Rereading Blue Lily Lily Blue. Gansey, Your Autistic Swag Has Forever Bewitched Me

Gustav Klimt study with Gwenllian because I luuuuv her

thinking about adam parrish as "adam" parrish, the first man- not able to rely on anyone else, needing to do everything for himself. the constant fear hanging over his head of returning to the (henrietta) dust from which he was made, of never outgrowing his upbringing.

blue sargent, whose name immediately evokes strangeness- and ronan lynch, whose name immediately evokes violence.

noah czerny, who is known by his first and last names independently - acknowledged only for his self (gangsey), or only for his family's wealth (whelk). either way, always fragmented and never the whole of who he used to be.

richard campbell gansey iii, who goes by gansey, his family name. gansey, who is constantly trying to live for other people and never himself.

there are two wolves inside of me. one is wolf 359. one is wolf 359's clone that i've locked outside my space station in the middle of a solar flare.

Gansey dies because he’s always on that damn phone !!!

the most gansey song ever.

…for ever in my hearth

you’re in his dms, i’m trapped with him in a tragedy where we have no control over our predetermined fates. we are not the same.

when you cycled by, here began all my dreams

my scholarly physique and delicate constitution are not well-suited to questing, but they keep me around because i’m very good at saying ominous and unsettling things at significant moments