I Wasn't Expecting To Run Into An Incredible Metroid Post On Tumblr Today...

"In March I'll be rested, caught up and human."

– Sylvia Plath, from a letter to "Aurelia Plath" written c. February 1953

Estoy bien *Creció sin contarle nada a nadie*.

— Seguen

i wonder how winter will be with a spring that i shall never see

-Erblicket Die Tochter Des Firmaments - Burzum

Gunnar Silins, Under the Sign of the Black Mark (1987)

Sometimes I just need to make a really shitty meme for fun.

Tomodachi life is going to take up majority of my personality for the foreseeable future

Pagan Barn Owl

Something I had to learn upon entering the left hand path, was that self deification (becoming a god/dess) is not egocentrism. I was raised in the common Christian mindset that people who don't believe in God try to put themselves above him. That they're selfish and apathetic and only care about themselves. They're trying to become God, quite like the tower of Babel Story. How vain of them—right?

What I realized as I followed this new path, in which the ultimate goal of my life has become self deification, is that that process is not about egocentrism, it's about being in control. About being accountable. Something that most Christians are not.

To them, bowing to a god means giving up all responsibilities and critical thinking, under the disguise of being humble and worshipping God as the highest of beings. Meanwhile LHP practitioners call themselves god, distinctly because we take full responsibility. Because we know that we are the only person who can control our life and we must take accountability for all that we do. That is what makes us a god. The god of our own lives.

I think what Christians don't understand is that we don't make ourselves god of other people. Unlike them, who try to make their god everyone's God. If anyone is egocentric, it's really them and their version of righteousness. But surely not me by taking the responsibility that they avoid by simply hiding behind the words and morals of someone who controls their entire life.

So I'll let them call me egocentric. If that's what it takes to be my own god, I'll risk looking like a self centered, apathetic bitch to everyone else. At least I get to make my own decisions.