love + vulnerability:
1. “I don’t want your love unless you know I am repulsive, and love me even as you know it.” (georges bataille, from ‘my mother’)
2. “Finally, in a low whisper, he said, “I think I might be a terrible person.” For a split second I believe him - I thought he was about to confess to a crime, maybe murder. Then I realized that we all think we might be terrible people. But we only reveal this before asking someone to love us. It is a kind of undressing.“ (miranda july, from ‘the first bad man’)
3. “I also learned the word dendrochronology—analyzing the patterns of tree rings to know everything that has ever happened to a tree. This is how I love you. I am peeling back my skin, layer by layer, so you will finally know everything inside me.” (roxanne gay, from ‘strange gods’)
“There is a sadness to the ecstasy. Beautiful things sometimes can make us a little sad, and it is because what they hint at is the exception, a vision of something more, a vision of a hidden door, a rabbit hole to fall through but a temporary one and I think that ultimately that is kind of a tragedy. That is why love simultaneously fills us with melancholy. So that’s why sometimes I feel nostalgic over something I haven’t lost yet, because I see its transience.”
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Jason Silva (via tryppi)
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Can’t talk rn dude, yearning.
the kitchen in autumn
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“I don’t know where I’m going but I’m gay”
Sometimes I think about lesbian icon renée vivien lauging so hard she had to leave a lecture bc the man was talking about how a book of anonymously published love poetry was the pinnacle depiction of a young man’s desire towards women…… but it was her book. She wrote it. About her girlfriend.
August 3, 1996 — see The Complete Peanuts 1995-1998