Bitches Be Having 3 Panic Attacks In A Row. It’s Me I’m Bitches Like Literally

To my Muslim followers, I hope you have a safe, happy, generous and blessed Ramadan.

May will be my month and I will not fuck this up. I will lose at least 10 lbs this month, no excuses

Say it with me now,

I wanna get high so bad bad bro.

Anti anxiety.

Sigh.

I'm putting this here because my therapist said I should. Am stressed. I failed the bar in February and as a result, I lost my job. I've been trying to study and I have a job lined up to start in August (I was supposed to start a while ago but I was so incredibly ill, we had to push it back).

As of right now, I'm officially out of money. Bills are still coming in and I had to spend a bit on meds when I was So Fucking Ill the last few weeks. I wasn't able to do as much work on art and furniture flipping as I'd have liked. When I try, I tend to overwork myself and relapse into The Sickness.

So uh.

Therapist said I should give you guys my kofi link. I feel dumb asking, but if you like me or my writing and want me to continue having things like internet and running water..bbbbuy me a coffee? Is that the line?

Not at all required, I love you all.

I'm just struggling right now and just need to make it by until the job starts in August.

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I’ve 5 pounds since Wednesday and I got into performing arts. I’m actually so fucking happy

I’m gonna dance as a workout and it’s motivation bc I want to get better at dancing without feeling like a fat pig and then I’m taking my cousin walking for legit hours tomorrow

I’m down 60 lbs in 9 weeks 🙌

Reblog to lose 20 lbs this month!❤