Bsd "deleted Scene" (right After The Lovecraft Fight)

How people look at me when I tell them I wanna cut every inch of my body and go to the mental hospital so I can finally be in a place where I feel free of responsibilities and cared about:

i am him, he is me

Autistic Regulus Black who only wears certain clothes/textures, he has about 5 outfits that he cycles through, and in anything else he can quickly feel trapped

So, imagine James’ surprise when he finds Regulus curled up in one of his hoodies, looking perfectly comfortable

I liked this a lot

omfg i was starving for control i feel so stupid now.

it wasnt about my body when i started and whenever i eat ANYTHING, i felt so sad. it was about control, it was ALWAYS about control. my body changing, perfect. but something i can control? it's amazing.

sorry if i sound like a wannarexic 😁

They had a fight

sorry I need to rant

I hate this. I hate it. Why does his hair go under his eye bandages. This is the one time I give the anime design points over Harukawa. What the fuck is this. Do you know how uncomfortable this would be? I can feel the scratchiness and tickling. Awful and bad. No wonder he was so miserable. It’s like he couldn’t decide between emo boy and mummy and settled on some terrible mash up of the two. Every time I try to take the design as a whole I just keep getting drawn back to the HAIR UNDER THE BANDAGE. Instant repulsion. It probably doesn’t even stay on properly. Is he just constantly adjusting it? Or is it tighter than it looks and he’s just dealing with it? Is that supposed to be some kind of intimidation display? To be able to put up with hair pressed and rubbing against your eye under a bandage? Well it doesn’t look intimidating. It just looks stupid. It’s stupid. What the hell. Why. Why. Why.

…hm. Actually, the more I write, the more I realize that this is extremely on-brand for Dazai to wear something that purposely sucks. Carry on, I guess, you funky little depressed edgelord.

Guyssss I’m not dead !!! I’ve just been really tired and focused on other stuff sorry:(((

Anyway happy new year everyone!!(two weeks late :3) here is Spider-Man Chuu for y’all <3