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my mom's husband at my mom's girlfirend and boyfriend

Aveline

you know whats antisemitic? those vile freaks in the israeli government desperately trying to associate segregation and genocide with judaism while abusing the collective trauma of the holocaust to guilt people into supporting their crimes and calling pro-palestinian jews "traitors". ive been listening to many jewish voices these past few days including rabbis, orthodox jews and jewish scholars and they dont support the hundreds of israeli war crimes, many dont even acknowledge the state of israels existence in the first place.

judaism is a beautiful religion. it is not culpable of the atrocities israel is doing in its name. neither are random jewish people, many of which have never even stepped foot in the occupied land, who are now being harassed for it. if you play into this idea, you are spreading israels zionist propaganda and doing them a favour.

what is better than the taste of copper on your teeth after licking the blood off your fingers. the lingering pervading scent filling your lungs as you bathe in your sinful desire.

how dare you mutilate yourself

how dare you impose your wants on your body

your body that is yours to do with as your please

to destroy, to carve, to mutilate

and i want to mutilate, to pick and pick and pick and pick until nothing but blood bleeds down my cheeks, my wrists, my thighs. who is here to stop me from my rightful wants

to be a tree

oh to be a tree in a forext

of moss and lichen

lounging in a golden ray of sunspot

green leaves glowing with light

birds tittering about my branches

mice scurrying about my boughs

roots splaying through the ground

digging deep into the earth

searching for bones of my past

i mean this in the gentlest way possible: you need to eat vegetables. you need to become comfortable with doing so. i do not care if you are a picky eater because of autism (hi, i used to be this person!), you need to find at least some vegetables you can eat. find a different way to prepare them. chances are you would like a vegetable you hate if you prepared it in a stew or roasted it with seasoning or included it as an ingredient in a recipe. just. please start eating better. potatoes and corn are not sufficient vegetables for a healthy diet.

shattered

would you still love me

even if my heart was made of glass

it shatters everytime i feel something

and i dont know how to cope

im being so strong about my tummy ache and no one in my class can tell

pan-romantic

i want to love women saphically

i am not the same as sappho

i am the same as the beings of heaven

whose celestial shine glows amongst mortals

I want to love men like da vinci

but i am just the scribe that bears his soul

so true

my favorite classmate from my hist. 262 class is a veteran who has come back to school for like computer programming and he was stationed in japan and he shops at the local asian market and sometimes he brings seaweed krisps adn he will give me the whole bag

[i.d. text at top that says "when your classmate brings the good seaweed as a snack". it is elmo with his hands up in the air and a fire burning behind him}