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Falls einer von meinen Followern June (@sonnenhungriger) folgt, wisst ihr jetzt auch Bescheid, da der Originalpost vermutlich nicht bei euch auf dem Dashboard erscheint.

Er hat so viel Arbeit und Liebe in diesen Blog gesteckt, lasst uns also alle hoffen, dass der Account bald wieder funktioniert.

IMPORTANT

So, I might have been shadow banned for whatever reason. Means: I can't message anyone. :') Hab den Support schon kontaktiert (kann sich also nur um Jahrzehnte handeln, bis die meinen Account freischalten, yay). Dachte erst, es wäre ein bug, aber meine Direktnachrichten funktionieren nicht und die dm Funktion verschwindet sogar komplett, sodass beispielsweise nur noch "Aktivität" in der App am Handy steht. Bitte drückt die Daumen, das sich das schnell klärt. Bin gerade erst fertig mit diesem Charakter, er ist mein Baby, und nun sind mir in allem die Hände gebunden. Vielleicht ist es auch ein allgemeiner Tumblr Bug, ich blicke auf dieser Website echt nicht mehr durch, ey. Ich heul gleich, lmao. Might drown myself in the river Styx. Also, falls ihr keine Antwort von mir bekommt: Ich bin kein ignorantes A-loch und ich möchte gerne mit anderen in Kontakt treten, mir ist schlichtweg wortwörtlich die Möglichkeit genommen worden, EUCH anzuschreiben. Gestern wurde ich angeschrieben, dieser Person konnte ich problemlos antworten, heute geht gar nichts mehr. Never been in this position so idk how to fix it or deal with it. oh well. @fluchtanz this is a very important information for you ESPECIALLY.

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Sophocles, from "Electra: A Tragedy," translated by Anne Carson

my toxic trait is that i will push you away when i need you closer than ever

"I am so lost within myself and through the world that I see, I cannot find something that should define me. What makes me, me?"

WALLPAPER GODDESS HÉKATE

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A Darker Shade of Magic by V. E. Schwab

I feel like I am not enough and too much at the same time

sneaz - graffiti bombing 2016

friendly reminder that i don't care what your muse does to mine!! kiss them, fight them, throw a drink in their face, hold a knife to their throat.. you don't have to dm me for permission beforehand but please remember that my muse will react accordingly ♡♡ i think pushing limits and pushing buttons is a lot of fun but always keep in mind that they won't just sit there and take it, yanno?

𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐋 𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐍𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐄𝐒𝐓

You are 85% evil, 60% chaotic, making you chaotic evil.

People who are Chaotic Evil are motivated by the desire for personal gain and pleasure. In their view, the strong have the right to take what they want, and the weak are there to be exploited. When Chaotic Evil personalities band together, they are not motivated by a desire to cooperate but rather to oppose their mutual enemies. Such a group can, as a rule, only be held together by a strong leader capable of bullying his underlings into obedience. Since leadership is based on raw power, a leader is likely to be replaced at the first sign of weakness, or by anyone who can scheme to take his position away.

tagged by: niemandem, bei @ghula-herz gesehen tagging: @sonnenhungriger @deathtalk @milayaprintsessa

KEANU REEVES as John Constantine CONSTANTINE dir. Francis Lawrence, 2005

I’m trying to be alone without feeling lonely.

Unknown

@modernmythsnet | event twenty two | poetry | natural

- Emily Skaja, from “Brute Strength,” Brute

[shaking myself by the shoulders] i will get better. i will continue. i have no goddamn choice

𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐄 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍?

Aaron is 9.11% darker than the average person.

tagged by: @deathtalk (that's a nice one, thank you ! ) tagging: @sonnenhungriger & @milayaprintsessa

NAME: Aaron Vaughn NICKNAME(S): A, asshole AGE: twenty-five SPECIES: demigod SEX: cis male NATIONALITY: us american PARENTS: Vincent Vaughn and Hecate  INTERESTS: herbology, video games, books, knifes, hand-to-hand combat, magic PROFESSION: drug dealer and soul stealer for the god hades (ugh)  BODY TYPE: slim & athletic EYES: dark green, intense, dark shadows under his eyes, thick eyelashes HAIR: thick, curly/wavy, dark brown, messy SKIN: fair skintone, easily irritated and turns red when embarrassed or angry, scars from cigarette burns (normally covered/hidden by clothes) FACE: prominent jawline, crooked nose bridge (nose was broken more than once), freckles across the nose bridge, a mole over his eyebrow and under his lower lip, light scar across the left eye POSTURE: casual HEIGHT: 184 cm VOICE: low and husky, mesmerizing (one of his mothers gifts), breathy when angry SIGNATURE OUTFIT: a pair of black jeans/cargo pants, basic shirt and/or hoodie, jeans jacket/bomber jacket with worn-out chucks or leather boots, many rings on both hands and a crescent shaped necklace gifted by his mother SIGNIFICANT OTHER: none COMPANIONS: Poof (cat) & Zori (dog) STRENGTHS: bravery, sharp eyesight & hearing, strength, knowledge of herbology, hand-to-hand combat, loyalty, getting on june's (@sonnenhungriger) nerves WEAKNESSES: impulsive & reckless, anger issues, inability to form meaningful relationships, overthinking, fear of loss FRUITS: strawberries and pears COLORS: black, white, grey, forest green, venetian red SMOKES: yes DRUGS: yes DRINKS: tea, coffee, energy drinks, water, dr pepper DRIVER'S LICENSE: yes 

tagged by: @milayaprintsessa tagging: @sonnenhungriger & @deathtalk

Trusting people is scary.

“I have pasts inside me I did not bury properly.”

— Ijeoma Umebinyuo, from “Confessions”, published in “Questions for Ada” (via weltenwellen)

Ada Limón, from “Sometimes I Think My Body Leaves a Shape in the Air”, The Carrying: Poems

❝Niemals übte Gewalt gegen sie der Kronide, nie rührte er an die Macht, die ihr zukam unter den früheren Göttern. Nein, was von Anfang an ihr heiliges Teil war, behielt sie: alle Ehre auf Erden, am Himmel, wie auf dem Meere.❞ (Hesiod über Hekate)

𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 & 𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐒 — RULES: bold for usually, italics for sometimes.

HAPPINESS. being unable to stop smiling. laughter. bear hugs. happy tears. waving arms around. dancing. contently sighing. eyes twinkling. laughter lines. childlike playfulness. skipping. talking more. affection. cracking more jokes than usual. gesturing more when talking. higher pitched voice. squealing. jumping around. clapping.

SADNESS. tearing up. self-hugging. one-arm cross. an aching chest. scratchy throat. a runny nose. turning away. deep breaths. quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing. hands gripping each other or an object. covering mouth. puffy eyes. eyes appear red. voice breaking. a distant or empty stare. monotone voice. asking for comfort. faking a smile. crumbling. shaking. whimpering. abusing an unhealthy habit. withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something even if it could hurt them.

ANGER. furrowed brows. baring teeth. passive-aggressive comments. avoiding eye contact. sarcasm. headache. sore muscles. hiding clenched fists. irritability. jumping to conclusions. raising voice. going silent. demanding immediate action. keeping it all in until exploding. body tensing. making risky decisions. middle finger.

FEAR. wanting to flee or hide. what-ifs. images of what-could-be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling. rapid breathing. screaming. a skewed sense of time. irritability. keeping silent. denying fear. turning away from the cause. pretending to be brave. nail-biting. lip-biting. scratching skin. a joking tone but a voice that cracks. fainting. insomnia. panic attacks. exhaustion. substance abuse. tics. rushing adrenaline. face draining of colour. hair lifting on the back of the neck. feeling rooted to the spot. making body as small as possible. staring but not seeing. crying. a shrill voice. whispering. gripping something or someone. stuttering. flinching at noises. pleading.

EXHAUSTION. constantly yawning. slurring words together. dark circles or lines under eyes. mood swings. hallucinations. calling people by the wrong name. dizziness. denying they’re tired. slow blinking. trouble concentrating. stumbling. leaning on a doorframe for support. sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isn’t a bed. becoming irritated by the smallest things. “i’m awake, i’m fine”. shaking so bad they spill their drink. fall asleep in their clothes. lay their head on the table because they’re so tired. passing out.

tagged by: niemandem, bei @weltenchaos gesehen

tagging: @sonnenhungriger + @deathtalk

                                                                    i hate you!                                                                   i h a t e you!                                                               don’t touch me!                                                                   i’ll kill you!

i bleed, and i ache

Yanyi, from Dream of the Divided Field: Poems; “The Friend”

[Text ID: “stop fighting, but I am not / fighting. I am noticing / where I don’t exist. / I should leave.”]

thomas jaquet

SAW. (2004)

“It’s free to be nice” like yeah bitch it’s free to be mean too