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- 1/02/2018

… day 2 and I’ve watched a tutorial that was really helpful… but to actually improve I must change the practically automatic way I draw faces (it all takes longer now)

- 3/20/2018

- 1/28/2018 I drew most of this while watching the good place and scrolling through tumblr (mostly @lesly-oh's blog cause she's awesome) so I know I drew at least one of her oc's and while I may have started to draw the other like many of the other doodles they became a mix of tumblr and whoever's face I happened to be watching cause I forgot who I was drawing.

Shakäste (I imagined the beard wrongly)

HOW IS THIS SO PRETTY

wendy doodle from awhile back😋

Third time this week I turned on a light and it blew out, maybe I’m the problem...

- 1/13/2018 Watching Bob Ross videos is amazing. I decided to watch a little of the stream (old reruns) before I took a shower before bed and 3 hours later I'm having an intense discussion in the chat about whether there will be a cabin or a path in this one

- 1/24/2018

Good therapy ≠ less depression sometimes

So I've been thinking back to when I went to therapy a while ago, and while it was great for giving me perspective about how it's okay to feel like shit with all the things you're going through (and how the therapists were honestly surprised i wasn't doing worse) in the long run I think it made my depression far worse. It started the trend of me trying to look at all my problems subjectively. I kinda miss being ignorant cause it turns out most of my issues are things I can't even affect if I wanted to and life kinda sucks...