost incarnate as a menace to society.