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somehow, amazingly, i have hacked the impulse that makes me mindlessly scroll on my phone. it's not gone but i've paired it with a conscious thought process that goes like, "what's my goal here? i'm looking for entertainment, for information, for something that makes me feel more optimistic and interested in the world i live in..."

and because that kicks in between apps, too, i'm not doomscrolling as much. i'm intentionally seeking out posts or videos or whatever that actually mean something to me. when i'm not satisfied i walk away or pick up a book instead. most subtle yet impactful change i've gone through in years

i did not intentionally set out to change this. i've just been working on my mindset in general. hey, turns out having a good therapist again helps

Shimmering I and Ghostly Hand, Cecilia Reeve, 2023.

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Average succession fan

succession ships are so bonkers. a failing marriage between two blockheads stuck in a miscommunication void? a weird homoerotic power-play relationship between a woman’s husband and cousin? a shitty humiliation boy getting his world absolutely rocked by an authoritative milf? a manic addict and his on-again off-again thing with his old college (fuck)buddy? or that same addict and his new gf who happens to be the cousin of his dad’s biggest competition? incredible. breathtaking.

Today I cried a little bit because I remembered that when Beethoven conducted his ninth symphony for the first time he got a standing ovation and one of the sopranos had to turn him around to see the audience.