I Tried To Draw N From Memory (ignore How This Is Done On My Math Papers...)

saying “i want him” about the character but not in a romantic or sexual way . i just Require him i need to Obtain him

Welp. My life has gone to shit so here's a notes game with meeeee hah. (I made the numbers obnoxiously big cause I don't wanna do any of this lollll)

10 notes. I'll brush my teeth

50 notes. I'll stay clean for a week

100 notes. I'll finally finish my book

500 notes. I'll clean my room

750 notes. I'll tell my therapist about my suic1al thoughts

1000 notes. I'll open up to my friends....

2000 notes. I'll talk to my aunt about my mental problem

5000 notes. I'll tell my mom about my eating habits.

8000 notes. I'll stay clean for a month

10000 notes. I'll stop isolating myself.

20000 notes. I'll go back inpatient AGH....

Don't you dare do this you all. >_<

Random TADC and Murder Drones drawings.

If meta gets ahold of Tumblr you can find me via carrier pigeon

On censorship im fandom

The golden rule of life is to “do unto others as you would have done unto yourself.” The golden rule of fandom is “don’t like, don’t read.”

I have seen too many people attack and threaten and wish censorship upon writers who put out works that they don’t like.

Yes, people write about illegal, immoral, and inhumane things. But they write them about fictional characters. These are works of fiction. If you don’t want to see that, don’t read that.

For myself personally, I think fandom culture fell apart after the invisible wall was built between the “proshippers” (those who are okay with shipping things like incest, pedophilia, zoophilia, rape, etc.) and “antishippers” (those who are not okay with those things). The thing is, those terms shouldn’t exist because the only wall im fandom is “don’t like, don’t read.”

Self-proclaimed “antishippers” will call these people “sick on the head,” and “mentally ill.” And yeah, maybe they’re mentally ill, but does that warrant harassment? Are we not meant to help, or feel compassion for those in bad situations who may be projecting onto their works?

And to those saying, “if they want to write it, how do we know they don’t want to do it?” I bring to you intrusive thoughts.

An intrusive thought is an unwanted, unsolicited, and usually violent or immoral thought that pops into your head at any given time. It is different from an impulsive thought, which is a thought you act on by impulse, such as buying a second coffee or dying your hair without thinking.

The difference between these thoughts is the content, and the fact that intrusive thoughts are almost never acted upon. By definition, a thought being intrusive is unwanted. This means that the sufferer believes the content of these thoughts to be immoral or harmful.

We know that those with intrusive thoughts do not want to act on them. Why should we believe those writing fictional stories including things typically found immoral or harmful wants to commit such acts themselves.

Many self-proclaimed “proshippers” do say that writing these things is calming for them, to write about things or similar things that happened to them.

I am not going to speak for these people, but even though I cannot see that as a coping mechanism, I am not the one in need of coping.

So, no, I am neither a “proshipper” nor an “antishipper,” and I may never know why people write about zoophilia or pedophilia or rape or anything like that. But at the end of the day, it’s fiction. And if I don’t like it, I don’t read it.

i love them so much :'D

Bart doodle :)

I finished Smarsh. I fricking love scales so much, they're fun to draw.

fml let's do this no balls

3 PER PERSON LET THIS FLOP

25 notes: I brush my teeth

50 notes: I take my meds

100 notes: I wash my face morning and night

150 notes: I pick up my higher dosage of meds from the pharmacy

200 notes: I clean my room

250: I stay clean for a week

300: I go to bed at 10 pm

400: I brush my teeth for a week

500: I wash my face morning and night for 2 weeks

600: I come out to my mom again because I don't think she got the message the first time

700: I ask to change my therapist

800: ill wear something fun and do my makeup

900: I cook food

1000: I stay clean for a month

Oh, you have a girlfriend? That's nice, but do you have about 1 ½ kgs of chainmail in your pocket?