she said talking to me is always pleasant and that she thought about me yesterday ??????
WHAT DID SHE SAY??? GIVE US UPDATES
i’m so embarrassed 😭😭😭
i brought her cookies and didn’t plan to stay but i ended up staying the whole of lunch and we were just having our usual conversations. and somehow it came up in conversation that she had a student a few years ago who wrote her a love letter before he left ??? and she was like . that was kind of funny
and then i for some reason decided to come out with “i used to have such a crush on u in like first year “ ??? like ???? why would i do this ??? i made it clear to her that it was a “former “ crush tho
and she laughed and said she never noticed but she was flattered . and then just started talking about gillian anderson lol
and i was leaving i was like i’m so sorry for telling u that and she replied with its ok happens to all of us , see u next week ???
then got a uni acceptance so i sent her an email which she hasn’t replied to , but knowing her she’s probably sleeping and will reply on monday
not sure what to make of this tbh but not a bad thing ?? and she said the cookies were good so
she asked me if i was down today like do i really look that depressed lmao?? but we had an hour long conversation and i feel like i’ve really got to know her better . she said she always looks forward to seeing me and she doesn’t really talk to many other teachers in our school (there are reasons but if i posted it here anyone who looked at this account would instantly know who i was ) and it was so cute i almost died 🥰shes started telling me more personal stuff too i really love it- me 7 years ago would never have imagined this
make it happen !! i’m really shy and literally never spoke to her outside much of class until this year, then one day i asked her for help with my university application and sat with her over lunch one day . this turned into me seeing her far more often over lunch , but i definitely had to make all the effort in initiating it . now we talk when we (rarely) pass each other in the corridor and she asks me how i am in class and we have conversations . next step is getting her number lol
i spent lunch w j today and OHMYGOD
we were talking about keeping in touch after i leave and she said it’s fairly common for people here to come back on their university holidays and say hi to their teachers , and she even said she is going for coffee with a former student this weekend . so. we will be doing that
she also said she’s free same time tm so it’s a date lol - should i bake something or bring anything ? ADVICE PLS
This Work Never Ends - Jenny Hart, 2002 hand embroidery on salvaged cotton
February TC Challenge Day 2
2) if they were here right now, and you could tell them absolutely anything, what would you say?
i mean given the fact i’m in my bed looking as crusty as possible it would not be the best scenario for a meaningful confession and if she was with me in my room i think i would have alluded to some feelings previously.
however if i was just with her at 23:51 regardless of location i would tell her everything i’ve ever felt about her and how she’s the only person who makes me excited to live
Fuck it I love you // Lana Del Rey
I JUST TOLD HER I USED TO HAVE A CRUSH ON HER . AHAISIDKDJEJWKSKSKSJSNDND E
first time seeing j back at school after easter and
i spent all lunch in her room and it just . felt like home
she said “fuck” today and it was the hottest thing ever