I Saw A Picture Hung Up On The Wall

I saw a picture hung up on the wall

of you kissing a boy with shaggy brown hair

A joint between your fingers

while your hand rested on the back of his head

Your hair was like chocolate and your lips peeking out from his like salmon

It made me shake while a great pink flower bloomed in my chest

while coldness burnt my skin

The other pictures you keep up

of you heartily kissing your many girl-friends

Small polaroids stuck together perfectly like part of a ritual

Your boyfriend lets you kiss girls

for photos, drunk, high, at night, for show and posted on Instagram

Please, honey

Bring me back from the dead

with the wet and warm and violent of your kiss

Please, honey

Don't hesitate

when you get the urge

to greedily put your hand under my shirt

My flesh was only formed for you

Please, honey

Keep this only in your mind, forever growing with mystery and mistake

Please, honey

Start up quickly then linger at the door

moved by my stillness

Honey, I'll cry once you leave

I'll shiver and shake

and think of you whenever I get my tits squeezed for the rest of life