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Graysexual Demigirl in too many fandoms to count 07/30/2003

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2 weeks ago
People Always Saying That The Ancients Would Be Freaked Out By PV's Taste, NOT HOLLYBERRY THO!! Her And

People always saying that the Ancients would be freaked out by PV's taste, NOT HOLLYBERRY THO!! Her and Pitaya were definitely fucking lol. Anyway, Holly and PV are monster fuckers send post.

fluffypotatoleo
3 months ago
⭐️Stellar Prince Vassago⭐️ #HelluvaBoss

⭐️Stellar Prince Vassago⭐️ #HelluvaBoss

I really love how it looks! I put my heart on it💓 I would really appreciate if you reblog and like this picture, thank you💞

fluffypotatoleo
6 months ago

I don't know if anyone thought of this. This just popped in my head. Everyone knows of Ashton Vargas from Disney's Twisted Wonderland, and he is based on Gaston from Beauty and the Beast.

Do you think he would get a partner that's based off Lefou, or multiple like Claudette, Laurette, and Paulette (The triplets in Beauty and the Beast)?


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1 year ago

Bucchigiri?! and 'being Honki' - a Show about Identity and Human Connection

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

With Hiroko Utsumi's newest work as a director now completed, I want to take a moment to discuss the thematic through-lines of Bucchigiri?! and explain why I think that the story was very coherent even if it first seemed erratic.

At the heart of the series is the concept of the Honki Person(TM) - and that's where the confusion starts. Leaving the word 'Honki' in Japanese for the subs suggests a lore-heavy emphasis on some kind of supernatural mechanic in-story. It caused many viewers expected a well-defined shounen-typical power system - but that isn't what Honki is nor what it was ever meant to be.

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

"Honki" is the Japanese word 本気, which means Seriousness, Earnestness (or doing something 'in earnest, for real' if used as an adverb). 'Honki People' literally just means 'Earnest People'

And thus "Honki" is doing double duty as a red herring Lore Concept and a regular word - an intentional ambiguity that is inevitably lost by translation.

In the show, the characters do initially think of the 'Honki Person' as a literal thing to become (a supernaturally powerful master martial artist) rather than as a state of being in which one is earnest - but the thing is that the narrative proves them wrong.

But before we get to that, we need to dig a little bit deeper into what a Honki Person is thought to be in-universe:

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

"Historically", those thought of as Honki were fighters who participated in conflicts 300 years ago - a bit after the end of the Sengoku Period, the continuously warring states that had defined Japan for two centuries. With the advent of the rigidly structured Edo Period, honorable fighters with no clear systemic alliance were no longer needed and the aspiring Honki People(TM) were mercilessly gunned down. This feels out of left field for an anime like Bucchigiri?! to focus on, so I propose a second more allegorical layer to impose over the literal pseudo-historical read.

Even beyond the historical fact that gun imports changed warfare, the usage of guns here is deliberate to represent something. Guns are associated with authorities, and contrasted against the Honki People(TM) shunning weapons and fighting only with their own bodies.

To be Honki(TM) means to be true to yourself and secure in your own identity - this is something that is a hindrance to a social system that relies on rules and groupthink to sustain itself. Supporting this assumption, the theme of 'death' by weapon/authority is mirrored in the show several times:

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

On the one hand, we have the NG Boys, a gang set apart from the other gangs in the story by their even more rigid hierarchical structure and their willingness to use weaponry. They all follow one leader, have one uniform look, and appear basically brainwashed into blind obedience.

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

The association of weapons=structure and authority is made pretty clearly through that alone, but is also enhanced by all the members of the NG Boys living under constant threat of being fed to the real authorities of society: the police. Fear keeps everyone in line.

And further, the idea of society as an oppressive force (especially to the lower class) is put into direct focus through Mitsukuni and Matakara. Poverty is brought up briefly before through Senya (our main Honki Person(TM) was a nameless orphan after all) and brought back with the Asamine brothers:

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

Mitsukuni wishes to escape his social status in order to offer a better life to his brother - and he's forcibly held down by the oppressive system around him.

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

The cop that causes Mitsukuni to go to jail is equivalent to the guns that shot Senya and Ichiya.

(Utsumi has explored this underlying socially critical current before. Not for nothing, her previous series SK8 opens with the memorable bridge of the title song reading: "before society can kill us".)

But Bucchigiri?! isn't about overthrowing the system. It's about the individual. Understanding the context about authority just helps setting the real theme into focus.

And that theme is to hold on steadfast to who you are and allow yourself to connect with others, even in various kinds of adversity.

After this long, long preamble, let's get to the actual main characters!!

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

Matakara and Arajin are people who are ruled by fear and who spend 11 episodes running from others and themselves in two very different ways.

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

Arajin is pretty hated as a protagonist, which amuses me a little, because nobody hates Arajin more than Arajin hates Arajin.

His past cowardice in failing to protect Matakara has clearly shown him that he is a pathetic person and he's spent his whole life since then trying to avoid being reminded of this. He avoids Matakara, the strongest reminder of his failure, but further than that he avoids connection with anybody that he could see as a peer.

Arajin is solely focused on finding love and romance because he feels inherently inferior to every person he would be invited to contrast himself against. He avoids other guys because he hates himself. He shuns connection and pursues only people (girls) he views as different enough to not invite any comparison.

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

Matakara meanwhile has major abandonment issues - he's lost his parents, Arajin, and his brother. Everyone important to him keeps vanishing from his life and in order to keep himself from feeling powerless about this he decides to blame himself.

If it's his own fault that people leave him (because he's weak) then there is something in his power that he can do in order to avoid being hurt again (becoming stronger). In order to maintain this state of motivational self-hatred, he puts others on a pedestal.

Matakara needs Arajin to be strong, powerful, honest and admirable... because that is the image he holds himself up by. In Mitsukuni and Arajin, Matakara creates god-like icons to chase after. And by doing so, he also shuns genuine connection.

Being confronted with Arajin as a flawed person gives Matakara a breakdown because it makes it harder to run from his own loneliness by focusing on chasing after Arajin.

Arajin is always running, but Matakara is always chasing... because he can't stand to look behind and face his monster.

In a lot of ways, Arajin and Matakara can't connect because they care about each other. Arajin can't stand what he allowed to happen to Matakara because he cared about Matakara. Matakara clings to Arajin because he loves him.

This theme of love hindering connection is again mirrored in two other characters - Senya and Ichiya, of course.

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

Ichiya, unwilling to confront his own terminal illness head-on, wishes to avoid it by goading Senya into killing him. By doing this, he can run from his own weakness and put Senya on a pedestal instead.

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

Meanwhile Senya is attached to their connection as-is and wishes to maintain this master-disciple dynamic forever - going so far as to deny his own strength in order to avoid acknowledging their changing dynamic.

Both of them are denying something about themselves.

It is their self-denial that makes their communication and thus connection break down.

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

Ichiya can't make Senya go Honki(TM) (which should have definitely been translated as an adverb here, e.g. 'failing to make him get serious') because he is also not HONEST with him or himself.

In the finale, Senya finally admits his motivations (his illness, his perceived weakness) and he is rewarded with the honest fight he'd been craving. They both stopped running.

This theme becomes even clearer through the two leads, of course, but even earlier than that it exists in Mahoro.

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

Mahoro's scene in episode 6 is the thematic linchpin that carried the whole show on its shoulders. Through Mahoro, everyone in the cast gets their first glimpse at true unrelenting Honki(tm) - and it is something totally unrelated to fighting prowess.

Mahoro is physically powerless against Akutaro, but she won't run. She has a heart that won't run away, the key quality of the Honki Person(TM), because she has an unshakable sense of self-identity.

It would be easy to dismiss her cutesy design as a contrivance to give Arajin a conventional-looking love interest despite going to Delinquent Academy - but it also says something about HER. Mahoro marches to the beat of her own drum. She does not care that she does not fit in, she does not mind being alone - she'll stick right to her own aesthetic and priorities.

So it's easy for her to call out Akutaro - and in doing so, call out the whole cast along with him:

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

You're empty. You are nothing but a shell, shaped by how you relate to those around you. You have nothing to offer.

And how are you supposed to connect with anybody, when you don't even know who you are?

(Notably, Mahoro is also a character who refuses to compromise on her self even for love - she knows she does not appeal to Marito, but she's not changing herself to be more his type. Her Honki does not budge, even for him.)

And lest you think I am exaggerating by connecting the theme of identity and emptiness back to all of the cast instead of just Akutaro: it does come back with Matakara.

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

Matakara can't believe anybody would know him and care for him, because he doesn't know himself.

For Matakara, facing himself means acknowledging his fear of abandonment rather than externalizing it as a hallucination of a literal monster.

But facing yourself doesn't just mean facing your demons, it also means facing your own positive qualities. And that is Arajin's story.

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

Even as Arajin turned into a scummy, evasive and selfish guy, there is a part of him that has a throughline to who he always was. He's someone who can get invested in others with reckless abandon.

Whether as a child with Matakara, or in the present with Mahoro... Arajin wants to connect.

Bucchigiri?! is a show full of innuendo and sexual gags. Merging with a genie gets equated to sex, fighting gets equated to sex... and of course this is for laughs, but it's also thematic.

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

Because all these things are about connection. About facing someone else with your whole self.

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

On a literal level, yes, Arajin absolutely wants to get laid. This is his sincere desire, and good for him.

But at the same time, his battle cry of 'I want to lose my virginity!' is him crying out for a real connection, even at a time when he shunned the idea thereof.

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

In the end, being a Honki Person(TM) has nothing to do with fighting. Fighting is the way a lot of the rough and tumble guys on the show like to connect, but it is not the only way to do so and not the only way to be Honki(TM).

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection

Arajin never learns to love brawling - he did it out of circumstance and necessity, but it's not his hobby. He does not need to discover some hidden love of fighting, because this show fundamentally isn't about how 'fighting is inherently good' or anything.

It's a show about how even when you hate yourself and think you're as low as it can get, acknowledging your own self in full is the first step to finding a real bond with somebody else.

It just also happens to feature a bunch of delinquents who love to punch a lot.

Bucchigiri?! And 'being Honki' - A Show About Identity And Human Connection
fluffypotatoleo
1 year ago

HAHA SO TRUE 👍 🤣

Do Y'all See It, Do You See The Vision

Do y'all see it, do you see the vision

fluffypotatoleo
1 year ago

Sir Pentious being the one redeemed instead of Angel Dust fixed a huge problem I had with the Hotel.

And that was the idea that sinners weren’t using the hotel to try and change to be better but just to try to to change so they could get into heaven and not be exterminated.

Because that is not a genuine desire to be redeemed but rather just changing so you can be rewarded.

And that’s what I think Charlie didn’t understand.

That’s what I think the lesson is.

Doing good to be rewarded is not the same as doing good just to do good. Wanting to be redeemed just to get into heaven is not the same as wanting to be redeemed because you regret your past behavior.

The push was always to show off how Angel Dust was changing and that lack of focus perfectly showcased why it was Sir Pentious that ultimately got redeemed.

Going back to ‘ It starts with sorry’ we see that Sir Pentious had genuine remorse for his behavior from the beginning and came to the hotel, not looking to get into heaven but because he regretted being the person he was and wanted to be better.

And he did change for the better.

And I think that’s the actual key to redemption.

Because Sir Pentious wasn’t thinking about being redeemed when he sacrificed himself. He wasn’t thinking that doing so would get him into Heaven.

He was thinking about saving his friends.

That act of selflessness was his ticket to paradise.

fluffypotatoleo
1 year ago

THIS IS SOO GOOD!!!!

I did it!!

Phew, I made this animatic for more than a week, considering that I was sometimes distracted by my studies.

But I managed to finish the update exactly on the same day, hurray!!

This is my first animatic that I have actually completed. I hope you like it <3

maximum repost please!!

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1 year ago
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2 years ago
Got A New Phone And Took The Opportunity To Digitally Draw And Color This Sweet Angel! Have Not Got A

Got a new phone and took the opportunity to digitally draw and color this sweet angel! Have not got a chance to give her name, but I'm still proud!

fluffypotatoleo
2 years ago

Every night you dream that you talk to a genie, when you wake up you can't remember what you wished for. One morning you wake up with a giant crab pincer replacing your right arm. What do you do?

I silently freak out, and question why and how I got the crab limb. Then I try and tell my family and ask to be taken to the hospital.


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2 years ago
Ordered American McGee’s Plushie Dreadfuls; The ADHD Bat! I Have Dubbed Him Archibald (Archie For Short)!

Ordered American McGee’s Plushie Dreadfuls; the ADHD Bat! I have dubbed him Archibald (Archie for short)! He also has six little bees inside of him which I will show later. I love my little chonky son!!

fluffypotatoleo
3 years ago

I like your name lol

Aww, thank you!

fluffypotatoleo
4 years ago
HAPPY NEW YEARS

HAPPY NEW YEARS

fluffypotatoleo
4 years ago
fluffypotatoleo
4 years ago

Behold my creation:

Behold My Creation:

THE CAT BEE!!!

fluffypotatoleo
4 years ago

Gacha Club came out today!! Am happy bean!

Gacha Club Came Out Today!! Am Happy Bean!

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fluffypotatoleo
4 years ago

I had a nightmare that they would cancel Angel Dust. Crazy, huh?

fluffypotatoleo
4 years ago

I don’t know what to draw!! Give me ideas please? 🥺

fluffypotatoleo
4 years ago

ADDICT IS HERE!!! ITS AMAZING AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!!


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fluffypotatoleo
4 years ago

I like to draw. My art style varies from time to time, but only when I get inspired by something. @bichcarito and @ninjahaku21art both inspired me to make this character.

This is Umbra Blake, and this is the first time I drew her.

I Like To Draw. My Art Style Varies From Time To Time, But Only When I Get Inspired By Something. @bichcarito

And this is her today.

I Like To Draw. My Art Style Varies From Time To Time, But Only When I Get Inspired By Something. @bichcarito

The differences are really apparent, but I still feel proud of this character.

Hope you like her!!

fluffypotatoleo
4 years ago

THATS EXACTLY RIGHT!!

I love the beginning of ROCKABABY and immediately am shipping two of your characters. The art and dialogue is amazing and I’m excited for the next comic! Buttons is adorable and I’m excited on what happens next!!

LET ME QUESSSSS, could it be Shifty and RIchie???? 

LOL, i can definitely see why. my literal reaction rn. 

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thank you so much! i’m really happy to hear you enjoyed the comic!

fluffypotatoleo
4 years ago

PREACH.

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4 years ago
This Is Nena. She Is The Mother Of Nico, And I Love Her So Much!!!

This is Nena. She is the mother of Nico, and I love her so much!!!

fluffypotatoleo
5 years ago

This is amazing and I love it.

How Could You Ever Be Broken?
How Could You Ever Be Broken?
How Could You Ever Be Broken?
How Could You Ever Be Broken?
How Could You Ever Be Broken?
How Could You Ever Be Broken?
How Could You Ever Be Broken?
How Could You Ever Be Broken?
How Could You Ever Be Broken?
How Could You Ever Be Broken?
How Could You Ever Be Broken?
How Could You Ever Be Broken?
How Could You Ever Be Broken?
How Could You Ever Be Broken?
How Could You Ever Be Broken?
How Could You Ever Be Broken?
How Could You Ever Be Broken?

How could you ever be broken?

fluffypotatoleo
5 years ago
My Fur Baby Nico!!

My fur baby Nico!!

fluffypotatoleo
5 years ago

Valentines (the downsides)

My valentine would bring me flowers (they would die in a couple of weeks)

My valentine would bring me chocolate (It would be eaten with no thought)

My valentine would bring me a card (I would lose it in my belongings)

My valentine would buy me a teddy bear (It would be forgotten in a couple of weeks)

My valentine would bring me jewelry (I would forget to wear it)

My valentine would say I love you (In a couple of weeks, we would get into a fight)

My valentine would say he loves me for me (in a couple of weeks, he would insult my body or my habits)

My valentine would be my rock (in a couple of weeks, I find out he’s been cheating on me)

My valentine, my partner…

I would love him, but would he love me?

My poem, even though it is late, is about how I feel about the holiday.

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