09/21/2022

09/21/2022

it is going to be midnight soon. jonathan had an accident with their car this morning, resulting in a "mild" concussion. "mild", of course, in the context of a concussion, meaning that it is not life threatening.

by life threatening, of course, i mean that they are in no danger of dying.

and by dying, of course, i mean the physical death, the cessation of electrical impulses sent from the brain, and so on, and so forth.

that said, as someone who is intimately familiar with post-concussive syndrome and the long-term effects of traumatic brain injury, i reminded them that there is more to life than simply "not dying".

I told them to head straight to bed, that I would draft an email to their supervisor, and then read it out loud to them before sending it. That way, they could focus on recovering instead of work.

They seemed irritated. I am aware that i am somewhat overbearing. I am also aware of the fact that they struggle so often, that there are many days where they can't even leave their bed. Constant migraines and vertigo will only exacerbate this.

I don't feel guilty for worrying. I'm not angry at them for snapping, either--they have a concussion. Their brain is, currently, not at its normal range of function. They are allowed a short temper.

I am a bit irritated. This is normal. I have been snapped at, they said something that hurt my feelings. I am also capable of backing off.

Julian is there, currently, and is helping. Jonathan feels guilty for "making" him stay and help. Considering that Julian practically lives at Jon's house for free, I can't imagine he feels too terribly put out, but then, I am not Julian, am I?

This would be easier if I were there. I feel restless, irritated, worried, and jealous. I feel like I should be the one nursing them back to health. I think they can tell.

Oh well.

Gracie is curled up about my shoulder. This is a comfort.

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1 year ago

details about ocs!

send an emoji/description of emoji to learn more about a writer's oc! many of these are taken from my munday asks meme, because i thought it would be fun to make a version for characters too! the prompts are categorized by emoji type and given descriptions in case anyone can't see the symbols. can be used for roleplayers and any general writers alike! for roleplayers, these can also be used for your interpretations of canon characters if you so desire as well!

๐Ž๐๐‰๐„๐‚๐“๐’. ๐Ÿ’ญ THOUGHT BALLOON โ€” what is your oc's MBTI, enneagram, and/or other personality aspects (if known/interested in)? ๐Ÿš— CAR โ€” does your oc have a driver's license? can they drive/operate any automobiles/machinery besides cars? โœˆ๏ธ AIRPLANE โ€” does your oc like traveling, or do they consider themselves a more homey person? ๐ŸŽฎ VIDEO GAME CONTROLLER โ€” what are three of your oc's favorite hobbies? ๐Ÿ’ RING โ€” does your oc have any piercings? do they want any (more) piercings? ๐Ÿ–Š๏ธ BALLPOINT PEN โ€” does your oc have any tattoos? do they want any (more) tattoos? ๐Ÿ“š BOOKS โ€” what level of education has your oc most recently completed/is currently in (GED, undergraduate, grad school, phd, etc)? ๐ŸŽป VIOLIN โ€” does your oc play any instruments? what is their skill level (beginner/intermediate/advanced/virtuoso/etc)? ๐Ÿฉน ADHESIVE BANDAGE โ€” does your oc have any physical and/or mental disabilities? ๐Ÿฉธ DROP OF BLOOD โ€” what is your oc's blood type?

๐’๐˜๐Œ๐๐Ž๐‹๐’. ๐ŸŽถ MUSICAL NOTES โ€” what type of music does your oc like? do they listen to music very often? ๐Ÿ’ฏ HUNDRED POINTS SYMBOL โ€” share three random facts about your oc that others may not know. ๐Ÿ’ค SLEEPING SIGN โ€” is your oc a light sleeper or a heavy sleeper? how are their sleeping habits? ๐Ÿ”ฑ TRIDENT EMBLEM โ€” can your oc swim? do they enjoy swimming? ๐Ÿ”บ RED TRIANGLE POINTED UP โ€” does your oc know how to use any weapons? ๐Ÿ”ถ LARGE ORANGE DIAMOND โ€” does your oc know cpr? do they have any other medical expertise? ๐Ÿšซ PROHIBITED โ€” does your oc drink/smoke? do they do it regularly, or is it more on occasion or for special events?

๐๐€๐“๐”๐‘๐„. ๐ŸŒˆ RAINBOW โ€” what is your oc's sexual orientation/gender identity? what pronouns do they use? ๐ŸŽ„ CHRISTMAS TREE โ€” what is your oc's favorite holiday? ๐Ÿถ DOG FACE โ€” does your oc have any pets? ๐Ÿˆ CAT โ€” does your oc prefer a wide circle of friends or a few close friends? ๐Ÿท PIG FACE โ€” what is your oc's favorite animal? ๐Ÿ‰ DRAGON โ€” what is your oc's favorite mythical creature? ๐Ÿƒ LEAVES FLUTTERING IN WIND โ€” what is/was your oc's favorite subject in school? ๐ŸŒด PALM TREE โ€” does your oc have a green thumb? do they enjoy gardening? ๐ŸŽ RED APPLE โ€” where was your oc born? do they still live in/around their place of birth or do they live somewhere else? how do they feel about their birthplace?

๐‡๐„๐€๐‘๐“๐’. โค๏ธ RED HEART โ€” what are three of your oc's positive traits? ๐Ÿค WHITE HEART โ€” what are three of your oc's neutral/questionable traits? ๐Ÿ’” BROKEN HEART โ€” what are three of your oc's negative traits? ๐Ÿ’˜ HEART WITH ARROW โ€” what and/or who do(es) your oc consider the most important to them? ๐Ÿงก ORANGE HEART โ€” does your oc tend to prioritize family or friends? ๐Ÿ’› YELLOW HEART โ€” how many languages does your oc speak? what language(s) are they learning, if any? ๐Ÿ’š GREEN HEART โ€” does your oc prefer being inside or outside? ๐Ÿ’™ BLUE HEART โ€” does your oc have any cool/special powers and/or abilities? how are they with magic, if it exists in their world? ๐Ÿ’œ PURPLE HEART โ€” what is your oc's ancestry/genetic background? ๐Ÿ–ค BLACK HEART โ€” has your oc killed or seriously wounded anyone before? have they broken someone's heart and/or broken someone's trust?

๐…๐Ž๐Ž๐ƒ๐’. ๐ŸŽ‚ BIRTHDAY CAKE โ€” when is your oc's birthday? how old are they? what are their sun, moon, & rising signs (if known)? what about their tarot card, ruling planet, & ruling number (if known)? do they fit the typical traits of these sun, moon, & rising signs? ๐Ÿ SPAGHETTI โ€” what is/are your oc's favorite food(s)? ๐Ÿฐ SHORTCAKE โ€” what is/are your oc's favorite sweet(s)/dessert(s)? ๐Ÿฆ SOFT ICE CREAM โ€” what is/are your oc's favorite ice cream flavor(s)? ๐Ÿ” HAMBURGER โ€” is your oc good at cooking? are they good at baking? which one do they prefer? ๐Ÿฅฏ BAGEL โ€” what does your oc's typical breakfast look like? do they usually eat breakfast? ๐Ÿฅช SANDWICH โ€” what does your oc's typical lunch look like? do they usually eat lunch? ๐Ÿ› CURRY AND RICE โ€” what does your oc's typical dinner look like? do they usually eat dinner? ๐Ÿธ COCKTAIL GLASS โ€” what is your oc's favorite alcoholic drink, if they can drink? โ˜•๏ธ HOT BEVERAGE โ€” does your oc prefer coffee, tea, hot chocolate, milk, water, or some other drink? how do they like to take this drink (ex. coffee with milk, hot chocolate with whipped cream, a specific kind of tea, etc)?

๐๐„๐Ž๐๐‹๐„. ๐Ÿ˜Š SMILING FACE WITH SMILING EYES โ€” what are your oc's career/general life desires? what do they want to get the most out of life? ๐Ÿ˜– CONFOUNDED FACE โ€” is your oc an introvert, an extrovert, or an ambivert? do they let people in easily, or are they more reserved? ๐Ÿค” THINKING FACE โ€” what are some of your oc's quirks/mannerisms? ๐Ÿง FACE WITH MONOCLE โ€” is your oc more logical or emotional? ๐Ÿค“ SMILING FACE WITH GLASSES โ€” is your oc chatty or quiet? are they at ease in social situations, or are they more shy? ๐Ÿคฉ FACE WITH STARRY EYES โ€” is your oc a planner, or are they more spontaneous in their actions? ๐Ÿ˜ฅ SAD BUT RELIEVED FACE โ€” is your oc prone to getting stressed out, or is it easy for them to keep their cool? ๐Ÿ˜“ DOWNCAST FACE WITH SWEAT โ€” is your oc open-minded or stubborn? are they inquisitive or do they prefer to keep to their bubble of knowledge? ๐Ÿ˜ž DISAPPOINTED FACE โ€” does your oc attract others, or do they tend to be left alone? ๐Ÿค’ FACE WITH THERMOMETER โ€” does your oc get sick easily? ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘งโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆ FAMILY WITH MOTHER, FATHER, SON AND DAUGHTER โ€” how many people are in your oc's immediate family? how many people are in your oc's extended family? do they have aunts, uncles, cousins, grandparents, etc? who in their family are they closest with? are they close with their birth family, or do they have a found family?

1 month ago

I hate when I say things like "oh I want an ipod classic but with bluetooth so I can use wireless headphones" and some peanut comes in and replies with "so a smartphone with spotify?" No. I want a 160GB+ rectangular monstrosity where I can download every version of every song I want to it and it does nothing except play music and I don't need a data connection and don't have to pay a subscription to not have ads and don't have popups suggesting terrible AI playlists all over the menus.

Gimme the clicky wheel and song titles like "My Chemical Romance- The Black Parade- Blood (Bonus Track)- secret track- album rip- high quality"

11 months ago

Herb's Properties

Herb's Properties
Herb's Properties

Basil: ย money, luck, prosperity, happiness

Bay Leaf: energy, cleansing, can be charged with almost any intention

Camomile:ย Caring, kindness, luck, growth, self-loveย growth, confidence, avoiding negativity, happiness

Cinnamon: passion, quick success, fire magick

Chia seeds:ย Growth, health, kindness, Property

Chilli flakes: ย Pride, confidence, power, strength, Passion

Cumin: Courage, bravery, protection, loyalty

Dandelion: wishes, charisma, success, good luck

Dill: sexual love, luck, protection

Eucalyptus: cleansing, healing, purifying, relaxing, comfort

Fennel: ย hate, anger

Flax seeds: Prosperity, growth, new beginnings

Ginger: fiery passion, success, and personal power

Jasmine: love, dreams, sensuality, luxury and kindness

Lavender: love and attraction, purification, relaxation, restful sleep

Nutmeg: luck, Health, Fidelity, Love, Prosperity, comfort, loyalty

Oregano: ย comfort, love, warmth

Paprika: ย Pride, confidence, power, strength

Parsley: Cleansing. purification

Peppermint: healing, purification, love and energy, cleansing, prosperity

Poppy seeds: protection, intuition, self-assurance, hexing and cursing

Rose: love, beauty, harmony, romance, attraction

Rosemary: cleansing, purification, wisdom, protection

Sesame seeds: Prosperity, growth, health, nurturing

Spearmint: love, cleansing, renewal, blessing

Sunflower seeds:ย happiness, growth, joy

Thyme: beauty, strength, courage

Turmeric: confidence, creativity, energy

Vanilla:ย love and sexuality

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1 year ago
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9 months ago

What is your witchy hot take?

Rules for this post:

Give the benefit of the doubt. If it seems like a blanket statement, it probably isn't, it's probably just based on that person's experience or belief system. Also don't turn it into some weird bigoted stuff or you get blocked.

MY witchy hot take is that I think tarot decks you choose personally match your energy better than those gifted to you.

How are you gunna know if you vibe with it if you've never messed with it before? I vibe with the one's I've been gifted, of course, but not as much as those that I choose myself.

1 year ago

Hey, you are not an embarrassment for not knowing how to do certain household chores/basic self-care. They do not come naturally to us. A lot of it takes practice! Maybe you had a neglectful guardian. Maybe you had one that was very coddling and never thought to teach you. Maybe you haven't lived in a place where these things were available to you or needed. Doesn't matter. It's okay to not know and far more common than you might realise.

That said, this website provides very simple instructions on how to do everyday tasks such as making your bed, using a washing machine, cooking different foods, washing dishes, taking a shower, etc. All you have to do is use the search bar to find the task you're struggling with, and it'll come up with what you need + other related how-to's:)

If you're having trouble navigating it, let me provide you with some examples:

How to clean dishes by hand

How to make your bed (with visual demonstrations of each step!)

How to fold clothes (with visual demonstrations of each step!)

How to take a shower & dry yourself off (also provides ways to shave beards, armpits, legs and genitals)

How to shave legs, armpits, beards, pubic areas, etc. (a more in-depth guide)

How to mop the floor

How to sweep the floor

How to swallow pills

How to make small talk

How to make eye contact in different situations (or how to avoid it while still looking natural)

It's also perfectly okay if these don't help or aren't appealing to you. Unfortunately, nothing helps everyone.

2 years ago

P.1 Common Herbs A-Z

This is A-C of some common herbs and their uses

*longer read*

Acorn

Good luck

Protection

Wisdom

Personal power

A dried acorn is an excellent natural amulet for keeping a youthful appearance.

Allspice

Money

Luck

Healing

Obtaining treasure

Provides added determination and energy to any spells and charms. Burn crushed allspice to attract luck and money. Use in herbal baths for healing.

Almond

Wisdom

Money

Fruitfulness

Prosperity

Invokes the healing energy of the deities. Provides magickal help for overcoming dependencies & addiction. Associated with Candlemas and Beltane. Carry, wear, or use as incense to attract abundance.

Aloe

Protection

Luck

Place on the grave of a loved one to promote peaceful energy. Thought to relieve loneliness and assist with success. Hang in the home to attract luck and protection for those who live there. Grow in the home to provide protection from household accidents. Burn on the night of a full moon to bring a new lover by the new moon.

Apple

Love

Garden Magick

Immortality

Friendship

Healing

Place seven apple seeds in a bag with Orris Root to attract sexual love. Use in rituals to give honor to gods and goddesses of fertility. Considered the food of the dead, which is why Samhain is called the 'Feast of Apples'. Symbolizes the soul and is burned at Samhain in honor of those who will be reborn in the spring. When doing a house blessing, cut an apple in half -- eat half and put the other half outside of the home as an offering.

Apricot

Love

Add leaves and flowers to love sachets or carry apricot pits to attract love.

Banana

Fertility

Potency

Prosperity

Basil

Love

Exorcism

Wealth

Sympathy

Protection

Dispels confusion, fears & weakness. Drives off hostile spirits. Associated with Candlemas. Carry to move forward in a positive manner despite perilous danger. Strewn on floors to provide protection from evil. Sprinkle an infusion of basil outside of the building where you hope to be employed for luck in a job interview or in your business to attract money and success. Wear or carry to aid in attracting money and prosperity.

Bay leaf

Protection

Good fortune

Success

Purification

Strength

Healing

Psychic powers

Write wishes on the leaves and then burn the leaves to make the wishes come true. Place under the pillow (or use in dream pillow) to induce prophetic dreams. Place in the corner of each room in the house to protect all that dwell there. Carry bay leaf to protect yourself against black magick.

Black pepper

Banishing negativity

Exorcism

Protection from evil

Blackberry

Healing

Protection

Money

Sacred to Brighid. Leaves and berries said to attract wealth and healing.

Bluebell

Luck

Truth

Friendship

Incorporate into rituals of death & dying to comfort those left behind and ease their sorrow.

Blueberry

Protection

Though not recommended, blueberry is said to cause confusion & strife when tossed in the doorway or path of an enemy.

Burdock

Used for cleansing magick when feeling highly negative about oneself or others. Use in protection incenses and spells. Rinse with a decoction of burdock to remove negative feelings about yourself or others.

Cabbage

Fertility

Profit

Good luck

Lunar magick

Money magick

Cactus

Chastity

Banishing

Protection.

Bury with other banishing symbols for protection. Grow in the home or garden to prevent unwanted intrusions. Place in all directions of the home (north, south, east, and west) for full protection.

Cardamom

Lust

Love

Fidelity

Carrot

Lust

Fidelity

Cashew

Money

Celery

Mental powers

Psychic powers

Lust

Fertility

Male potency

Chamomile

Love

Healing

Reducing stress.

Add to a sachet or spell to increase the chances of its success. Sprinkle an infusion of chamomile around the house to remove hexes, curses and spells. Burn or add to prosperity bags to increase money. Burn as incense for de-stressing, meditation, and restful sleep. Wash hands in an infusion of chamomile for luck before gambling or playing cards. Use in bath magick to attract love. Keep a packet of the herb with lottery tickets for luck.

Cherry

Love

Divination

Gaiety

Happiness

Chestnut

Love

Chilli Pepper

Fidelity

Love

Hex breaking

Scatter powder around the house to break hexes and spells against you. Use in love charms & spells.

Chives

Protection

Weight loss *weight loss spells can be dangerous*

Cinnamon

Spirituality

Success

Healing

Protection

Power

Love

Luck

Strength

Prosperity

Burn as an incense or use in a sachet to raise spiritual and protective vibrations, draw money, and stimulate psychic powers. A popular herb for use in charms to draw money & prosperity. Wear in an amulet to bring passion.

Citronellaย 

Draws friends to the home, customers to the business. Promotes eloquence, persuasiveness, and prosperity. Protects and cleanses the aura. Encourages self-expression and creativity (great for writers & actors!) and brings clarity to the mind. Repels insects and deodorizes

Clove

Exorcism

Love

Money

Protection

Coconutย 

Chastity

Protection

Purification

Coffee

Helps to dispel nightmares and negative thoughts and to overcome internal blockages. Provides peace of mind and grounding.

Coriander

Love

Health

Immortality

Protection.

Tie fresh coriander with a ribbon and hang in the home to bring peace & protection. Add to love charms and spells to bring romance or use in ritual work to ease the pain of a broken love affair. Promotes peace among those who are unable to get along. Throw the seeds in lieu of rice during Handfastings and other rituals of union. Use the seeds in love sachets and spells. Add powdered seeds to wine for an effective lust potion. Wear or carry the seeds to ward off disease and migraines.

Cucumber

Chastity

Fertility

Healing

Cumin

Fidelity

Protection

Exorcism.

The seed is said to prevent the theft of any object which contains it. Burn with frankincense for protection. Scatter on the floor alone or with salt to drive out evil. Use in love spells to promote fidelity. Steep in wine to make love potions.

Curry

Protection

Burn curry powder to keep evil forces away.

And as always, merry meet <3

Atti

(photo - attichaos)

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1 year ago

today in "google AI is fucking useless because it hallucinates things that never happened", i bought a couple CVS thermometers that have both been acting up, tried to search if there had been a problem with the whole product line:

Today In "google AI Is Fucking Useless Because It Hallucinates Things That Never Happened", I Bought

there is no record of this product recall. it did not happen. the date "feb 8 2024" is the date someone listed a thermometer for sale on ebay.

2 years ago

11/12/2022

I can't remember the last time I thought for myself. Isn't that odd?

I mean... the parts of me that are inhuman...

I don't know what to say right now.

I am realizing that I want to be human. I am thinking about how to pull these parts out of me. And, unfortunately, I am having to come to terms with the fact that not all of them have been created and implanted by cruel masters.

I haven't kept up with this blog because I'm ashamed--both by how much I have to say, and how little I have to say.

I haven't left my home. I haven't taken the road. I've grown more and more sickly and frail. My life is miserable.

I'm realizing why I don't want to go home to Jonathan.

It's because right now, I have space of my own to think. I can live in my own head. I have a family, even if they're cruel, even if I don't want to be around them. I have places to go every day. I have people that check in on me, talk to me. And yes, yes, I have Jonathan, and I love them.

But when I leave, I will have only Jonathan.

And, sometimes, Jonathan isn't good.

Sometimes, Jonathan does things that make me feel small. They're inconsiderate, and they're inattentive, and they throw fits when things don't go their way, or when they can't get what they want, and they can't function on their own.

This is not to say that Jonathan is cruel, or bad, or evil, or that I don't love them.

But I don't think I can go home to them while I'm still broken. I've been spending so long trying to just go out on my own, without thinking of the consequences, without trying to fix myself first.

I don't need to be fixed completely. But I need to know what I want. I need to think about the kind of person I want to be. I need to decide what I want for my life.

So, I'm going to make a list. Jonathan is going to be out with... what did I call him? Julian? They'll be out with Julian for a few days. I'm going to take that time to decide what I really want.

5 months ago
Just A Little Light Reading,,,

Just a little light reading,,,

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