Flashme69 - 18 And Over Or Leave

Sounds awesome

I really want that part of my heart back.

The part that loves curling up with a book and reading for hours,

The part that listens to loud music,

The part that giggles at stupid jokes.

I need it back now.

So that everytime I do those things,

I don’t think of you….

-ICS

“do you ever lay in bed and realize how not okay you are”

— (via @citizenoofearth)

Antoine de Saint-Exupery | @wnq-quoteoftheday

For you @sunandwhiskey there's nothing I wouldn't do even if you don't feel the same way

“Some people bring out the worst in you, others bring out the best, and then there are those remarkably rare, addictive ones who bring out the most. Of everything. They make you feel so alive that you’d follow them straight into hell…”

—

Karen Marie Moning (via quotemadness)

And not even blink once walking through the fire…

Light

You where the sun in my darkness, the torch to my pipe, the oxygen to my lungs,and the one to finally make my heart beat,you did so many good things for me in a world I thought was so harsh so painful and just hell for me. You made it into heaven your the one that made my life whole, complete, the one I knew in my new found heart would be there till my last breath to love me and hold me and keep the sun shining. No one ever touched me in the heart felt way you did and made me fill so much love. Then my world turned grey and in what seemed like a second went to fully burning hell. Know when I see you the sparkle in your eye is gone and so was my light know I'm worse off then before and even though your back it's so hard. I miss you when your gone but when I'm with you I'm angry I fill as if your not my sun your my darkness holding my sun prisoner. Till I explode which causes me even more anger not because e fight but because I fight with you. My light my everything it's like a nightmare I can't wake up from I just want to wake up to the sun I had and loved so much. But I'm so afraid she's gone for eternity or she will come back only to go dark again. All I can do is pray for her to come back or pray I go on to the next life for without sun I shall not grow anymore only starve to death looking for my light. And as bad as it hurts I think my only choice is to pray for the next life for I can't handle this pain any longer my heart has has almost stopped and will be completely in the following days💔😭

Remember

I remember you racing to my house after you dropped your kids off at school know you race from our house to pick them up and take them.God I miss those days we where so in love or at least I was and I believe you where too. I'm so sorry things didn't turn out right but I figured as much nothing ever goes my way and that's why I was the way I was when we meet. See after so many years of everything going bad you just give up and stay numb. Sorry for getting you to stay even though it was the best year of my life. But I also know it caused alot of hurt for you and I'm sorry for that. I love you and always will. You was my light in a world without sun. But it's time to stop the games go home to your perfect world