And Under Beating Skies And Gleaming Hearts

And under beating skies and gleaming hearts

Do we find ourselves torn apart

Gazing into sundered souls

Greaf reaps us at the bell's tolls

A rapture of desire and hate

Born of an apple once ate

A rib torn from its cage

And stabbed into ones heart with rage

I find that though you have hurt me

I still dream of your decree

The one you spoke before we loved

The one you handed to me gloved

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1 month ago

now is the time to freely share knowledge. Meet up with your friends and start saving as much information as you can. Download it. Make sure you have copies available offline.

Aome scholars suspect that we will never reach the level of gender and sex awareness that was shared in the books burned by Nazis. Imagine how much worse it will be when the internet itself is a tool of state.

the easiest way to rewrite history is to burn the evidence of there being anything different.

Make No Mistake: Trump’s Attack On The American Mind — On Education, Science, Libraries, And Museums

Make no mistake: Trump’s attack on the American mind — on education, science, libraries, and museums — is an attack on the capacity of Americans for self-government.

It is coming from the oligarchs of the techno-state who believe democracy is inefficient and want to replace it with an authoritarian regime replete with technologies they control.

Be warned.

1 week ago

My cat has always had the worst timing. He'll jump up on my desk to cuddle at the very moment I'm about to get up to urgently go to the bathroom. He'll try to curl up with me in bed the very instant I need to get up and refill my glass of water and put some vaseline on my dry, sore lips. He'll ask me to play just at the second I need to end my break and get back to work.

The poor guy, right? From his perspective, he approaches me for love and I immediately get up and leave. I feel awful about it. I try to reassure him first that I love him and he just has bad timing, but I know it can't feel nice, and also he's too big of a dumbass to understand that me getting up and walking away isn't triggered by him coming to say hi.

Except today I realized something: Yes. It is.

I was sitting at my desk watching a video and up jumps the boy with a mrrp, head positioned for pets, when I realized I urgently had to get up and go to the bathroom. As I opened my mouth to say "bad timing again, buddy," it finally occurred to me that... I definitely already had to go. I for sure did not "suddenly" have an urgent need for the toilet out of fucking nowhere.

I didn't realize I needed to go because my brain is piloted by angry gremlins and they were more interested in watching the video than letting me know about an important bodily function.

My cat coming to say hi is a regular trigger that pulls me back into my body from whatever bullshit I'm hyperfocusing on. And that's when I realize all the warning lights are flashing on the dash. Need water. Need food. Need toilet. In pain: need to change position. Holy shit look at the time, need to get back to work!

I now wonder how much worse I'd function if I didn't have a furry little guy in my apartment to regularly remind me that I exist in a physical form which requires maintenance and also that time passes.

I do still feel bad for walking away from him every time, but I have started just inviting him to come with me. Hey bud, sorry, I have to stand up right now, but come follow me while I get a glass of water. You coming? Come on! And rewarding him with pats for following. It's better than just walking away, I think.

Anyway cats (or other pet of your choice that requires frequent attention)? 10/10, strongly encourage having a little guy to bother you now and then, especially if you have ADHD and live alone.

1 month ago

Not pertinent to anything in particular but I do think it's kinda weird that we keep depicting cavemen in media crawling around on all fours covered in dirt with tangled, matted hair, speaking in broken, cobbled-together toddler language when like.

They were us.

Like literally genetically they were US, just like. A while ago.

Like

Would you trust a TV caveman with a baby? Probably not

A real life caveman though??? I think they'd be at least okay at it

1 month ago
"Antifa Cats Exist"

"Antifa cats exist"

Seen in Ankara, Turkey

2 years ago

liar

and so i stared at their unflinching face as they spoke

they didn't fidget or stutter

no, nothing so banal as that

they were confident and clear

but behind that confidence

hid a smile that bespoke of their lies


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1 month ago

i hate it when people are writing a long ass thing and start a parenthetical aside and forget to close parentheses it makes me feel like i cant escape from the sentence

1 year ago
Sylvia Rivera During The Filming Of "The Transexual Menace" (1996)

Sylvia Rivera during the filming of "The Transexual Menace" (1996)

photo by Mariette Pathy Allen [website] [instagram]

2 years ago

i just spent the last hours in this and let me tell you tears. like ahhhh, just nine please why did you have to make me feel emotions.

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4 weeks ago

gorgeous creatures •-•\

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1 year ago

traipsing along that fine line of ...

Is it Psychopathy? Is it Autism? Or am I just transgender?

ahhhhhhh

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at what point does a man become a man a person a person. i am floating on this rock as any other alien might

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