Had Quite The Traumatic Morning

Had quite the traumatic morning

I woke up in a playful puppy mood and decided to wake Daddy up with face sniffs, ear licks and a rather wiggly bumbum. He had other ideas.

He pinned me down on my front, putting all of his weight and strength on top of me, he held my wrists down tightly and tangled his legs with mine, over powering me every time I tried to wriggle free.

Instantly I was turned on so instinctively I wiggled my bum so I could guide his willy between my legs. Then the only thing I could do was tense and untense my butt cheeks so that his willy would slightly move in and out between my thighs, slightly grazing my lips and clit. It made me deliciously wet but seriously wasn’t enough to get off properly,it felt good but it only frustrated me and made me crave more.

He found this amusing and laughed at how frustrated and pouty I got. I thought if I did it long enough he would be impressed with my determination and fuck me as a reward. How utterly stupid of me.

It felt like I was doing it forever, as soon as I could feel his willy getting that little bit softer I would panic and try harder. It got really intense and I was finding it harder and harder to catch my breath. I began to get upset as Daddy laughed at me and I began to cry. My nose got really snotty and it only made it harder to breath. Daddy stuck his fingers in my nose and pulled it up to give me a piggy nose and made fun of me. Snot got everywhere and made it very slippy so he kept pushing my nose up harder, it really hurt and I cried more.

Despite all of that I was still tensing my butt trying to feel something and to keep him hard. He pulled my hair, was rough with my face, fish hooked me and the dry skin on my lips split and got quite bloody.

He then decided to randomly take me for a crawl around the house, pulling me along by my hair. I would always wait for directions and follow behind him, too scared to make any movements of my own. Occasionally he would stop and inspect me, pull my ass apart and play with my holes.

He grabbed the little mirror from upstairs and lead me back down to the bedroom. He put the mirror on the bed and then positioned me in front of it. this was the first time I saw my face and the sort of state I was in. Bright red, black make up all around my eyes, bloody lips, snotty red nose and the look of bliss in my eyes. It was disturbing for me to see but at the same time very hot.

I thought now he would finally fuck me. I had behaved. I had hopefully pleased him with my obedience. He got back on top of me and pulled my hair making me look at myself in the mirror. He said some really mean stuff and I cried.

Then I felt it. He pushed himself into me so hard I almost screamed. All his weight ontop of me, my nose was blocked from all the crying, I was wheezing because my mouth was shoved into the pillow and I started to get dizzy.

I was soaked, wide open and a complete mess.

I was getting close, I think he sensed it because he stopped.. He fucking stopped. I could of punched him, but I instantly suppressed the thought and just ended up ugly crying and panting trying to get more air. I was again made to look at myself in the mirror as he said more mean things to me. He made me believe that he was finished and I wasn’t going to be able cum then showed me how much of a desperate mess I was just for one orgasm. He made me beg and look like a fool. He wanted to see how far he could push me.

Once I think he was satisfied with my little performance he shoved it back in and fucked me hard. He said I was allowed to cum and we both did and then cuddled on the bed as I cried like a stupid baby.

He ran a nice warm bubble bath and gave me the task of typing this out whilst it was all still fresh.

Emily xxx

Cruel to be Kind

Is it cruel or kind to ruin the male orgasm?

Ruined orgasms make little sense if the male is a dom. He gets pure enjoyment from it, it feels great, and afterwards, he will still be in the proper frame of mind to remain dominant. Nothing is lost in the process.

But what of the submissive male? He has been a good boy all week, so you decide that he deserves an orgasm. You remove his chastity device and tease him into a frenzy. At that moment, he needs to cum so badly, to the point where he would do humiliating things he probably wouldn’t normally do to achieve it. He is as submissive as he will ever be as you decide that you have teased him enough, and you send him crashing over the edge. The only problem is, his submissive feelings crash as well, as his body releases prolactin during the full male orgasm.

Suddenly, your good boy goes through a drastic change. He loses most of his lust for you, his owner, which inspired much of his subordinate behavior. He may even balk at being relocked in his chastity cage. What the hell just happened? He has been feeling so submissive to you but most of that feeling just got flushed from his system along with his semen. What he wanted, needed, maybe even begged for a few seconds ago is immediately regretted by you both. Why?

As a domme you will feel peeved by his sudden change in demeanor. You think his submission to you shouldn’t change just because of a momentary bodily function. Are you just a kink dispenser for him? He should be submissive no matter what. And you know what? A truly submissive male will agree with those thoughts, feeling guilty and disappointed with himself over it. His heart will be filled with dread and self doubt. He will regret having that orgasm just as much as you now regret giving it to him.

Not only does he enjoy serving and obeying you, he also loves the general feeling of being submissive. It is a part of him, a part of who he is, how he identifies himself, and he has just lost that. The release of prolactin ruins his submissive frame of mind making it hard for him to submit afterwards for a few hours, to even a day or two. He feels bad, but has no control over the process. But working in collaboration with you, as a team , it can be controlled.

The ruined male orgasm. Is it really ruined, or is it simply improved upon? After all, it is still pleasurable to him, just not as powerful and intense as a full orgasm. The important part is denying the prolactin release. If successful, not only will his submissive feelings remain, his horniness and lust which are pleasurable to him in their own right will continue (subdued) as well.

Are a few seconds of intense pleasure worth it in the end? Or is it better to trade that short burst for a much longer but still highly enjoyable experience? After all, he isn’t really gaining anything by orgasming. He is trading one pleasure for another, his submissive feelings that can last days for a quick burst of intensity that lasts only seconds, and ruins everything else.

We have decided that ruined orgasms will be the answer in the foreseeable future. It’s just better, for both of us.

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