Filiasapphonis - Filia Sapphonis Sum

Temple of Vesta, Tivoli, Italy

went to leave books back in to school today and she wasn’t there .

From The 50 Greatest Love Letters of All Time, edited by David H, Lowenherz

WHAT DID SHE SAY??? GIVE US UPDATES

i’m so embarrassed 😭😭😭

i brought her cookies and didn’t plan to stay but i ended up staying the whole of lunch and we were just having our usual conversations. and somehow it came up in conversation that she had a student a few years ago who wrote her a love letter before he left ??? and she was like . that was kind of funny

and then i for some reason decided to come out with “i used to have such a crush on u in like first year “ ??? like ???? why would i do this ??? i made it clear to her that it was a “former “ crush tho

and she laughed and said she never noticed but she was flattered . and then just started talking about gillian anderson lol

and i was leaving i was like i’m so sorry for telling u that and she replied with its ok happens to all of us , see u next week ???

then got a uni acceptance so i sent her an email which she hasn’t replied to , but knowing her she’s probably sleeping and will reply on monday

not sure what to make of this tbh but not a bad thing ?? and she said the cookies were good so

“I am nothing in my soul if not obsessive.”

— Donna Tartt, The Secret History

“I didn’t even try to love you, it just happened.”

—

this is my last year of school. only thing getting me through it is i can tell her my feelings at the end of it

Donna Tartt by Gilles Peress (1993)

February TC Challenge Day 2

2) if they were here right now, and you could tell them absolutely anything, what would you say?

i mean given the fact i’m in my bed looking as crusty as possible it would not be the best scenario for a meaningful confession and if she was with me in my room i think i would have alluded to some feelings previously.

however if i was just with her at 23:51 regardless of location i would tell her everything i’ve ever felt about her and how she’s the only person who makes me excited to live

also gillian anderson avatar fuck yeah. she’s so hot and kind of looks like j 🥰also j said to me that she’s hot once so ….. even more reason