Not Dead, Just Busy With Life

NAME: Aaron Vaughn NICKNAME(S): A, asshole AGE: twenty-five SPECIES: demigod SEX: cis male NATIONALITY: us american PARENTS: Vincent Vaughn and Hecate  INTERESTS: herbology, video games, books, knifes, hand-to-hand combat, magic PROFESSION: drug dealer and soul stealer for the god hades (ugh)  BODY TYPE: slim & athletic EYES: dark green, intense, dark shadows under his eyes, thick eyelashes HAIR: thick, curly/wavy, dark brown, messy SKIN: fair skintone, easily irritated and turns red when embarrassed or angry, scars from cigarette burns (normally covered/hidden by clothes) FACE: prominent jawline, crooked nose bridge (nose was broken more than once), freckles across the nose bridge, a mole over his eyebrow and under his lower lip, light scar across the left eye POSTURE: casual HEIGHT: 184 cm VOICE: low and husky, mesmerizing (one of his mothers gifts), breathy when angry SIGNATURE OUTFIT: a pair of black jeans/cargo pants, basic shirt and/or hoodie, jeans jacket/bomber jacket with worn-out chucks or leather boots, many rings on both hands and a crescent shaped necklace gifted by his mother SIGNIFICANT OTHER: none COMPANIONS: Poof (cat) & Zori (dog) STRENGTHS: bravery, sharp eyesight & hearing, strength, knowledge of herbology, hand-to-hand combat, loyalty, getting on june's (@sonnenhungriger) nerves WEAKNESSES: impulsive & reckless, anger issues, inability to form meaningful relationships, overthinking, fear of loss FRUITS: strawberries and pears COLORS: black, white, grey, forest green, venetian red SMOKES: yes DRUGS: yes DRINKS: tea, coffee, energy drinks, water, dr pepper DRIVER'S LICENSE: yes 

tagged by: @milayaprintsessa tagging: @sonnenhungriger & @deathtalk

“I have pasts inside me I did not bury properly.”

— Ijeoma Umebinyuo, from “Confessions”, published in “Questions for Ada” (via weltenwellen)

“u hard to deal with” good leave me alone

𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 & 𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐒 — RULES: bold for usually, italics for sometimes.

HAPPINESS. being unable to stop smiling. laughter. bear hugs. happy tears. waving arms around. dancing. contently sighing. eyes twinkling. laughter lines. childlike playfulness. skipping. talking more. affection. cracking more jokes than usual. gesturing more when talking. higher pitched voice. squealing. jumping around. clapping.

SADNESS. tearing up. self-hugging. one-arm cross. an aching chest. scratchy throat. a runny nose. turning away. deep breaths. quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing. hands gripping each other or an object. covering mouth. puffy eyes. eyes appear red. voice breaking. a distant or empty stare. monotone voice. asking for comfort. faking a smile. crumbling. shaking. whimpering. abusing an unhealthy habit. withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something even if it could hurt them.

ANGER. furrowed brows. baring teeth. passive-aggressive comments. avoiding eye contact. sarcasm. headache. sore muscles. hiding clenched fists. irritability. jumping to conclusions. raising voice. going silent. demanding immediate action. keeping it all in until exploding. body tensing. making risky decisions. middle finger.

FEAR. wanting to flee or hide. what-ifs. images of what-could-be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling. rapid breathing. screaming. a skewed sense of time. irritability. keeping silent. denying fear. turning away from the cause. pretending to be brave. nail-biting. lip-biting. scratching skin. a joking tone but a voice that cracks. fainting. insomnia. panic attacks. exhaustion. substance abuse. tics. rushing adrenaline. face draining of colour. hair lifting on the back of the neck. feeling rooted to the spot. making body as small as possible. staring but not seeing. crying. a shrill voice. whispering. gripping something or someone. stuttering. flinching at noises. pleading.

EXHAUSTION. constantly yawning. slurring words together. dark circles or lines under eyes. mood swings. hallucinations. calling people by the wrong name. dizziness. denying they’re tired. slow blinking. trouble concentrating. stumbling. leaning on a doorframe for support. sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isn’t a bed. becoming irritated by the smallest things. “i’m awake, i’m fine”. shaking so bad they spill their drink. fall asleep in their clothes. lay their head on the table because they’re so tired. passing out.

tagged by: niemandem, bei @weltenchaos gesehen

tagging: @sonnenhungriger + @deathtalk

“you’re so chill” thanks i grew up around people that did not care about my opinion so i simply do not express it even if i am uncomfortable

*in a haunted house* *walls start bleeding and spell ６  ６  ６*

*pulls out sharpie and makes it ６9  ６9  ６9*

To provoke me is a horrible,                                               horrible,                                                                mistake.

my problem is i always want to know why