I want you to tell me right now why I have to be sorry for struggling so bad it felt like there was truly no other option? If it was you having that problem I would fucking be there. But if it’s me, hell no, right? How dare you have problems! How dare you feel that you’re only way out is to try and go and when you fail, try and forget.
Like go ahead and talk shit if you aren’t doing it already but whether you give a damn or you don’t if I’m alive or dead, it still hurts and impacts. I’m so tired of this happening with everyone I know like I literally can’t keep doing all this. I mean this in full seriousness in case ppl continue to not take me seriously.
Still can't stop thinking about Brothers AU.
Who does Pony share the bed with?
Is it still Soda? Johnny? Do they take turns? Is sharing a room enough so he sleeps in his own bed or does he need another physical presence right there?
I had a terrible (meaning evil) headcanon of the AU that I need to share. The Curtis household has 3 bedrooms. So when their parents were alive, they had 3 boys to a bedroom: Darry, Two-Bit, and Dally in 1, and Soda, Steve, and Johnny in the other. Pony was the reason they didn't have another after him because he slept in his parents bedroom since they ran out of space (he was probably an oops baby). When their parents died, in their grief the boys didn't think about that fact during sleeping arrangements and Pony didn't want to be a bother, so he slept alone for the first time in his empty parents room. His brothers all had each other, but he was alone. Undetermined amount of time passed (probably at least a few days after the funeral), they didn't realize until he woke up the entire household screaming from a nightmare. Beds were moved around the next morning. Pony still feels guilty about it.
I love that you love it! I need to write more frfr
for the whole rooms thing there IS three but I figured they would go wherever they wanted to or with whoever they wanted to be around
omg this killed me (I love it) enough this is preposterous (keep going)
ok so this might be canon.
guys I wanna write this should iiii
im not gonna make it and i know it
It’s like. 1 am. But I have a test. And I’m bad at time management. Which brings me here. Ab to end it. How swell.
I feel honored to be on this list (bro bros was the accident child didn’t plan it at all lol) 🫡
we never yap anymore in small occasional intervals the way we used to (I'm DELULU) 😆
top 5-10 favorite outsiders fanfics 321 go!
gang my phone broke so I'm using my mom's and haven't had access to tumblr a lot 😭😭 I miss the yapping
Okkayyy I LOVE RANTING ABOUT FICS OMGGG (these aren't really in order, just ones I really enjoy) (also only complete works so mostly one shots but wtv)
1: I am a SUCKER for PaperCut, especially with loser, pining Curly.
2: I love soda soooo much and he's so silly omggg (also background Papercut)
3: this is the first work in a series and I LOVE IT SOOO MUCH. really anything by this author is amazing!!!
4: another Papercut fic, do you see a pattern??
5: TEMPORARY OF COURSE I LOVE YOU LND!!
6:pony is going THROUGH it y'all
7: I haven't actually finished this one yet but it's sooooo good so far
8: I love pony and darry sooo much
9: gang is protective of pony, but what's new?
10: two-bit and pony mean a lottt to meee
being petty is my job spite is so fun fr
Im gonna attack you tf you mean “if it’s to spite Jay then yes”??????
I ❤️ spite
Imogen: So... what would you do if you were in bed with me?
Jaron: Depends. Is your bed comfortable?
Imogen: Yes.
Jaron: I'd sleep.
for those who missed last week on shameless (mares world) how fucking dare you miss an episode! (Too much has happened lmao) (boy do I have tea)
both kids who wanted validation from authority just in different ways
why do ppl like this life thing sm. me personally i can’t find one singular good thing.
🫶🫶🫶
we never yap anymore in small occasional intervals the way we used to (I'm DELULU) 😆
top 5-10 favorite outsiders fanfics 321 go!
gang my phone broke so I'm using my mom's and haven't had access to tumblr a lot 😭😭 I miss the yapping
Okkayyy I LOVE RANTING ABOUT FICS OMGGG (these aren't really in order, just ones I really enjoy) (also only complete works so mostly one shots but wtv)
1: I am a SUCKER for PaperCut, especially with loser, pining Curly.
2: I love soda soooo much and he's so silly omggg (also background Papercut)
3: this is the first work in a series and I LOVE IT SOOO MUCH. really anything by this author is amazing!!!
4: another Papercut fic, do you see a pattern??
5: TEMPORARY OF COURSE I LOVE YOU LND!!
6:pony is going THROUGH it y'all
7: I haven't actually finished this one yet but it's sooooo good so far
8: I love pony and darry sooo much
9: gang is protective of pony, but what's new?
10: two-bit and pony mean a lottt to meee