In The End, I Learned How To Be Strong, And Alone.

“I have pasts inside me I did not bury properly.”

— Ijeoma Umebinyuo, from “Confessions”, published in “Questions for Ada” (via weltenwellen)

Jay Halstead being 1000% done. (2/?)

To provoke me is a horrible,                                               horrible,                                                                mistake.

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

03: Do you regret anything?

04: Are you insecure?

05: What is your relationship status?

06: How do you want to die?

07: What did you last eat?

08: Played any sports?

09: Do you bite your nails?

10: When was your last physical fight?

11: Do you like someone?

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

14: Do you miss someone?

15: Have any pets?

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

18: Are you scared of spiders?

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

26: What are you craving right now?

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

30: What’s irritating you right now?

31: Does somebody love you?

32: What is your favourite color?

33: Do you have trust issues?

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

51: Favourite food?

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

54: Is cheating ever okay?

55: Are you mean?

56: How many people have you fist fought?

57: Do you believe in true love?

58: Favourite weather?

59: Do you like the snow?

60: Do you wanna get married?

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

62: What makes you happy?

63: Would you change your name?

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

NAME: Aaron Vaughn NICKNAME(S): A, asshole AGE: twenty-five SPECIES: demigod SEX: cis male NATIONALITY: us american PARENTS: Vincent Vaughn and Hecate  INTERESTS: herbology, video games, books, knifes, hand-to-hand combat, magic PROFESSION: drug dealer and soul stealer for the god hades (ugh)  BODY TYPE: slim & athletic EYES: dark green, intense, dark shadows under his eyes, thick eyelashes HAIR: thick, curly/wavy, dark brown, messy SKIN: fair skintone, easily irritated and turns red when embarrassed or angry, scars from cigarette burns (normally covered/hidden by clothes) FACE: prominent jawline, crooked nose bridge (nose was broken more than once), freckles across the nose bridge, a mole over his eyebrow and under his lower lip, light scar across the left eye POSTURE: casual HEIGHT: 184 cm VOICE: low and husky, mesmerizing (one of his mothers gifts), breathy when angry SIGNATURE OUTFIT: a pair of black jeans/cargo pants, basic shirt and/or hoodie, jeans jacket/bomber jacket with worn-out chucks or leather boots, many rings on both hands and a crescent shaped necklace gifted by his mother SIGNIFICANT OTHER: none COMPANIONS: Poof (cat) & Zori (dog) STRENGTHS: bravery, sharp eyesight & hearing, strength, knowledge of herbology, hand-to-hand combat, loyalty, getting on june's (@sonnenhungriger) nerves WEAKNESSES: impulsive & reckless, anger issues, inability to form meaningful relationships, overthinking, fear of loss FRUITS: strawberries and pears COLORS: black, white, grey, forest green, venetian red SMOKES: yes DRUGS: yes DRINKS: tea, coffee, energy drinks, water, dr pepper DRIVER'S LICENSE: yes 

tagged by: @milayaprintsessa tagging: @sonnenhungriger & @deathtalk

[shaking myself by the shoulders] i will get better. i will continue. i have no goddamn choice

sorry for ignoring you i was mentally dead

my toxic trait is that i will push you away when i need you closer than ever

friendly reminder that i don't care what your muse does to mine!! kiss them, fight them, throw a drink in their face, hold a knife to their throat.. you don't have to dm me for permission beforehand but please remember that my muse will react accordingly ♡♡ i think pushing limits and pushing buttons is a lot of fun but always keep in mind that they won't just sit there and take it, yanno?

When you’ve had enough