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Columbia is unhousing students of color after suspending them:
Since when did bombing shelters become normal and okay? Since when is bombing hospitals with the already suffering people in it justifiable? Gaza is undergoing the worst and lowest point yet, Israel is bombing and targeting hospitals more than ever. With the ground invasion, everything is getting worse.
Two days ago, Israel started dropping a new kind of weapon. Al shifa hospital has been hit by a Hellfire R9X missile. It is a Hellfire variant with a kinetic warhead with pop-out blades instead of explosives, used against specific human targets. Designed specifically to mutilate humans. Every day the genocide gets worse, injuries like we've never seen before, please never stop talking about gaza nor Palestine. They need us.
PAIRING: DI! Leon Kennedy x fem! reader
SYNOPSIS: A training session gone wrong brings you to the edge and throws you into a fit of rage. Luckily, your mentor is there to keep the peace.
CONTENT/WARNINGS: MDNI/18+. Canon-adjacent. DSO Mentor/mentee dynamic. Forbidden work relationship. Age gap (Leon is 38, reader is 25). Reader has their own background & lore. Leon & reader have an established working relationship of 4 years (nothing was done until later). Violence & fighting.
WC: 4.0k
A/N: Finally, I got this first chapter out haha. But welcome, this is the first installment of my series Story Of Us. Treat this as more of an introductory chapter to the working dynamic, and I promise next chapter is where it kicks off. Shoutout to the babes @notrattus for beta-reading this and reassuring me, I adore you. As always, likes, comments, and reblogs are always greatly appreciated!
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Chaos. That was the best description of what you would call your life. It was unpredictable, often finding yourself in limbo, running from one unstable situation to the next, waiting for the other shoe to drop. Stability was something you didnât consider attainable, at least beyond the stench of decaying corpses and gunpowder. That was your familiar, finding solace in the heavy weight of a gun in your hand or the rubber grip of a tactical knife.
Violence was all you knew. It was your specialty, what you embodied, what you called home. Like a stray dog, you were groomed to realize this was the only way you could survive in the hellscape of your reality. The leash around your neck was old and faded, weathered from years of wear but tight enough to leave its mark embedded in your skin.
Until now, you donât know how youâve managed to survive this long, but you stopped counting your blessings somewhere along the way. The only conclusion you came to was that you were simply lucky.
The seasoned agent observed from the sidelines as you sparred with your opponent. He followed the sweat that trickled down your face and hit the mat at your feet with every swift movement you made. You were agile and ruthless when it came to your craft, something heâs helped you nurture since you were put under his wing years ago.
âWatch your blank spotsâ, Leon called out, seeing his prodigal agent take training as seriously as they would out in the field, just as he expected.
Huffing out a breath, you blocked your face with your forearms and fiercely glared at your enemy. You paced around the mat on the tips of your toes as the droplets on your hairline rolled down your brow to the bridge of your nose, dripping onto the ground. Carefully, you watched for any opening that would help ensure your win while keeping the sides of your body closed off.
In the blink of an eye, your opponent lunged towards you, forcing you to swiftly turn to the side in a dodge and shoot a kick at her ribs. Blocking the hit, she wrapped her fingers around your ankle to keep you locked in place, her fist colliding with your jaw in a harsh blow. It was a dirty hit, throwing off your footing as you stumbled backward. You were proficient in hand-to-hand combat, it was what you were known for, but the female agent was sneaky and got the upper hand before you could regain control of it.
âAwe, the class favorite canât fight back?â, she taunted you, the pitch of her voice equivalent to that of nails against a chalkboard. Leveling yourself on the mat, you spat out the blood that pooled in your mouth and stained your teeth. As your eyes darkened, you were reminiscent of a feral Doberman, menacing with the crimson red that dribbled down your chin.
âIs that all you got?â, you mocked her playfully, the embers of your rage igniting into a low simmer as your sparring partner eyed you carefully.
âOh, sheâs feisty. Do they always let reckless mutts out of the pen?â, she toyed with you, throwing baseless jabs as a means of distraction. This wasnât a new thing, a regular occurrence ever since you were put under Leonâs mentorship as a young adult. At first glance, it was a blessing in disguise, given the circumstances of your life at the time. Yet, it seemed to have gotten you into more trouble than you anticipated.
âHow about you shut your mouth before I shut it for youâ, you barked back, taking a step forward before you felt Leon grab your arm. He was the only person who knew of your tendency to snap in a fit of rage, teaching you to reserve that for missions where you could let loose. Yet after all these years, there were still moments where you couldnât bottle it up.
With the continuous taunting, you reached your breaking point, the degrading phrases thrown your way brought an itch to your skin that you wanted to claw at and peel away. The agent was doing her best to make you lose your temper, and you hated to admit she was doing a damn good job at it. Leon could feel the tense situation heating up as you tried to escape from his grasp to retaliate. He wouldnât allow you to jeopardize your training session or get yourself into any more trouble, so he refused to let go, wanting to be your voice of reason.
âEasy. Drop it before you let her get into your headâ, Leon said close to your ear, his grip steadily tightening on your arm. Whether in reassurance or a warning, you werenât sure.
âIâm fucking trying, I swearâ, you snarled at him, his hold tense on your skin.
Pulling away from him, you turned your back to the woman across from you, exhaling a shaky breath. You thought you would be doing her a favor by walking away from the fight instead of smashing her smug face into the ground. It wasnât worth it, you knew that, and the last thing you needed was to make this situation worse by lashing out.
Be the bigger person. You could practically hear Leonâs voice in your head repeating the words back to you on a loop. It didnât make sense to you, how he was always adamant on walking away from petty fights instead of evening the score, but that was all part of his teachings. Even if it was the last thing you wanted, it was better for both parties to simply walk away.
But of course, you heard that same incessant nagging from the other side of the room that made your blood boil.
âYeah, go and be a good lap dogâ, she muttered with a laugh. The moment her words reached your ears, red clouded your vision and overwhelmed your senses. You couldnât stop yourself even if you tried.
Turning around on your heel, you pounced on her with force, abruptly bringing her to the ground with a fist to her chest. You found yourself in a messy fistfight, focused on punching the vulnerable spots along her torso with your thighs bracketing her hips, keeping her pinned underneath you. She tried her hardest to throw you off of her, aiming for your face in unfocused strikes or yanking on your hair but to no avail. Most of the hits she attempted were futile, not getting past your nimble reflexes and aggressive offense as your knuckles connected with her nose.
Blow after blow, your hands grew increasingly sore every time they collided with her skin, hearing the audible crack of bone breaking that you tuned out just as quickly as the hits came. You were going too far, managing to stop when strong arms wrapped around your waist and forced you off of her completely.
Leon pulled you away from the beaten agent on the ground, holding her now curved nose with bruised fingers. It was no doubt broken, her lip bleeding with a split and the skin around her eye swelling into discolored shades of purple. She no longer wore that pathetic smirk she had coming into the match, instead, she looked at you in fear as most people did.
âNot a fucking dogâ, you mumbled under your breath, knowing that your mentor wouldnât brush this under the rug as much as youâd like for him to spare you the lecture. It had been so long since you cracked like this, letting your emotions control your actions instead of logic. Jerking yourself out of Leonâs arms, you stood in front of him and mentally prepared for the onslaught of words.
âWhat the hell do you think youâre doing?!â Leon snapped, his tone sharp.
âWinning the matchâ, you stated nonchalantly with a dismissive shrug. The training room emptied out after the fight, the agent you wounded being carried out towards the infirmary. You walked to your duffle bag and grabbed your water bottle, taking a sip and swishing the cooling liquid around your mouth, rinsing the blood that tainted your gums.Â
âYou didnât hear her when she was talking shit? Do you think I was just going to let that slide?â, you retorted, getting closer to his face and holding your ground. Your eyes were glowing with bitterness at Leon, already too familiar with the repetitive cycle of arguments that were part of your strange dynamic. Â
âThatâs the exact problem here, you let her words get to you. When youâre in the field, you canât let your enemies provoke you into doing something impulsive. Iâve already told you more than once to keep your temper in checkâ, Leon scolded you, taking a moment to sigh with his hands on his hips like a discouraged parent.
âOut there in the field, they donât last long enough to open their mouths. You know this. Donât tell me to keep my temper under control when you give all these other people a pass to say whatever they wantâ, your voice reached a higher pitch as irritation flowed through your body.
âWhat did I tell you about losing yourself in a fight?â, Leon questioned sternly.
âYou told me to channel my rage into my movements. Isnât that what I just did? Whatever, it doesnât matter anymoreâ, you grumbled, feeling the initial anger dissipating into another emotion.
Over time, it took you a while to understand how to react and interact with people. One of the problems that came with being a prodigy was how people picked on you constantly, you could never figure out why it was part of your experience as an agent.
Maybe thatâs what happens to strays, they remain isolated because they donât belong anywhere else.
âNo, you donât get to use that tone with meâ, he wasnât going to allow your attitude to get the best of you. âYouâre only proving my point here. You know that youâre better than letting this push you into throwing a tantrum. Act like it.â
The second his voice became crass you felt a weight in your chest, one that you tried to push down but it only crawled further up to tighten around your throat. No matter how hard you strained to hide it, you hated being the source of Leonâs irritation or disappointment. In the early years of being trained by him, you didnât care much for his approval or wisdom. You blamed that on the misplaced rage carried by a young adult who thought they knew everything about the world.
It took you years to fully appreciate him as someone who wanted the best for you, hell that was his job. Now at the age of 25, you werenât so young anymore, you knew the price you had to pay to be in this profession.
You were an adult, one trained to kill and protect others, but there was still the inner child that needed to be handled more than the warrior itself. Leon couldnât always be yelling at you whenever you made a mistake and he knew that. He also knew he couldnât always expect a perfect performance from you all the time, that wouldnât be fair or reasonable.
âFineâ, was the only thing you could say, not wanting to argue with Leon at the moment. You grabbed your bag to throw it over your shoulder as your body started to ache from the earlier brawl.
âAre you done preaching to me now?â, you were still annoyed, but it was your stubbornness starting to show. The longer you stood in front of Leon, the more you felt the adrenaline wearing off, bringing in a new wave of sore spots you will deal with later.Â
âYes, Iâm done with the talkâ, Leon expressed more calmly, ready to give you some time to cool off after this.
âGoodâ, as petty as it may seem, you wanted the last word, walking away from him with a scowl on your face. You left Leon in the training room and headed towards the showers, hoping it would wash away your growing vexation.Â
It was a brief visit to the infirmary to get your new bruises checked out. The only real place youâre so familiar with happened to be the four walls of this room, covered in white paint and filled with the smell of rubbing alcohol. The nurse wasnât surprised to find you here again seeking her care, quiet as she bandaged up your bloody knuckles, silently thankful that you didnât break your hand.Â
You were used to the pain, it was a no-brainer given your occupation, but Leonâs dismay stung more than the disinfectant the nurse used on your skin. Youâve both been working together for long enough that there was no need to keep lashing out at one another. Yet every time it seemed to happen, upsetting Leon hurt more than the strain of fighting altogether.
Hearing a knock at your office door, you called out to the sound, noticing Leon stepping inside with a bag of your favorite candy in his hand. You raised an eyebrow at him, already familiar with his antics after one of you upset the other.
âAre you trying to bribe me?â, you asked him, skimming through the file in your hand and pretending to read it over.
âYeah, I am. Will it work?â, Leon challenged as he handed you the bag, hoping to win back some of your favor. He wouldnât let you forget the lecture, but he wanted to assure you that he didnât intend to make you feel bad about it.
Internally you were smiling, enjoying the fact that he made these small gestures to get on your good side again. After learning how to work with him, you did your best to maintain the relationship you currently had. He was your partner after all, and frankly, he was the only person you had in your inner circle.
âMaybe if you buy me lunch every day next week Iâll think about forgiving youâ, you suggested to him half-seriously, opening the bag of candy and popping a piece in your mouth, humming at the taste of the treat.Â
You and your damn sweet tooth.
âFine, fine. Lunch for the rest of next week. Will that make you happy?â, he rolled his eyes as he took a seat in the chair across from you.
âYes, it will. I love it when youâre generousâ, your usual pout was replaced with your lips curling upwards. You never showed this softer side to anyone else other than Leon. He saw it as a privilege, being one of the very few people who knew you this well was something he was grateful for.
âAre you still upset with me?â, he asked you, leaning back in the armchair and crossing his arms over his chest. His blue eyes were as sympathetic as they were bright, like a puppy dog craving reassurance after upsetting their owner.
âNo, not anymore. You know how I get when you argue with me Leon. Iâm not a rookie anymoreâ, you replied, sucking on the hard piece of candy in your mouth as you spoke. âI am sorry for lashing out like that at training. She justâŠI hate being seen as some personal lap dogâ Â
âNo need to be sorry, Iâm just mad at the situation. And youâre not my lap dog, youâre my right handâ, Leon offered you a compassionate look. You were such a child at times, especially when it came to being criticized. But you were stubborn, and it was something he had to learn to live with.
âI know. Iâm just fed up with other people not accepting that by nowâ, you shrugged, releasing a heavy sigh.
Leon understood what you were going through, considering he had been in the same situation so many times heâd lost count. Constantly having your abilities doubted and being underestimated by your colleagues was never easy to handle, it caused unneeded tension that makes you lose focus on the bigger picture. No matter what others thought, youâd always be the best in your field at the end of the day, and a big part of that had to do with what youâve learned from him over the past few years.
You could feel Leonâs eyes moving towards your jaw and cheek, spotting the faint redness of your skin that darkened under the office light. You knew what he was thinking, a common aspect of your relationship involved him worrying about you, probably more than heâd care to admit.
âIâm fine Leon, itâll heal. I get hurt enough as it isâ, you tried to ease his nerves, but he wouldnât brush it off as fast as youâd like.
âItâs still my job to take care of you. That doesnât stop just because youâre olderâ, he noted in defiance as you hummed with a nod.
Leonâs been responsible for you since you were transferred to the D.S.O. a few months before your 21st birthday. It was a tedious process of trial and error to get you to trust him, to show you that he wasnât a threat or trying to do more harm than good.
Despite being your mentor, Leon has always been somewhat of a guardian in the years youâve been in the organization. He took care of you in his unique way, working hard to teach you everything he knows and how to survive, while also showing you the good things life has to offer. As you got older, the guardian title wasnât the best fit for him, so now you consider him a wise friend.Â
His expertise in the field allowed you to become an irreplaceable asset to the D.S.O., no longer being just an experiment, but now the perfect agent. Leon had shaped and molded you to become what the D.S.O had envisioned for you once your mentorship began, meeting their expectations and surpassing them with ease.
He saved your life doing that, and itâs a debt youâll never be able to repay. You didnât need to pay him back for anything anyway, especially when he was the one who decided to train you.
Leon never really cared much about his work for the government, fully aware that he was another pawn in their overplayed chess game. His encounter with you was something he initially didnât want, assuming youâd be another setback that would haunt him like a ghost in the night. But as the years grew between you two, he thought you may be one of his greatest achievements in the organization.Â
âThe bruisingâs fine, itâll wear off. Besides, youâve seen me get worse so a few punches to the face doesnât mean anything to meâ, you reassured him. Your experience working as a federal agent gifted you a collection of scars that has steadily grown over time, the most prominent one being a white line on your upper cheek from a knife graze you got early on in your training. Itâs faded but it was still there, a constant reminder of your place in this life.Â
âYeah, thatâs true. You have had worse than this,â his gaze was fixated on your face as he studied your features. He knew every inch of your facial structure, every curve, and every scar. The bruises you had received in the fight were nothing new to him and nothing to worry about. That didnât mean he hated seeing you hurt any less.Â
âDonât need you getting worried about me, Iâll be okay. I donât break so easilyâ, you said, taking in his low hum of agreement.
âWhat did the higher-ups say after the fight? Hopefully, Iâm not on probation againâ, you leaned forward on the desk to face him directly now, his expression neutral when you mentioned the other associates.
âThey didnât say anything. I told them what happened, said the other agent antagonized you, and they agreed with my explanation. Youâre not on probation, actually, youâre more than welcome to go on another mission with me if youâre interestedâ, being friends with one of the founding members of the D.S.O. certainly had its perks.Â
âThank god. I was going to be pissed if they benched me to do admin work againâ, you were relieved that you wouldnât have to worry about staying behind when there was a mission to complete.
âI know you want me on the next mission anyway. Nobody else can handle your banterâ, you joked with him, your sense of humor adopted by his entirely. Leon chuckled at your words, wanting you by his side whenever he went on another assignment.
âItâs not all just about business. Plus, youâre good at making me crack a smile when Iâm pissed offâ, he smirked as he spoke.
âThatâs because I know you well enough to do that by now. Your life would be boring without meâ, you laughed under your breath.
He was a hard nut to crack, having such an intense wall to break down just like you did. Once you both managed to soften up to each other, it was smooth sailing from there. Leon knew you better than most, as you did the same with him. You were almost two halves of a person, always on the same page when it came to everything; work, social gatherings, and just in general. He was a part of your life, just like you were a part of his. In sync and inseparable.
âSo when do we leave? Are we having a going away party too, as in I drink at the bar and you pay for me?â, you took in the shades of pretty blues as he looked back at you.Â
âNext Tuesday, weâll be heading to an unknown location. But we canât have a party without you drinking all my money awayâ, Leon teased, aware of what was to come.
âThen itâs settled. Mission next week, and tonight we drink a little bit. Some beers before, and then whiskey afterâ, you confirmed happily, a grin on your face that seemed to brighten up the room.
âSounds like a plan to me. A few beers and then whiskey after,â his smile mirrored your own.
It was a ritual before you went on missions together, having some drinks after a day of briefings. Usually, it was mostly Leon watching over you as you got plastered, and when the mission was done, youâd drink some more in celebration to relieve the stress.
âGood, then Iâll see you later on?â, you didnât need his answer, but you liked hearing that he was all in.
âYeah, Iâll be seeing you laterâ, Leon gave you a tilt of his head, standing up from the chair he was lounging in.
âJust donât blackout this time, Iâd hate to carry you back home againâ, he reminded you, your bad drinking habits were a tad too much when the occasion didnât call for it. Most of that was his fault, he introduced you to the world of alcohol when you were legally allowed to drink, but you didnât blame him. It was either cigarettes or alcohol in your selection of vices, so you picked your poison.
âYeah yeah, I know. I wonât this time, promiseâ, you kept it in mind to lay off the booze tonight.
Leon stepped out of your office with a genuine smile on his face, the small crinkles at the corner of his eyes visible in the roomâs lighting. Your chest warmed up at the thought of spending time with him, the feeling subtle enough to acknowledge before you buried it down and focused back on the file in your hand.
He knew what you felt. It was easy to read your face, having gotten so used to doing so that depicting your moods became second nature to him. He walked out of your office and down the hall with the same comfort he gets when he was close to you, his expression returning to neutral once he brushed it off.
Another Friday night out with your superior, nothing out of the ordinary.
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I hc that Sang-woo is afraid of heights. He looked soooo shaken up before tug of war and you can see the same fear in his face during the tile game.
SCREAMING???? /VPOS
ANON, I LOVE THIS HC SO MUCH!!!! i went back to rewatch clips and wow it really does add something more!!!!
first, some screenshots from tug-of-war
persistent looking up, i'm not good at reading facial expressions but to me that reads as distressed. especially with the mouth hung slightly open.
i also noticed he's very trembly/jumpy any time there's a sudden movement (especially in the elevator) which is fair but it seems to be slightly elevated? or maybe i'm overthinking?
looking down. this time he seems genuinely shaken up.
SOMETHING THAT CROSSED MY MIND WITH THIS HEADCANON TOO. SANG-WOO'S FACIAL EXPRESSION CAN BE READ AS MORE HERE. THIS ADDS ANOTHER LAYER OF COMPLEXITY AND EMOTIONALNESS TO THIS PARTICULAR SCENE.
to me, adding this headcanon into things, internally he's screaming "hyung. im scared. im putting my life into your hands right now and im trusting you and i'm praying you won't make me regret it." sang-woo is trusting that gi-hun will be the strong leader (as il-nam said, "if the leader shows signs of weakness, then the game is already over") and putting his life into gi-hun's hands.
the fact that he's, once again, not leading, shows that he's putting so much trust into gi-hun's hands despite being absolutely terrified, trusting that he's the proper leader who will aid him to not get killed in what he could consider the worst way possible- falling to his death.
i think this is one of three details that show sang-woo does not consider himself better than gi-hun, nor anybody else in this place. he's not some pompous, shit he hates himself, we've seen this multiple times throughout the show. he respects gi-hun, he trusts gi-hun here, and if you add in the hc that he's afraid of heights and literally terrified, it makes things even stronger. to me, at least.
anyways. mini-ramble over
sang-woo's movements definitely get more erratic. you can see him visibly panicking more and more, his feet are sliding much more than the others, he just looks generally distressed.
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now for the glass bridge!!
expression is hard to read but he definitely doesn't look mentally good here. he's either confused or internally thinking "shit." or both.
this might just be overanalysis but sang-woo being extremely pessimistic about the glass bridge in general reads off to me as possible cognitive distortions. wow! anxiety!
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THANK YOU FOR THIS WONDERFUL ASK ANON. YOU HAVE OPENED MY EYES GREATLY.
Murders..
Every day..
Day and night..
Yeah, I'm fine
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Crosshair, TBB S3 E1:
I wouldn't think twice about leaving you behind.
Crosshair, TBB S3 E7:
You okay sweetie? Got your bow? Is your backpack too heavy? Want me to carry it? Please let me do something for you. Don't get lost. Be careful. Stay behind me. Let me parent you