I've Decided I'm Going To Read Some Fan Fiction. 

Golden

A scream cut through the silence of the night. I knew immediately what had happened and got to him as quick as possible.

Cyrus was bolt up right. His black hair was a mess and he was running his fingers through it and staring at the ground.

" What happened? "

" I-it was m-my mom and a- alice. But it wasent really my mom it was just her eyes. The way she looked at me like a predator stares down its prey. " he suddenly started crying. " dammit she was right. I can't even defend myself from my own mind. " he tried to hide his face and went almost completely still.

" Don't cry. None of us can defend ourselves from our minds. " I pulled up my sleeve. " I let my mind run me for to long. Let's wage the war on our subconscious together and learn to create tools to fight against the shadows that burn our minds. " their was one long scar on my arm and around it the words " your fault" over and over again.

He suddenly started crying harder.

" wait... Did I say the wrong thing? What did I do? "

" no it's not that it's just your the first person that cared when I cried. " his eyes went dark as he started looking down.

" your also just the first person that showed me any kind of affection. " as he said this he got slightly pink and a slight smile formed on his face.

" Your eyes look beautiful when you smile. It's like removing the clouds from the sunrise. " 

fabric asks ✨

silk: what’s your favorite type of tea?

cotton: what’s your favorite time of the day?

satin: favorite state of the sky? 

chenile: moon, sun, or stars? 

velvet: what’s your ideal date?

linen: what’s your favorite quality about yourself?

nylon: if you could spend a day with anyone who would it be?

chintz: do you believe in love at first sight?

eyelet: what’s your favorite place? 

velour: favorite rose color? 

wool: what’s your “type”?

jacquard: sea, forest, mountain, or sky?

jersey: do you have any regrets?

corduroy: favorite cliché/trope?

lace: what is your favorite constellation?

polyester: do you enjoy parties?

rayon: favorite fruit?

fleece: does anyone make you feel “warm” inside?

chiffon: dawn or dusk?

terry: would you ever get a tattoo?

damask: ideal city to live in?

hemp: what’s your favorite flower?

I like the old look more :)

A remarkable Jacobean re-emergence after 200 years of yellowing varnish Courtesy Philip Mould

That awkward silence in the middle of a conversation be like

having abandonment issues like

Im just shocked you haven’t used this absolutely glorius photo yet.

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as am I, it is quite glorious. a real modern renaissance painting if you ask me.

one of those photos that really makes me wish i could use photoshop

People can be pretty as long as they are kind to others. Have a nice day.

shoutout to fat girls ur really pretty and i hope u have a nice day

I know this is very different but I basically stopped talking to 99% of the kids at my school because people don't listen to me and if I do share my opinion and someone listens to me most of the time they don't appreciate my opinion.

Like once in history we were talking about the puritons. ( dont even get me started on the puritons. i have to many opinions on them.)

so we got to the part that told us the only reason they were taught to read was to read the bible and the only thing anyone was aloud to read was the bible.the teacher asked the class what they thought.

she picked a girl whos answer was " its fine becouse the bible is correct."

now i got a little mad and did not wait for the teacher to ask anyone else so i gave my argument without premission. " but if your only aloud to hear of one set of beleifs you cant build your own opinions and challenge your current bleifs. "

The girl responded with " but if it's correct-"

I interrupted her " if the only reason humans are different that animals is because we can have our mind. than stripping away our ability to choose beliefs takes away humanity, it makes you no longer a human. If your thoughts can be recreated you aren't a human. Taking away choice takes away the only distinguishing feature humans and animals. So it doesn't matter what your beliefs are it matters that they are your choice. "

Not to brag but the teacher sided with me. so what all the other kids in my class looked at me like an alien for the rest of the year. Fifth grade was fun it was the year I stopped caring about friendship. Just kidding that happened in second grade. 

Now I've stopped caring about looking normal so people just don't talk to me becouse of that. Who needs more than 2 friends am I right?

u know i just don’t have time for ppl who aren’t open minded anymore !! i can’t keep stressing over ppl who are never going to accept me !! that’s too emotionally and mentally taxing and i am done !!!!

I don't think I've ever related to something more.

I have blotches of scars on my legs and permanent bents/scarring/loss of feeling in the sides of my fingers from how often I compusively pick at my skin, but please go on about how anxiety is such a cute and quirky thing to have

i got honey today 🍯

Hey part of the brain that controls self esteem, could you you know work. Or just not suck. Or at least try.