I just want to read a few books per week, learn multiple languages, and a couple of instruments, become more proficient at advanced mathematics, write essays and books, exercise regularly, sleep eight hours per night, eat really healthily, have an active social life including enjoying all of my close relationships, and be really sexy. Is that really so unreasonable
When dieting, rather than thinking "I can't have that" or "I'm not allowed that" when you have cravings,
tell yourself "I don't want it" "I don't need it"
literally me
I’m boutta curse all you motherfuckers.
You’re all doomed to lose so much weight that your favourite clothes don’t fit anymore.
You’re gonna have to go out and spend a bunch of money on new clothes.
Likes charge, reblogs cast.
existing is exhausting
can’t wait to surprise everyone in fall by how tiny i’ve gotten, i fantasize about it 24/7
I always felt like my life had to have a specific outcome to be worth enjoying and loving, but i am learning in this season that if we are to busy searching for the end we miss the process which molds us. I love my loneliness and i love creating myself constantly; i surrender to this present moment and surrender the rest. The best thing one could do is let things flow, detach from certain beliefs and ideas. Let yourself be. What is meant for you will come, no matter what. What is meant to be, will.
Look at you loser missing the senior year pool parties and trips bc you’re a fat fuck with no control. You could’ve been so happy, you still can be. Just stop eating. Do it for yourself starve, starve the trauma. Make your life about your dream life to the point you don’t even have time to think abt what happened.
What happened happened. It’s over now. It’s time to move on. It’s time to move on. It’s time to move on.