- 6/12/2018

Does any body else just ever look back at your art from like a week or two ago and like realize that you like that far better than what your doing now… so yeah…

- 2/22/2018

I still wish they healed the baby manticore after the battle ended…

-Nott was awesome once again

Potentially cute but currently cursed and exhausted

explain your gender in 10 words or less without using boring words like “male”, “female”, “nonbinary”, “masculine”, “feminine” or “androgynous”.

go!

- 2/03/2018 Well I attempted digital painting... in the mean time I'll continue posting these while I continue to attempt more

- 2/06/2018 So I got on tumblr to post and saw that what I was planning to post was already on here so I check my photos... and find this. I only remember drawing one of these faces... I need more sleep

I don’t think healthy people every really get chronic illness.

I have a friend I know from when we were both 6. She is the only person living nearby and so she saw me go from walking through limping to wheelchair on a daily basis. I keep her updated on my health even tho we rarely hang out anymore. She was gonna come over yesterday and I had to cancel. She asked if I can’t hang out later that day. When I said i won’t feel better later, that if I feel that bad in the morning later will only get worse she got annoyed and “joked” that I’m just finding excuses. And I was surprised, she knows all about me being disabled after all? So, a bit taken aback, I told her it’s a normal thing for me.

“But you got the diagnosis now, aren’t you better?? I thought you’ll get better now”

She was honestly surprised and it made me realize a thing. They don’t get it. They don’t get that getting diagnosed only equals benefits like welfare or parking spot for us, and sometimes better pain meds but that is just like pushing luck. That it’s a forever thing. That that one day we felt good a week ago was just a bright spot and doesn’t mean we won’t need our aids anymore, cause chronic illness is not linear and will make a great comeback in next four hours, and the next good day is planned on when we’re 70. Cause when abled people are sick, they get better. And our illness is just an excuse for them. And when we say we will never get better they think we’re being dramatic and pessimistic. And I don’t think they’ll ever get it, cause to get it you need to live it. And I want my friends to stay healthy and not go through hell.

- 1/07/2018 I got a good amount done on this one. Like normal most are redraws or drawings of people I saw on Tumblr (no tracing ever and I mainly use them as references for facial features and expressions) but yesterday I also used dungeon meshi as a reference (I bumped into one of the books and after a quick full reread I drew from it)

*cracks open a bag of candy and a jar of salt* SO, HALLOWEEN PSA TIME

Google Ambient Chaos if you ever need background noises for writing! It's a customizable soundscape website.

Anon, when I first saw this ask, I thought it was going to be one of those mixers of nice, traditional sounds, like rain or a coffeeshop. And it is! And there's lofi hiphop, my favorite sound to write to! Which means this is legitimately an excellent tool for writers, and I love you for introducing it to me.

But I also want to say. There are some choices here. That I need to point out. Because they're either fantastic or questionable, and I can't decide.

Things like . . .

Couple arguing.

Medieval battle.

Beehive, where you can write to a fuckton of bees.

Crime scene.

And actually the perfect soundscape for NaNoWriMo.

(It's here, for those curious.)