Little Space People Are Surprisingly Calming To Draw

shit im probably not gonna finish

Vision Portrait that's like . Almost pretty much done because I locked in for three hours during a shift after having heavy art block and got silly

A Crispy Apple is gone for now.

over the past few days I have been talking to Anna a lot on the whole thing that went down. The people she was referring too in her posts, and the whole fandom altogether. Anna was in the fandom longer than I was and I think there are only a handful of hold outs that are still here from the beginning. 

The sad fact is Anna was the most neutral person in the fandom. She helped people with their questions and she never meant to be an answer blog. She was the person who did the most for all of us as a collective and a few people drove her away. That to me is unforgivable. 

I was never to talkative with her until this happened but we had talked before. She gave artists a safe way for them to have their art spread in a way that was supposed to be safer for them. That was of course until the few toxic idiots had to go and start crap with her or better yet steal her posts. I have seen this persons blog. It is an exact copy, written word for word the same, in the exact format Anna used. Though the person in question has also talked with me that they took their posts down, I just saw they had not. This is the reason Anna left. 

Those who know me or have followed this blog should know by now I defend my friends. I consider Anna my friend. You want to say BS about how she wasn’t a creator. She was just that. She was a defender of artist’ s and their work. She worked quietly and more politely then most of us would ever be. She created a blog that gave us access to many more pieces of art then most of us would ever see. She did so with the artist’s in mind.

I hope that she does come back at some point but I will keep defending her and her posts. The fact that a bunch of idiots who can’t read all that well are the ones bringing the hate to people is sad. It is even more sad that just a few of you are so self absorbed that you think your opinions are better than everyone else that you are literary sucking the life out of this fandom. So thank you for ruining something because you think your opinion is so important I will tell you right now, it isn’t.

if yuji was a thing back then maybe everything wouldve been ok ..

It’s my first time at IKEA and these kids are watching Shrek.

Here’s a lil Misa I drew while drunk at a bowling alley (instead of bowling)

I have a long history of putting undue pressure on myself to only post things I deem “completed”. I’ve kept my sketches and quick works separate even if I really liked them. Ultimately I’d end up feeling trapped because if I liked a sketch I felt I had to “finish” it in order to post it, rather than just letting it be what it is. Months would go by and all I’d have were a big pile of “unfinished” works. NO MORE!! I’ll post whatever I think looks halfway decent and probably also some stuff I think looks terrible!! I just don’t want my online presence to remain in a chokehold of meaningless productivity!!!!

I’m vaguely uncomfortable

i dont “have ptsd” that’s all just the wizard’s curse

im sorry I can’t be her

It’s her!!