This But In An Inverted, Transmasc Femboy Way

Me: You know how when you were a kid and you’d wish that you’d get sick or injured in a way that would justify why you didn’t live up to your potential?

Everybody, apparently: No?

got excited about hormones the other day (at 3:29 in the morning)

procrastinated on updating my character masterdoc for a long ass time and now i have to add like ten new guys all at once lol

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The Sox9 gene is upregulated in the absence of sex-determining Y chromosome and Sry gene in Amami sp...

plus, amami rabbits- https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amami_rabbit

and the weird parasitic non-photosynthetic plants they sometimes eat- https://www.kobe-u.ac.jp/en/news/article/2023_01_24_01/#:~:text=Balanophora%20yuwanensis%20is%20a%20host,and%20defecating%20underground%20in%20burrows.

apparently amami oshima just has some weird biological shit going on and it rules

I just learned about spiny rats and they just look exactly like that sounds

going to hang out with a cat for a while tomorrow. pretty excited about it. i dont know her super well but she seems nice :)

it may need to involve figuring out my various undiagnosed health problems but that sounds not fun

going to turn 20 and then have a couple of surgeries. i have not planned out my life after that, i will just Figure It Out i guess

not really sure whats causing the explosion of guys. i have like. at least two more now. its too many guys

i have A Lot of characters but i dont really draw or write or anything so theyre mostly used for playing video games. i keep track of them all with a google doc that i do not update enough. im going to have to spend like a week making them all on heroforge sometime.

also i REALLY want to play skyrim as my new guy or my other, slightly less new guy or even a third, only moderately new guy

sometimes when im really thirsty it manifests as despair. dont know if thats an autism thing or what lol

oh no im going to have to answer birthday texts tomorrow

i would like to be done having surgeries for a while now please

have to get up in like six hours to. get my wisdom teeth removed. this is fine